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Chapter 169 – Loud

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Kir

I keep him at my feet for an hour.

By the time I stand him up he’s stopped flinching when someone passes too close.

He’s stopped tracking the room with the small involuntary movements of his shoulders.

He’s gone where I want him to go.

His pupils, when I tip his chin up and look at him, have eaten almost all of the blue, and his mouth has gone soft and slightly slack, and when I drop my thumb against his lower lip he opens it without thinking.

I push my thumb between his teeth. He close
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