Confession of an Affair

Freya

"Where do you think you're going? You can't escape this place, Freya." Benjie said in a hoarse voice. I can't help but swallow my saliva as I firmly restraint myself from sobbing because I know the moment he noticed that I'm crying, he would only make things worse for me. I was trying to get away from him but I don't know this place and it's so fucking dark.

"Stop running away from me. I'm getting impatient now, get back on the bed!" Benjie shouted at me but I'm not dumb enough and follow his command.

"Come on, let's stop playing hide and seek and maybe I'll spare you the punishment for being such a silly woman. Do you really think you can get out of this place? Fuck! I wanna kiss you, I bet your lips taste better than your mother." I can't help but grit my teeth in annoyance when I heard what he just said. I clasp my hand trying my best to calm myself as I'm already on the verge of showing myself to him and punch his ugly face until no one can recognize his face again. I fucking hate it every time he mentions my mother.

>Don't do anything stupid, Freya. Control yourself, we just need to be strong.< It was Kodaline, my wolf's name.

>What do you think I'm doing? Having a fucking coffee party?< I snarl back at her.

>Sorry.< Kodaline replied apologetically that I couldn't help but feel bad for snarling at her.

>No, I'm sorry for snarling at you.< I said softly through our mind link. I was already feeling a little tired as Benjie keeps on trying to find me. I don't know where Benjie has taken me, it's so dark in here and somehow I'm thankful for it because now he's having a hard time finding me. Shit! I just hope he just give up.

>It's okay, Freya. We need to get out of here as soon as possible. I don't know how much longer I can take of this, he's not my fucking mate.< She said causing me to grimace in annoyance.

>And how are we supposed to do that? We're locked in a safe place, we tried to escape for months now but we still ended up with this fucking horrible place and stuck with this stinky old man.< I replied but didn't get any response from my wolf because we both knew the answer, there's no escaping with this place. The only thing that can free me and my wolf from this hell is death and I am not ready for that. I've been stuck in this place for months and I am not going to die without getting my revenge. If there's one reason why I'm still trying to survive here is the thought that one day, I'll be able to get even with Benjie and I can't wait for that day to come. But with the countless failures of escaping this place, my hope is slowly fading.

Sometimes, I can't help but be resentful towards my wolf. If I hadn't shifted at my 18th birthday then my stepfather who happens to be a werewolf hunter wouldn't have captured me and locked me in this horrible dark place and my mother would still be alive.

"Ahh! There you are, you fucking slut!" I can feel my heart beating faster when Benjie suddenly grabbed my hair, my mind was thinking all the worst thing that Benjie's gonna do to me. Fuck! How did he found me? My eyes widened in fear as I swallow my saliva when I saw Benjie grinning at me wickedly and his face slowly comes closer to me. I immediately averted my gaze away from him so his lips kisses my cheek instead of my lips.

"Kiss me you fucking slut!" Benjie shouted angrily and slapped me on my cheek causing me to moan in pain.

"S-stop," I said begging him but he didn't seem to hear what I just said. He suddenly gripped my hair tightly and force me to look at him.

"Now look at me and kiss me if you don't want me to invite all the hunters here and I will watch them ravish you," Benjie said threatening me. My body was shaking in fear, I know that he is not joking.

I take a deep breath as I tried my best not to vomit at the thought of kissing this old man, he was looking at me with a devilish grin and wasted no more time as he immediately claims my lips. I just closed my eyes while holding my breath because I fucking hate the smell of his mouth, he's reeking of cigarettes and alcohol.

Benjie was about to kiss my lips when suddenly we heard a loud knock on the door interrupting Benjie from kissing me. I heard the sound of the door opening and saw Kendrick peeked out of the doorway.

"What?" Benjie asked with a harsh tone obviously annoyed.

"The Raven clan is here, they said you need to move now because you're attacking the Dark Shadow Pack at midnight," Kendrick replied with a monotone, his eyes looking straight at his father that is still humping on top of me.

"Fuck! Let them wait, I'm not done with this slut!" Benjie complained and then he tries to kiss me again but then I just averted my gaze because I think I'm gonna vomit if he succeed in kissing me.

"No, they said you need to move now." Kendrick insist and I just closed my eyes in fear when I heard Benjie cursing his son to death.

"I'm going to kill that Raven clan after we're done cleaning the Dark Shadow Pack. And you, I'm going to rip your pussy again so your wolf better heals your sore pussy before I get back here." Benjie yelled at me before he stop gripping my hair painfully amd walks out in the room. I heaved a sigh of relief.