The twins and I sat quietly in the waiting room, anxiously waiting for the doctors operating on Xania to tell us something. I looked at my hands dried up with her blood, my shirt was no different. I stared at my hands and all I could think about was how this was my fault.
A lot of ‘What-if’ thoughts had passed through my mind and the result still all came down to one thing, it’s my fault.
“Where’s my sister!” My head turned to where the screaming came from. She looked hysterical and her hands were balled up into fists on the counter as she questioned her sister's whereabouts.
“Zada,” I croaked out and cleared my throat. “Zada!” I said with a deeper voice, she looked over to us and I could see her bloodshot eyes. She released a breath befor
FIVE YEARS LATER I started at the three canvases hung on the wall with as little as three-centimetre space between them. The first canvas was painted in black and white. The gardenias populated the canvas and the contrast in the painting was compelling. The second canvas that followed a light palette of colour, the sky blue that met the black and white colour that flowed onto the other canvases, aiding as a surface to the floating white gardenia’s gave me a calm feeling. The bold red colour on the third canvas that filled the clouds stood as its own story, staining the black and white water with a bit of its red, the painting stood complete. “What are you going to name it?” Joshua, my lecturer, asked me as he passed me my coffee and I smiled gratefully at him. “Seasons,” I answered and took a sip of my coff
I entered my apartment and softly closed the door so as not to wake them up. “Sissy!” Azani screamed as he hugged my legs. “Were you thinking of sneaking in?” Zada asked with her arms folded over her chest, her face harboured an amused smile and I playfully rolled my eyes before picking up my nephew. “Hello, Zani,” I kissed his cheek. “How are you?” He grabbed my cheeks and kissed them both. “I missed you,” he said and I giggled, hugging him tighter. “Sissy is sorry, I had work last night,” I said and Zada giggled covering her mouth. “I forget this is around the time he wakes up,” I said as I carried him to the kitchen. “That means Milburn
“Theo,” I repeated angrily and took a step back. “What are you doing here?” He opened his mouth to answer and I shook my head. “As a matter of fact, don’t say anything. I’m leaving,” I said as I turned around and he grabbed me by my arm and I gasped feeling my heart violently beat against my chest. “Xania, please,” he said softly and I told myself I wouldn’t cave in but I did. Here I am sitting in front of him with my arms folded against my chest glaring at the man I once loved, a love that only brought despair. “Stare at me any harder, your daggers might pierce me,” he joked and I huffed rolling my eyes. Fuck that accent that made me weak in the knees even when I’m seated. I looked at him again and noticed he had grown his hair longer and it was shoulder-length, he had also grown out a beard and he looked irresistibly fucking hot. What am I think
“Alright students, today we have a very interesting class,” I said as they settled down. “You’re never so formal with us Xania, what’s got you so excited today?” Eric, one of my students asked and the other students agreed and I smiled pulling a chair to sit on. “Excuse my formality, but yes I am excited! Today you guys will be painting from a live figure, which is the first time you guys have ever done, well at least here at school.” “Is he hot?” One student asked and more questions erupted in the room. “Will she be naked?” “Is it you, Xania?” “Woah, woah!” I said laughing. “First of all, it isn’t me, and I also don’t know who our model is, whether t
I opened the door for Xania and she scowled at me as she got in. I smiled happily as I entered my car from the driver's side and drove us to our destination. I passed the small restaurant that was close to her campus and she pointed to it speaking. “Why are you passing the restaurant, it’s right there.” “I never said we’re going to that cube you call a restaurant,” I said and she slightly cocked her head to the side. “What?” I asked, looking at her and she shook her head. “Come on, say it.” “I was just wondering what happened to that rude Theo, but turns out he is still alive,” she said looking out the window and I smiled. “I did change a bit though,” I said and she looked at me shrugging. “Didn’t we al
I sat in between Leo and Luke and Kim sat in front of us. I told them all about how I just finished getting my degree in Fine Arts and how I’m currently lecturing. Theo was in his office, as he always used to be, I guess some things don’t change.“You’ve really grown haven’t you,” Leo said, patting my head and I grabbed his hand, pouting.“I’ve always been way older than you were,” I said and Luke chuckled.“That much is true,” he said and Leo rolled his eyes.“Anyway, Xania, you have to meet the other girls that work with us, I’m sure you’d like them,” Leo said and I smiled nodding. Did he think that I was back to work with them? “Imagine all the jobs
“So, what did you want to talk about?” I asked Gwen as I leaned against my desk and she walked closer after she watched the door close.“Was that really Xania?” she asked as she sat down on the chair I had pulled out for Xania, I crossed my arms against my chest and waited for her to make her point. “She really doesn’t seem that great,” she said.“And your point is?” I asked calmly and she smiled, crossing her leg over the other.“What is she doing here?”“What does that have to do with you?” I asked and she sighed.“It has everything to do with me. If you’re planning on making her come back, she’ll be under
“Hi,” the voice said behind me and I groaned internally knowing who it belonged to.“Again?” I responded looking at him. “This is the third time this week,” I said and he grinned.“I missed you,” he said with a shrug.“Riggghhht,” I dragged out and the smile he gave me looked so innocent but I just knew it was far from it. “I’m waiting for Kevin,” I said and he nodded.“Just like the past two times,” he said and I rolled my eyes. “I’m just here to keep you safe.”“Sure, Theo.”I looked down at my phone and frowned seeing there was no