MasukNOAH’S POV
“Where are you, Birdy?” “I need my lucky charm.” The messages kept dropping onto my screen, stacking on top of the four he’d already sent in six minutes. I stirred the electrolyte packet into his water bottle at the counter, watching the powder spin into a cloudy blue funnel. Three days since I’d screamed at him at the arena entrance, since I watched him look at me with genuine confusion about what exactly he was doing wrong. Yet I was his lucky charm. Idiot. But God so help me, I loved it. That’s why I was here at his practice, because he had an international tournament coming up, playing errand girl for the man who announced his engagement on national television. Shouldn’t Rosalind be the one mixing this? He’d chosen her after all. I capped the bottle hard enough that it hissed, grabbed my bag, and headed for the rink. I was still scrolling his messages when I hit the locker room hallway, and my foot caught a duffel bag jutting out from under a bench. I was certain I’d slam my jaw on the ground. Then a hand closed around my upper arm and hauled me upright in one motion, no strain at all, almost like I weighed nothing. “Careful.” A voice floated lowly at me, rough at the edges. I turned, and looked up. Towering over me was a man with dark, unruly hair and striking green eyes. A silver ring cut through one eyebrow, more hoops climbed one ear, and black ink crawled up one side of his ribs disappeared beneath the waistband of his pants. His grip didn’t leave my arm right away. “Are you trying to get your skull cracked?” He snickered. “There are faster ways to do that.” My jaws clenched, jerking his hands off my arm. “You could try not leaving your bag in the middle of the hallway.” “It’s not mine.” “Oh. How convenient. You could have at least helped whoever it’s for to take it away.” “Someone else’s carelessness isn’t my problem.” He fired back. Then his eyes dragged once down the jersey I was wearing, and I saw a flicker of amusement in his eyes before they vanished. “Cute jersey by the way.” Normally I’d say thank you because it was a compliment—except he hadn’t even tried to hide the mockery behind his tone. Then he stepped closer to me, giving me a good whiff of his cologne. “You might want to throw it out, it’s faded.” “Excuse me!?” I frowned. “That is none of your business.” His gaze lingered on mine for a split second, and then a small smirk widened a corner of his lips. Like he was doing whatever this was on purpose. Then he brushed past me, walking away. I didn’t even know who he was and I really wanted to punch him already. Who even was he? I knew all of Luca’s teammates by heart and I could swear I had never seen this arrogant, rude yet kind of ridiculously good looking one before. With a deep exhale, I walked back to the boards. The arena was empty except for the team, and I found my usual spot, set Luca’s water where he’d see it and sat. “Move your feet!” Coach Reyes’s voice cracked across the ice. “I don’t need a bunch of fat asses playing like it’s still the parade! You want to keep that trophy? you skate like somebody is trying to steal it from you!” Their blades cut the ice rapidly, spraying whites behind them while sticks cracked against sticks. Somewhere, a puck rang off the board hard enough that I felt the vibration in my own teeth. Right in the middle of the ice was Luca—looking great, and focused. The kind of focus that put the championship in his hands. I felt my heart thud once at the thought of him. Then the whistle shattered the air. “Number Nineteen! Get in here!” A player peeled off from the far end, blades throwing up a wall of ice as he stopped, and my stomach dropped clean through the bleachers when the helmet turned enough for me to catch the jaw underneath. Him—again. He glided to a stop directly across from Luca, and I watched Luca’s body shift totally. His shoulders locked, spine went rigid and his grip on his stick tightened so hard I could almost hear the creak from his leather gloves. I had never seen him look at another human being like that—not a rival, an ex, no one. This was—strange. Coach Reyes dropped the puck between them, stepped back and blew into his whistle. Nineteen got to it first with a flick of the wrist, with barely any movement at all and then he was gone. Skating so fast, cutting hard toward the net with Luca a full stride behind him. Both of them—their skates scraped up more ice than I’d ever seen. Luca closed the gap right as nineteen planted his shoulder and drove him straight into the boards. “Oh, God!” I gasped, my hands flying to my mouth. The sound cracked through the whole arena. Luca hit the ice on his back, and nineteen was already sliding the puck past the goalie like he almost didn’t cost Luca a shoulder. “That’s a penalty in a real game, Nineteen!” Coach was already skating toward them, whistle screeching twice with anger. “You want to end up in the box every shift, keep it up!” I hadn’t even realized when I’d sprung up from the seats, down the stairs and my sneakers hitting the rubber matting at the bench. Luca skated over, breathing hard with his jaws clenched tightly—I grabbed him by the shoulders. “Who is that?” My hands started moving over his body, checking him, his ribs, the back of his head and anywhere that might be hiding something worse than it looked. “A new recruit.” Luca groaned slightly. I’d watched enough games to know it was normal to get hit, but this was— Almost personal. “Is that why he’s trying to maim you!?” He didn’t answer that. He was staring past me, out at the ice and something was moving under his skin that I had never seen there before, not even on his worse days. “I’m fine.” He said, which wasn’t anything close to an answer to what I’d asked. “Luca, get in here!” Coach yelled, already waving him back. I watched him go, my stomach was in my throat now. He lined across from nineteen a second time. Coach dropped the puck and barely got his hand back before nineteen hit Luca with his helmet so hard he went down flat on his back, skates flying out from under him and his own helmet cracking against the ice. Luca ripped his helmet off before he’d even finished sliding. I watched him clench his hands into fist. Fuck, “Luca!” I hurried toward the glass, with both hands slapping against it. He came up swinging, closing the distance in two strides and drove nineteen down onto the ice,and got two solid punches in before nineteen even raised a hand to block. For full three seconds, nineteen just took every hit. Then he moved. He caught Luca’s next swing mid-air, twisted and use the moment to flip them—and suddenly Luca was on his back with nineteen straddling his chest, throwing punches that landed directly on his face with an ugly sound I felt in my back teeth. I didn’t think –I was over the wall, skidding across the ice in sneakers, and I grabbed his arm right as it cocked back for another hit, both hands closing around his wrist. “GET OFF HIM!” My voice tore raw out of me. “Get off—stop, stop!” Then he stopped. Not because of me. My grip barely had a chance against the size of his forearm—I knew even as I held on. He stopped because he turned his head and looked at me, and for a couple seconds, neither of us moved. His chest heaved under mine where I had grabbed a fistful of his jersey. Those green eyes held mine like I was the only person in the room, and for one disorienting second, I forgot to be afraid of him. Luca used the opportunity and shoved nineteen off him, hard enough that his shoulder hit the ice. My grip slipped off him and I grabbed Luca into me instead, his whole body shook under my hands. Blood dripped from a cut over his eyebrow and down the side of his face. “You think you’re tough, huh?” Luca spat toward him, chest heaving and his voice cracked with more rage. “Touch me again and I’ll put you in the boards myself, Kade.” Kade. The rest of the team was closing in now, dropping their sticks and Coach was shouting somewhere. Kade pushed himself up slowly, and yanked off his helmet. He dragged the back of his glove across his split lip, smearing blood along his jaw without bothering to wipe it clean. He smirked. “It’s good to see you’ve grown some balls, brother.” Brother? “Leister!” Coach’s voice cracked across the ice. My eyes wouldn’t leave Kade. He was Luca’s brother!?? Kade climbed to his feet like none of this had cost him anything at all. His eyes found mine over Luca’s shoulder, taking their time. “See you around.” He turned, then glanced over his shoulders. “Birdy.”“I don’t care about Luca right now!”Kade’s mouth closed.My breath kept catching halfway in, and I hated that I couldn’t get enough air to finish a sentence without my voice shaking.“I don’t care what Luca did. I don’t care what he thought he knew about me. I don’t care who was right about the bet.”I swallowed, but the tightness in my throat remained.“I’m asking you right now, Kade.”His expression shifted.“I want to know if I was ever anything more than something you wanted to win.”He didn’t answer.My hand slipped from my chest.“I-I don’t even know what I’m supposed to believe anymore.”The admission hung there between us. I wished, instantly, violently, that I could snatch it back out of the air.For the first time all afternoon, he looked like a man who actually wanted to say something and genuinely didn’t know what.I shook my head. “I get it now.”He drew breath. “Noah, listen—”“No.”“Just let me—”“I said no!”My voice tore across the garden. He stopped.I looked at him
For a moment, all I could hear was the music drifting across the garden.Then, my hand moved and cracked across his face. His head jerked to the side, and the sound seemed to hang between us long after my palm had connected with his cheek.Pain shot through my hand.For one stunned second, I stared at him, my fingers spread, my palm burned.Kade slowly turned his head back.A red mark was already rising across his cheek. He worked his jaw once, then ran his tongue over the inside of his split lip. His eyes settled on me again.“Well.” The corner of his mouth twitched, though there was no real amusement in it. “That answers whether you’ve been holding back.”I hit him again before he could say anything else.This time, I put everything I had into it. My palm caught the other side of his face, and his head snapped away from me. The sting in my hand sharpened, but I barely felt it beneath the rush of anger flooding my chest.“Jesus Christ, woman.”“Screw you!”My voice broke on the word
NOAH’S POV“What bet, Kade?”Behind us, the reception carried on in fragments. The music still drifted across the garden, but the laughter had thinned to scattered murmurs.My heart hammered hard enough I could feel it in my throat.Kade stared at me. His jaw was tight, his lower lip split from Luca’s fist, blood drying dark at the corner of his mouth. His jacket hung rumpled, his hair a mess from the fight.“Kade.”He dragged his tongue over the split and winced.“You’ll have to be more specific, sweetheart. I’ve made several questionable decisions in my life.”My stomach tightened.Sweetheart.He’d called me that when he’d pulled me close, when his mouth had been against my skin.“What bet did you make with Luca!?”He glanced over my shoulder, back toward the reception, where Luca still stood surrounded by both families and a steadily growing crowd of curious guests. Then his eyes came back to mine.“Go back inside, Noah.”A cold shiver crawled down my spine.“Answer me.”“You don
“Leave her out of this.”“Why? Because you actually care about her?”I stared at him.He wanted an answer. Something he could twist, something he could throw back in my face.He wasn’t getting one.Luca laughed, bitter and ugly. “That’s fucking rich.”“Luca,” Noah said quietly.He ignored her, wiping blood off his nose with the back of his hand, smearing it across his knuckles.“You know your actual problem, Kade? You always have to take things too far. You couldn’t just come back and live your own life. You had to shove your way into mine and burn it down.”“Your life had always been a mess.”“Fuck you.” His jaw tightened. Then something worse than anger crept into his face — satisfaction, the exact look of a man who’d just found the one card left in his hand that could actually do damage.“Fine. If we’re exposing secrets today, why don’t we talk about our little bet?”My face didn’t move. But something underneath it did, cold and sudden.“Careful, Luca.”“Why? Worried she’ll find ou
Luca stared at me. And for a second I thought he hadn’t understood a single word. Then his fist connected with my jaw. My head snapped sideways, pain flaring sharp and immediate, bright enough to sting behind my eyes. I rolled my jaw, tasted copper, and looked back him. I wiped my mouth with my thumb, glanced at the blood smeared across it, and smiled. “Feel better?” “Shut the hell up.” “That bad, huh?” He grabbed the front of my jacket, knuckles turning white against the fabric. “You’re lying.” “About which part? The pregnancy, or the part where your wife didn’t get knocked up by the Holy Spirit?” His grip tightened. I could practically hear the last functioning brain cell he had left begging him not to hit me a second time. He ignored it. “You’re a fucking liar.” “How about you ask your wife.” He shoved me backward. Someone near us gasped, a short sharp sound swallowed fast by the music still playing, absurdly, under all of it. Before either of us could move again, At
Neither did I, if I was honest — but I had theories, and none of them made our parents look good. Whatever it was, I couldn’t locate the part of me that cared. They could tear each other apart. They’d had twelve years to make things right with me and chosen, every single time, not to. Now they could live with the bill. “Anyway.” I lifted my glass. “Congratulations again. Your wedding’s already produced a divorce announcement before the cake’s even cut. Impressive, even for us.” “Can you be serious for five minutes?” “Probably. Never had much reason to try.” He shook his head, but something had shifted underneath the anger now. Exhaustion, maybe. Then his gaze followed mine, unprompted, straight across the garden. Straight to Noah. And my brother, reliable as ever, found something else to be certain about. “You’re still watching her.” I took a slow sip. “Am I?” “Don’t play stupid. It doesn’t suit you.” “Neither does that tie, but here we are.” He ignored it. “Noah and I ha







