ALINA
I felt like the floor might swallow me whole the moment the woman, Cassandra, lifted her head and stared straight at me. Like she could feel my gaze and knew exactly where I was standing. That couldn’t be possible, I told myself, even as her eyes locked on mine, her lips drawn into a tight, disapproving line. She didn’t look the least bit pleased. Oh well. That’s unfortunate… I guess. But truthfully? I didn’t care. I couldn’t decide whether to be smug that she’d seen me or mortified that I couldn’t move away from the window. I had just been watching them like some creep, and she caught me red-handed. Still, I didn’t care. “Move,” Lisa hissed beside me, gripping my arm and yanking me forcefully away from the window. Every part of me wanted to fling her hand off and lunge back to see more. But when I turned my head again, they were both gone. And that’s when it hit me. What I’d just done. My heart lurched into a panicked gallop. My entire body began to tremble. My fingers quivered so badly I couldn’t even curl them into fists. I just stood there, trying to hold myself still while my brain spiraled. “Oh my God, Alina. What were you thinking?” Lisa whisper-yelled, her eyes wide with absolute panic. I had never seen her like this. Sure, she’d get worried sometimes, but she was always the cool one, the one who joked through fear like life owed her protection. Like there was always a fairy godmother just around the corner waiting to bail her out. But seeing her this unsettled made my anxiety spike even more. My thoughts started running wild. We needed a plan. Something, anything, for when Alexander inevitably asked what I was doing. Except we didn’t expect when to be now. Or this fast. The door flung open without a knock. Only one person stormed in like they owned every wall and piece of furniture in the place. I’d told Claude how that made me feel, and he had learned to knock or at least call my name first. But I hadn’t had that conversation with Alexander. And if he was still anything like the man he was a few weeks ago, he wouldn’t care to hear it from me or anyone else. Alexander walked in like the embodiment of silent destruction. Dressed in black from collar to boots, his whole aura cloaked the room in shadows. Part of it might’ve been the woman still clinging to his arm. And I really, really wished I had a reason to hate her. But besides the fact that she was absolutely stunning, which already felt unfair to the rest of us, there wasn’t much to hate. If you searched the world for “the most beautiful woman alive,” I’m pretty sure her face would show up in every result. If you flipped open a dictionary and looked up ethereal, her photo would be the only image under the definition. Her hair was nearly golden, not overly long, but it brushed just past the top of her breasts, which, by the way, looked damn near perfect in that low-cut neckline she was wearing. Her eyes… God. That green shouldn’t even exist. A soft forest hue, flecked with warm brown, surrounded by a delicate lighter ring, all set in the brightest, whitest sclera I’d ever seen. Up close, her skin was even more flawless. She glowed, literally. Like someone who hadn’t been touched by stress in years. Like her whole life made sense and she had never woken up ten minutes before a meeting with bed hair and existential dread. “Will you introduce me to your friend, Alexander?” she asked, still latched onto his arm like she belonged there. Of course, I listened. I couldn’t have looked away even if I’d wanted to. “My mate,” he corrected. My cheeks flushed so hard it felt like even my shadow blushed. He wasn’t hiding me. No, he was claiming me. Right there. In front of her. She studied me slowly, not skipping a single inch. Her gaze traveled from the crown of my head all the way down to the tips of my toes. And I stood there, frozen, willing myself not to squirm or shift from one foot to the other. When she finished her examination and her eyes met mine again, she let out a small sound in the back of her throat. “A true beauty,” she said, completely void of emotion. There was no praise in her tone. No disdain, either. Just… apathy. Like she was looking at something mildly interesting but not enough to bother remembering. “Once again, the rumor mill was right,” she added in that same neutral cadence. Then she stepped forward. My first instinct was to step back. Her presence wasn’t loud or imposing but it carried weight. She didn’t need to threaten me aloud. Her existence did the talking. “How long do you plan on keeping this one?” she asked Alexander, turning to him like I had ceased to exist. I’d been dismissed plenty of times in my life. I was used to it. But something about her doing it? It burned. Maybe it was the way she phrased it. Or maybe it was because I’d heard that same damn question from Alexander’s other so-called friends. It implied familiarity, like she knew his patterns with women. Maybe they hadn’t slept together. Maybe she wouldn’t have asked if they had. Then again… why disregard me like that if there wasn’t something between them? She probably didn’t fall apart just from his touch. She probably knew how to kiss like a goddess and hold her own during foreplay. Whatever face I made must have given me away, because when I looked up, Alexander was watching me, amusement dancing in his dark eyes. The moment our gazes met, I dropped mine. I couldn’t look at him. Not with the memory of his lips on mine, of his hands brushing my skin, still alive beneath my clothes. She probably didn’t shrink into herself after something like that. But me? I wanted to melt into the ground and never be perceived again especially with how he was watching me. Like… like he wanted to do it all over again. “Oh, she’s here to stay, love,” he said, finally looking away from me. “I told you. She’s my mate.”ALEXANDERKillian wouldn’t just get on with it. I expected that from him.He had to be a little shit first. I’ll admit I was surprised when he said we should jump straight into it. Normally, he prefers theatrics. All that drmataic shit. It's how he made it this far. Not by being the strongest, but by being the most terrifying brand of patient.If you pissed him off, you’d never know. If you betrayed him, he’d invite you to dinner like nothing happened. Then, you’d start to feel hot. Chest tight. Your lips numb. By the time you realized he’d poisoned your drink, it would be too late. And Killian? He’d sit there and watch. Smile on his face. That same bored, lazy one he always wore. Watching your final moments like you were entertainment.His last words are always the same, at least according to his victims. “I didn’t give you life. But I can end it.”Honestly, I think hearing that as you die might just be worse than the dying part.“Before we leave—” I began, and he groaned like I’d st
ALINAI cleared my throat and looked down, my thoughts tangled with everything that had happened and everything still happening.Now didn’t feel like the right time to tell him James was my mate. Not when the first thing he’d done was reject me.I remembered the jolt of hope I’d felt when I first realized it when I believed it meant I’d finally be safe and protected. That he’d shield me from the whispers, the stares, the cruelty of the pack.But he hadn’t. He’d rejected me.Whatever flicker of excitement I’d felt in that moment, I couldn’t feel it anymore.I must have taken too long to speak, because Alexander shifted beneath me with a sharp sound between a growl and a sigh. I’d forgotten I was still on his lap, and when he stood, I almost fell.But he caught me before I could hit the ground. His arms wrapped around me. For a split second, I hated how safe I felt there.Once I was balanced, he turned and started to walk away.Panic surged. I couldn’t let him leave like this. Maybe it
ALEXANDERI didn’t expect Alina to want to hear about what happened so soon. Not after everything. But I needed answers. I needed to hear it from her lips before I could decide what kind of punishment to hand down to that mutt. And if it was left to me, death wouldn’t cut it. That would be far too generous and too easy. What I wanted for him didn’t fall anywhere close to easy.But she looked like I might be the one to hurt her. Like she wasn’t sure how I’d react. And that pissed me off more than anything.I wasn’t angry at her. I was angry with myself. Because something I had done some version of me that I had let slip through had left her believing I’d ever turn that anger on her.I took a breath, grounding myself. This wasn’t about me. It was about her. Her fear. Her safety. How she was feeling. And I had to remember that.“He didn’t do anything,” she said, her voice low and tight, her eyes fixed somewhere on the floor. I didn’t believe that. But I held back.I reminded myself again
ALINAI opened my eyes slowly, blinking against the soft light filtering in. The first thing I saw was the doctor watching me with a strained kind of worry, like she was waiting for something terrible to happen.My head throbbed. My eyes felt dull and heavy. For a second, I thought I was still dreaming. I hoped, actually. Or maybe I’d slipped back into yesterday. Maybe I’d wake up again and nothing would be wrong.But everything was still wrong.And it wasn’t a dream.“Oh, good, you’re awake.” The doctor exhaled, her shoulders slumping in visible relief. “You scared me there for a moment.”I didn’t respond. I was still waiting for her to laugh and to say she was joking or that there was a mixup. That this was all some kind of bad misunderstanding. But she didn’t.Instead, her face softened, lips pressing together before she spoke again. “You shouldn’t be worrying yourself, okay? It’s not good for you. Or…” she hesitated, “for the baby.”That confirmed all my greatest fears. I froze.E
ALEXANDER The silence in the house was deafening. I couldn’t decide if I hated it or needed it. Normally I wouldn’t mind, but today… today, the noise in my head was louder than anything else. A little external chaos might’ve helped drown out the one within. And then there was Alina still lying in my bed. Flinching every time I got near, curling into herself like I was just another hand trying to hurt her. Whatever happened last night whatever I failed to prevent might have broken her. The doctor said the test results would be confidential until she was ready to talk about them. That alone was telling enough. Claude hadn’t spoken to me. Not a smart comment or even a glare. He didn’t need to. The fact that he wasn’t here this morning was enough. He would have been i my face reminding of everything that could have happened if I only listened to him. Yesterday had been a mess. A full blown shitstorm. We’d stayed up till midnight, fighting with corrupted software, trying to rese
ALINAI woke up in a warm room, layers of soft blankets cocooning me. The weight of them felt oddly comforting and suffocating all at once. I wasn’t alone. I could sense it. Someone else was here, their presence heavy in the silence. But I couldn’t bring myself to open my eyes. I didn’t want to know who it was. Shame had settled deep in my chest, like a rock lodged in my ribs. I wanted to disappear into the sheets. Crawl out of my own skin. Vanish.Every time I blinked, I felt the ghost of his hands on me. Rough, violating, possessive. The way he’d ripped my clothes, his eyes devouring me like I was something to conquer, not someone. My stomach twisted violently. I had never wanted to hurt someone before, not like this. But the urge to stab him with something sharp, to make him feel even a fraction of what I felt, was bone deep and bitter.It dragged me back to the tent. That night at the camp when he’d tried the same thing. When I was too frozen, too scared to scream. The one person