After making a lot of rounds trading in the things that I got, I finally made it back home and I was exhausted! I just needed a hot bath and some food and a long nap.
"Zada! I'm home," I yelled into the apartment and I cringed as I saw the dirt on the living room floor. "Zada why don't you ever clean your mess!" I yelled as I picked up her rubbish and threw it away.
I stared at the ugly dirty walls that Zada and I had tried numerous times to cover up with a bunch of my paintings but it just wasn't happening, I mean the paintings did make it better but there were just way too many spots there.
I dropped onto the couch and it creeks making me groan out loud. This place was shit but it was still our place and I loved it here, I think. Well, there's nowhere else I could be because I'm broke.
I felt small warm arms circling around my neck and I sighed happily pecking her arms.
"How are you, Zada?" I asked softly and she kissed my temple before throwing herself next to me, she was a bit out of breath and I wondered what was wrong. "What's wrong?" I asked worriedly, sitting up straighter and she pushed me back down.
"Relax, I was working out," she said calmly.
"Why? You're already a stick," I teased and she rolled her eyes pushing her curly hair into the bun on her head. She didn't seem sweaty, but I was too tired to question her about it.
Zada had beautiful silky black curly hair with green eyes that she obviously got from her dad, she wasn't a stick, she had an average body with the right amount of curves that made her seem older than she really is, she was lighter than I was, considering that she is half white but she had her mother's personality, we both did.
"Go take a shower, Xania, I'll make you some food okay?" she said softly getting up from the couch and I grabbed her, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek.
"Thank you, you're an angel!"
"And you're disgusting, go," ahh, teenagers will be teenagers. I slowly got off the couch and walked to my room taking off my dress and throwing it in the hamper, pulling off that hot ass wig I placed it on the dummy head. I grabbed my blue towel and shower cap and wiggled my way to the shower.
After standing for an hour under the shower and screaming at Zada whenever she opened the hot water in the kitchen making the one in the bathroom cold, I finally got out and wore my sweatpants and a crop shirt. Zada had made me a French toast sandwich with orange juice and I gladly finished the food. As soon as I was done I went to my room and caught on some sleep.
Another nap where I dreamt momma was still alive and us living in a house all together happily, with me going to school and studying art, Zada almost finishing off high school and momma living her dream as a singer...all a dream.
When I woke up, the apartment was really quiet and I called out for Zada and noticed she wasn't home. On the kitchen counter was a letter saying that she went to the library to study, my little sister making me proud, I know she will make something out of herself.
I decided to spoil us today and went to the grocery store to buy some food and essential products. Also this time I was able to fit in some snacks because the shoes made a big pay, a really big pay.
Walking back home with the bags in my hands a black car with tinted windows stopped in front of me and I cursed the driver walking around it, just to have another one stop right in front of me again.
"Sara, or should I say, Xania Evans?" A voice said behind me and I quickly sorted out my facials into a confused look before turning around.
"I'm sorry, how do you know my name?" I asked Mike pretending to not know him and he chuckled, pressing his back against the car.
"Xania, you stole from me," he said, frowning and moving closer to me and I sighed moving backwards.
"Look dude, it was a few hundreds, and if you want your money back I'll give it to you," I surrendered seeing that there was no way out of this one, especially seeing that there were two cars blocking my way and all filled with men, so I had to be smart about this one. "The shoes didn't even make that much, just about a thousand."
"You sold my shoes for a thousand?" he asked, shocked and I brought my teeth together lifting my shoulders.
"Actually, they were worth two thousand but I owed a few people some money and I had to pay them back, thief's honour, so I was left with a thousand, and I bought these groceries and now I'm left with four hundred, do you want it?" I asked in a small voice and he clenched his fists. "Please don't hit me."
"I'm not going to hit you!" he growled out clenching his jaw and I sighed in relief. "But I have to punish you in some way, you stole from me and nobody ever steals from me," he raised his hands and I used the bags as my shield to protect me from the coming blow.
"I'm really sorry, I'll give you your watch and three hundred, unfortunately, I can't get your shoes back," I exclaimed behind my bags and he groaned, slamming his fist against the car behind me.
"Stop talking about the shoes!"
"Okay," I squeaked out, the shoes were really making him upset, I wondered how much they were.
"What about the money you were able to take from my bank account?" he asked, pushing the bags down and I had to think of a lie, quickly.
"Mother's medical bills, see my mother has a chronic disease and she's been in and out of the hospital for so long, the doctors, they fear, they fear she may not make it," I said making sure I inserted a few sobs in between my words and when I didn't get a response from him I figured he believed me but when I rose my head I figured I was wrong.
"Your mother died because of drugs, Xania, don't take me for a fool," he said and I had to push down the words that were wanting to come out...well you were a fool last night, bitch.
"What do you want, Mike?" I asked because I have been offering and offering and he hasn't been accepting anything.
"Come to my office tomorrow, at nine a.m sharp, I have a proposition for you," he said, pulling that long jacket over the suit jacket and standing straighter. "I believe you have my wallet, the cards in there."
He turned around and a guy opened the door for him.
"And if I don't come?" I asked looking into the car and he chuckled looking straight ahead.
"For Zada's sake, you will."
"I'll be leaving tomorrow," he said and I should up straight. "What why?" "I've overstayed my welcome, I don't want to stress you guys out even more with my health, so I'll be going back home," he said. And that brings us back to today, Theo and I stood in front of Tyrese as he had just finished making breakfast. "It's pretty good," Jameson said as he took a sip of his juice. His voice was starting to break and it was kind of interesting to watch him slowly turn into a man, would I even ever be able to see him like that? "What you two waiting for, come on and eat!" Tyrese said, Theo and I sat down in our seats and Theo dished up for me since I had Thea. We started eating and Thea was also in the stage where her hands were grabby, she grabbed the bacon off my plate and I quickly took it back. "Uh uh, you don't eat this," I said to her and she giggled closing her eyes. "Ble hbgh blllllh," she said as she blew spit on my f
"Is everything okay, Xania?" Tyres asked as I fed Thea in the kitchen. Theo and I hadn't been on talking terms for the past three days. "Yes, everything is fine," I said with a smile. "Things seem to be tense with you and your husband," he said and I shrugged still smiling. "Don't worry about it, we will be alright," I said as I burped Thea. Theo entered the kitchen in his suit and I knew that he was going to work. "I thought you weren't supposed to be in today?" I asked and he looked at me from the side of his eye as he opened the fridge. "Last minute changes," he said as he grabbed an apple. "Bye." "Will you be coming back late today as well?" I asked him and he glared at me before mumbling. "Don't wait up for me," he kissed Thea's head and when I leaned in for a kiss and he moved away. "Now son, this isn't the way you should be treating your wife," Tyres said and Theo looked at him with a smirk playing on his face. "
"Oh really?" I asked crossing my arms over my chest and he nodded."I really wanted you, I wanted to be your father but your mom ran away with you and I couldn't find her," he said softening his eyes. However, I still couldn't believe him."Is that so?""Yes! You have to believe me Xania, I came from a well above average pay grade family, I told my parents about her pregnancy and they were willing to support us but she ran away from me. Her mother said she woke up one morning and Iris was gone, I was heartbroken.""My grandmother?" I asked and he nodded."Yes, she was hurting too and couldn't believe her daughter ran away from her, your aunt too wasn't happy about that, but we couldn't find her no matter how high and low we searched for you guys. She even changed her surname from Johnson to Evans!""I didn't know that," I whispered and he nodded holding my hands."I was miserable, not knowing where you were, what you were eating, if s
I walked into Thea's room and she was just waking up and stared at me with a pout before she smiled."Good morning Bubba," I whispered as I picked her up and helped her stretch making her giggle. "Did you have good dream?" I asked as I kissed her cheek."Mama," she said and I pressed my nose against hers."Yes, it's mama," I whispered as I say down on the chair in her room, lifting my shirt, she found my nipple like the experts she is and sucked hungrily. "Ow, don't bite me," I said softly pinching her cheek. "That hurts," I said and she smiled.She was just entering her teething phase and she was six months old. There's nothing that hurt me as much as seeing her in pain over something that naturally had to happen to her, but of course we tried to reduce the pain as much as we could."You full," I asked as she let go of my nipple and pressed her lips together. I pressed her against my chest and rubbed her back and waited for her to burp. "There we
Tugging at the sleeves of suit, I waited at the altar with my heart beating violently against my chest. Why was I so nervous? I've already married her but this time it's in front of more people than I would've liked. Jameson was undoubtedly my best man of course, Leo, Luke and Travis were the groom's men. Xania had Zada as her maid of honour and Kim, Miranda and Gwen as her bridesmaids. After long hours of debating whether we should have groom's men and bridesmaids, we just fucked it out and decided afterwards. My decisioned reigned. Fixing my sleeves again for the umpteenth, Jameson touched my shoulder and I was marveled at how quickly he was growing. He almost reached my shoulder and was about to become way taller than Xania, just yesterday she was carrying him on his back as they played in my yard. "You nervous?" He asked smiling and I nodded. "Don't worry, you got this dad," he whispered and right then her intro song played and she appeared from b
"Hey Mrs Walder, how was the dress fitting?" He asked as I picked up Thea and she immediately slapped my chest and I giggled."I guess you are like your father huh?" I said as I lifted my sweater and uncovered my breast for her. She instantly attacked my boob not in the most careful way but I was used to her rough ways with it."Can I suck the other one?" Theo asked playfully and I kissed my teeth rolling my eyes."No, they both belong to Thea," I said and he pouted kissing her forehead, she stared at her father for a second as she sucked my breast with her tiny hand holding onto it and pinching occasionally."She doesn't mind sharing," he said and I laughed shaking my head."Go take a shower, you smell like vomit," I said pushing him away and he chuckled getting up."That's because this little girl did vomit on me, but I'm not complaining like your mommy is," he said kissing her forehead before moving over to my lips. "Come join me once she