ALINA
I was slightly surprised when we reached the dining room and I saw Claude already seated in his usual spot. I hadn’t realized how much I’d missed his presence until I caught myself smiling. He was always the chatterbox at the table, though lately, Alexander had been doing a decent job filling in. “Hello, angel,” Claude greeted, his signature smirk tugging at the sides of his mouth. I rolled my eyes at the nickname but couldn’t help smiling. “Stop calling me that,” I muttered under my breath. He just smirked, clearly not the least bit sorry. “Quit terrorizing my mate, Claude,” Alexander said, a teasing edge in his voice that still managed to catch me off guard. It wasn’t like he was actually defending me, it was obviously a brotherly joke but I still looked up at him, surprised. “I’m not terrorizing her. I’m complimenting her. She’s clearly an angel.” Claude’s grin was unapologetic. Alexander rolled his eyes this time. I took my usual seat to Alexander’s left, across from Claude. Ever since the meal with Geneva, it had sort of become my unofficial spot. Did I miss sitting beside Claude? Maybe a little. He always had something witty to say, usually aimed at his brother. Whenever Alexander tried to look intimidating, which, let’s face it, he didn’t have to try hard, Claude would lean over and whisper something like, “This is his ‘I’m the scary alpha’ performance. Don’t fall for it.” I’d have to bite the inside of my cheek to keep from laughing. Alexander never seemed like someone who’d take kindly to being laughed at even if I wasn’t the one who made the joke. But tonight felt different. The tension was gone. No one was on edge. For once, Alexander wasn’t threatening to rip out someone’s throat. Dinner was actually… fun. We laughed, talked about everything and nothing, and somewhere along the line, the topic shifted to exes. I couldn’t tell you how we got there but Alexander suddenly insisted that Claude only fell for women who were bad for him or completely out of reach. “What does that even mean?” Claude asked, genuinely confused and a bit offended. “It means you want what you can’t have,” Alexander replied flatly, expression unreadable. By now, I’d learned how to tell when he was joking. His face didn’t always give it away. He would probably be terrifying in a poker game but I was learning to read the subtle signs. Claude scoffed. “There’s no such thing as can’t. If I want something—or someone—I’ll get them. One way or another.” Alexander leaned back, smug. “Alina’s unattainable.” My eyes snapped up at the sound of my name. Claude gave me a slow once-over, eyes dragging lazily over every visible inch of me before locking back on my face. That mischievous glint was there again. The one that said he was about to do something reckless. He stood, still smiling. Alexander watched his every move like a hawk. “I bet I could have her,” Claude said, smirking. “Five minutes alone in the drawing room, and she’ll forget all about you.” Then he strolled out, laughter trailing behind him. It took me a second to fully register what he’d said. His plate sat empty, his scent still hanging in the air. Alexander’s gaze burned into the back of my neck. I turned, then froze when I spotted the knife embedded in the expensive wooden door. I gasped. I hadn’t even seen him throw it. He looked entirely unbothered, but I felt sick over the damage to the door and the thought of the real damage it could have done. “Remind me to kill him next time I see him,” Alexander muttered. His voice was dry, but his eyes gleamed with a hint of amusement. I told myself he was joking even as I wasn’t quite sure. “He’s your brother,” I said, trying not to laugh. He stared for a moment, then nodded solemnly. “You’re right. I should’ve done it when he was younger.” A loud snort-laugh escaped me before I could stop it. Alexander’s lips curved into a real smile. The kind that showed his perfect white teeth. Not a smirk. Not that dark, dangerous grin. Just… a smile. My stomach flipped. And just like that, my lungs forgot how to breathe. “Wanna go for a walk?” he asked, rising and pulling back my chair for me. It sounded like a question, but I knew better. With Alexander, some questions didn’t require answers. Just as I was about to say yes or of course, the door burst open. A guard ran in, breathless, dressed in the estate’s formal uniform. He bowed immediately. “I apologize for the interruption, Alpha.” Alexander gave a small nod, prompting the man to raise his head. His whole posture radiated nerves. “What is it?” Alexander asked, voice sharp and impatient. I considered touching his arm to calm him, but we weren’t there yet not really. “He escaped, sir. We’ve been trying to track him, but he’s gone. No trace anywhere on the grounds.” “Who?” Alexander’s voice stayed calm. Too calm. Even I knew that was a bad sign. “Isiah, sir,” the guard replied shakily. Alexander just nodded. “Dismissed.” The guard left. Alexander turned to me, face softening. “Another time,” he said. I nodded. “I’ll have someone escort you to your room. Be good for me, hmm?” He pressed a kiss to my forehead before slipping out of the room. Leaving me a boneless, breathless mess. The pulse between my thighs. More alive than ever.ALEXANDERKillian wouldn’t just get on with it. I expected that from him.He had to be a little shit first. I’ll admit I was surprised when he said we should jump straight into it. Normally, he prefers theatrics. All that drmataic shit. It's how he made it this far. Not by being the strongest, but by being the most terrifying brand of patient.If you pissed him off, you’d never know. If you betrayed him, he’d invite you to dinner like nothing happened. Then, you’d start to feel hot. Chest tight. Your lips numb. By the time you realized he’d poisoned your drink, it would be too late. And Killian? He’d sit there and watch. Smile on his face. That same bored, lazy one he always wore. Watching your final moments like you were entertainment.His last words are always the same, at least according to his victims. “I didn’t give you life. But I can end it.”Honestly, I think hearing that as you die might just be worse than the dying part.“Before we leave—” I began, and he groaned like I’d st
ALINAI cleared my throat and looked down, my thoughts tangled with everything that had happened and everything still happening.Now didn’t feel like the right time to tell him James was my mate. Not when the first thing he’d done was reject me.I remembered the jolt of hope I’d felt when I first realized it when I believed it meant I’d finally be safe and protected. That he’d shield me from the whispers, the stares, the cruelty of the pack.But he hadn’t. He’d rejected me.Whatever flicker of excitement I’d felt in that moment, I couldn’t feel it anymore.I must have taken too long to speak, because Alexander shifted beneath me with a sharp sound between a growl and a sigh. I’d forgotten I was still on his lap, and when he stood, I almost fell.But he caught me before I could hit the ground. His arms wrapped around me. For a split second, I hated how safe I felt there.Once I was balanced, he turned and started to walk away.Panic surged. I couldn’t let him leave like this. Maybe it
ALEXANDERI didn’t expect Alina to want to hear about what happened so soon. Not after everything. But I needed answers. I needed to hear it from her lips before I could decide what kind of punishment to hand down to that mutt. And if it was left to me, death wouldn’t cut it. That would be far too generous and too easy. What I wanted for him didn’t fall anywhere close to easy.But she looked like I might be the one to hurt her. Like she wasn’t sure how I’d react. And that pissed me off more than anything.I wasn’t angry at her. I was angry with myself. Because something I had done some version of me that I had let slip through had left her believing I’d ever turn that anger on her.I took a breath, grounding myself. This wasn’t about me. It was about her. Her fear. Her safety. How she was feeling. And I had to remember that.“He didn’t do anything,” she said, her voice low and tight, her eyes fixed somewhere on the floor. I didn’t believe that. But I held back.I reminded myself again
ALINAI opened my eyes slowly, blinking against the soft light filtering in. The first thing I saw was the doctor watching me with a strained kind of worry, like she was waiting for something terrible to happen.My head throbbed. My eyes felt dull and heavy. For a second, I thought I was still dreaming. I hoped, actually. Or maybe I’d slipped back into yesterday. Maybe I’d wake up again and nothing would be wrong.But everything was still wrong.And it wasn’t a dream.“Oh, good, you’re awake.” The doctor exhaled, her shoulders slumping in visible relief. “You scared me there for a moment.”I didn’t respond. I was still waiting for her to laugh and to say she was joking or that there was a mixup. That this was all some kind of bad misunderstanding. But she didn’t.Instead, her face softened, lips pressing together before she spoke again. “You shouldn’t be worrying yourself, okay? It’s not good for you. Or…” she hesitated, “for the baby.”That confirmed all my greatest fears. I froze.E
ALEXANDER The silence in the house was deafening. I couldn’t decide if I hated it or needed it. Normally I wouldn’t mind, but today… today, the noise in my head was louder than anything else. A little external chaos might’ve helped drown out the one within. And then there was Alina still lying in my bed. Flinching every time I got near, curling into herself like I was just another hand trying to hurt her. Whatever happened last night whatever I failed to prevent might have broken her. The doctor said the test results would be confidential until she was ready to talk about them. That alone was telling enough. Claude hadn’t spoken to me. Not a smart comment or even a glare. He didn’t need to. The fact that he wasn’t here this morning was enough. He would have been i my face reminding of everything that could have happened if I only listened to him. Yesterday had been a mess. A full blown shitstorm. We’d stayed up till midnight, fighting with corrupted software, trying to rese
ALINAI woke up in a warm room, layers of soft blankets cocooning me. The weight of them felt oddly comforting and suffocating all at once. I wasn’t alone. I could sense it. Someone else was here, their presence heavy in the silence. But I couldn’t bring myself to open my eyes. I didn’t want to know who it was. Shame had settled deep in my chest, like a rock lodged in my ribs. I wanted to disappear into the sheets. Crawl out of my own skin. Vanish.Every time I blinked, I felt the ghost of his hands on me. Rough, violating, possessive. The way he’d ripped my clothes, his eyes devouring me like I was something to conquer, not someone. My stomach twisted violently. I had never wanted to hurt someone before, not like this. But the urge to stab him with something sharp, to make him feel even a fraction of what I felt, was bone deep and bitter.It dragged me back to the tent. That night at the camp when he’d tried the same thing. When I was too frozen, too scared to scream. The one person