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Consequences Eighteen
We were lying on the couch and naked.Jordan kept his head on my legs and I stroked his head, running my fingers through his blond strands. The silence wasn't uncomfortable, everything was quiet after what we did there in that room. I didn't regret it, I didn't feel guilty, in fact I had enjoyed a lot of what happened between the two of us. But there was one detail that I was aware of: Brenner had someone, he was with Jessica, even though he never told me and, it was something I already suspected even before I met her and I didn't want to come between the two, I wouldn't spoil their relationship, for my mere desires."Jordan?" I call him.“Hm.""I don't want to spoil the mood, but I know you have someone else and I don't think it's fair what happened here." I speak and hear him sigh. Jordan then turns to me."How can you be sure of that? I mean, about me having someone?” she asks."Maybe it's because I see your reactions when you're on the phone, or when you sleep outside and arrive s
Consequences Nineteen
A few days had passed, since the sex with the father of my children.Everything was normal between us, nothing that made us uncomfortable, Jordan still joked asking if I wanted to have one more. I confess that I almost gave in, but I didn't, not when there's someone else in the middle.Today I woke up missing home, the place I grew up where my mother remembers, I missed Sean too, I used to We haven't seen each other in a while and my heart even hurts remembering that. My brother could act like an asshole sometimes, but he also knew how to act like a friend, we had our moments before all these things happened and I miss them.My father hasn't looked for me since the wedding, he wasn't even present. I don't know exactly what happened, because he wasn't like that, he was always loving to me even though he was always far away from home and now, behaves like a true stranger, as if I don't even exist. Jordan's parents are always in touch, not only with their son but also with me. Whenever t
Consequences Twenty
Jessica's trips to the apartment have become constant.Jordan doesn't even do or say anything, I wanted to reach out and throw her out but, they were together before I even thought I could be pregnant. I wouldn't forbid them, but I wouldn't stay there watching either. My children's father tried to talk to me too, but he didn't want to, he didn't want excuses from him, I just wanted him to keep his word to be with me and the babies until the first months of their lives.To complete, I dream every night about the revival we had and, my chest hurts without explanation, I didn't want to feel that for someone other than mine. How could I have developed feelings for that idiot in such a short time?"Samantha? Everything for you if I borrow this dress? I'm going out and I didn't bring anything here." the brunette enters my room without even knocking."It's my favorite dress, Jessica." I say and she rolls her eyes and takes the dress anyway.“Come on Sam, it doesn't fit you anymore. Look how y
Consequences Twenty-one
"I was worried about you Sam. The dinner you were going to give was canceled, they didn't say why and you just disappeared." said my brother."It wasn't intentional at all, I was feeling bad these days. Are your nephews making a mess inside of me?" I say and he widens his eyes."Nephews? But what? Sam!" I laugh at his face."I'm pregnant with twins, a couple.” I rub my belly and he smiles sideways.."Fuck! You know your life is going to turn 360 degrees, right?" he jokes."It's done little brother, it's done." I rest my head on his shoulder and close my eyes for a while, until Sean brings up a subject again.Spending an afternoon with my brother was not in my plans, but just being able to see him made me feel a little happier, it warmed my heart.I asked about our father and according to Sean, he doesn't even show up at home anymore, he's always traveling and shows a happiness that hasn't been seen in a while. With that, I came to the conclusion that he was probably getting involved w
Consequences Twenty-two
I close my eyes and soon feel the mattress sink a little. I shiver when he runs his hand down my neck, down my spine.That feeling warmed me all over, made my heart flutter, and I didn't want it to end, not really.When I open my eyes and see an extremely beautiful, blond and pink-lipped boy staring at me. Jordan had asked me for a chance, and even though I was afraid of getting hurt, I ended up accepting it and now I'm here in my room, with him by my side and keeping me company.FLASHBACK ON"I remember very well what I proposed to you that day, but things are different now.” he says and I'm confused."Many different? What changed Jordan?” My heart races."I like Jessica, but I'm also liking you. I was just trying to take things along because of the babies, but now I'm going crazy about not really having you.” I hold my breath."Jordan, no.” I speak and stand up."Why not? Tell me.” He approaches me."Because I know that I will really fall in love with you and I also know that at one
Consequences Twenty-three
"Good morning.” says Jordan as he enters the room and places a kiss on my forehead."Good morning, are you going to be late today?" I ask."I'm about to give up going to university and staying here with you.” he says and smiles."How I wanted..." I pout and he gives me a peck."Yeah, but unfortunately I can't. I have a paper due today, and I need to talk to Jessica. I need to put an end to everything." I agree with him.We stayed talking for a while longer, until Jordan left the house. After finishing my coffee, I washed the dishes and organized the apartment.I was feeling light, so light that I noticed that I was bouncing around in all the rooms as I cleaned.When I stopped in the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, I had a huge smile on my face, it looked like I was in love. Shit, not really.I tried to put it out of my mind, and went back to my on-the-spot cleaning.Once I was done, I literally threw myself on the couch and took a deep breath. She needed a good shower, an
Consequences Twenty-four (special chapter I)
Jordan point of viewI got into my car and before starting it, I rested my head on the steering wheel for a few minutes, took a deep breath and started the car heading towards Jessica's house.I needed to put an end to my non-relationship with Jessica and I didn't know how I was going to approach her.I liked her, Jess had been my first love and my first relationship for a long time. We weren't exactly stable, she was too jealous, to the point of creating things that didn't even exist and I, well, I was crazy about her and I couldn't leave even with the fights. We lived ending and coming back, fighting... We were toxic to each other, until I decided to end it for good in one of her jealousy crises and never saw her again.When she moved to the other side of the world, she just texted me and wished her a safe trip and we didn't speak until the night I ran into her at the club. Seeing her moved me, because I remembered the beginning of our courtship and how good that part was and then we
Consequences Twenty-five
It was late at night when we decided to go to bed, dinner had been perfect and everyone complimented my food. Susan was bouncy with the news about the twins and didn't stop talking until the last minute, before leaving and made me promise to visit her as soon as possible. Emma wasn't far behind either, she almost cried when she found out that a little girl was coming to spoil her, and of course, it didn't disguise her interest in my brother at all and he was already turning all over red from the looks she threw at him during the night.Now showered and lying on my bed, my thoughts went far, imagining how things would be from now on. Jordan and I are trying to make our marriage work, the babies are growing healthy inside of me and please do that, my belly really grew overnight, it was no doubt already quite noticeable that I was a few months pregnant.Jordan he lay down next to me, and pulled me to lie down on his arm and with his other hand, caressed my belly, we were silent for a whil
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