Snuck out

RIX’s P.O.V.

I could feel myself breaking down as I made my decision in front of everyone watching me on the app during my lowest point.

Do you watch me stand up on my own when the world tries to knock me down?

Apparently, I wasn't alone when facing the most challenging moment of my life because my friends were here, witnessing my growth.

They offered their help, but I kept refusing it.

And if I said I don't feel anything for Apollo anymore, I would be lying. BECAUSE I STILL DO!

Honestly, I would like to give it another try.

Perhaps my initial decision was influenced by the overwhelming number of eyes watching me.

Humans can be foolish.

Friends often advise their hurt loved ones to stay away, but those same friends act as if they're listening while secretly still engaging with the person who hurt them— going back to the same place that hurts them.

I wanted to avoid falling into that pattern.

I'm only human. I'm not a superhuman capable of controlling my emotions to the point of making