로그인I had always been half a beat too slow. My childhood friend, Alexa Collins, and my best friend, Zane Sterling, were the exact opposite. They moved through life as if everything were urgent. When we ate together, I would still be halfway through my meal while the two of them had already finished. Then they would urge each other to hurry to the internet cafe next door, leaving me alone at the table. When we went swimming, I once cramped up halfway through and called for help, only to realize they had already climbed out of the pool and disappeared without a trace. When we filled out our college applications, I had not even logged in yet before the two of them had already chosen their school and submitted everything. Then they stood up in a rush. "Ian, you're way too slow," Alexa said. "I need to help Zane grab concert tickets, so we're not waiting for you. We both applied to Ashford University. Just make sure you don't mess it up." Before her words had even settled, Zane had already grabbed her hand and pulled her out the door. They were in such a hurry that she never heard me say, "I'm not going to Ashford University anymore. And from now on, you don't have to wait for me again."
더 보기Out of the bond we once had, seeing Alexa like this still made me sigh, even though I no longer liked her."Alexa, the reason I wanted to apply to Ashford University before was that you liked it. Getting into Southaven University is my dream. As for why I didn't tell you… It's because I didn't want to keep chasing after you anymore. I'm exhausted."I had actually wanted to tell you on the day we submitted our applications, but you didn't give me the chance. After that, it didn't feel necessary. And you stood me up, so I was a little upset. That's why I kept quiet about it. But now we're even. School starts tomorrow. You should head back to Ashford."As I spoke, Alexa's face grew paler by the second. By the time I finished, she looked like she might collapse at any moment."Why… there's nothing between Zane and me. The one I like is you."I froze.Fragments of the past flashed through my mind.Did Alexa really like me?At first, I had believed she did. That was why she drove awa
On the day of departure, Alexa, who had already moved out, deliberately set off early. She even took a detour to Ian's house, intending to pick him up so they could go to campus together.But when the door opened, it was Ian's mother who stood there.The moment she saw Alexa, she quickly handed over the suitcase that had been delivered the day before. "Alexa, perfect timing. Ian asked me to give this to you."A chill ran from Alexa's head to her feet. She froze in place, completely at a loss.Ian's mother knew well what had happened between the two over the past few years, but it wasn't her place to argue with a child, especially not when she saw how devastated Alexa looked.She let out a quiet sigh. "Ian applied to Southaven University. Your parents and his father and I have been friends for years, and you two grew up together. No one expected things to turn out like this. But now that they have… it's better if you each go your own way from here on."The words rang in Alexa's ea
At first, the plan worked remarkably well.When Alexa arrived at the school gates with Zane riding behind her, the smile on Ian's lips visibly dimmed. Only by a fraction. So faintly that most people would not have noticed.But Alexa did.They had grown up together. She knew Ian too well.Seeing him look so quietly unhappy filled her with a strange mix of satisfaction and guilt. So when Zane asked for her contact that day, she didn't give it to him right away. Instead, she turned to Ian and asked, "Ian, we've known each other forever. If someone asks for my WhatsApp number, do you think I should give it or not?"Seeing Ian's face flush red gave her a surge of satisfaction."Do whatever you want."But instead of stopping her with jealousy, he simply turned away, as if trying to keep his distance.Alexa froze for a moment.She knew Ian was bashful. If she wanted a reaction, she had to push harder. So she added Zane anyway.As it happened, Zane ended up in the same class as them.
Something I said must have struck a nerve with Alexa, because her face flushed red with anger. "Well, glad you know it!"With that, she slammed the door and stormed out, leaving the suitcase full of gifts behind.I looked at the empty space still left inside it. After a moment's thought, I began packing everything Alexa had ever given me over the years into the suitcase, including the basketball keychain I had once treated like a little treasure, carrying it with me wherever I went.I filled it to the brim, so full it was almost impossible to close.Then I reminded my mom to wait until Alexa called her the next day before returning the suitcase to her house. After that, I picked up the luggage I had already prepared, stepped out the door, and headed for my flight to Southaven.This time, I still arrived just at the last minute. But thankfully, there was no one rushing me along. There was, though, a message from Stella.'Don't rush. Stay safe. If you miss this flight, there's alwa






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