MasukRaven
I stuffed the last of my books into the trunk of my car. They are the reason I came back home, actually. I needed my books, and thank goodness I did, or I wouldn't have found out about Holly. “ Bye, mummy? ” Leah waved at me and I picked her up. “ I'll be back soon, okay. ” I placed a kiss on her cheeks and put her down. Maya didn't make a move; she's the bubbly type, always wanting hugs and cuddles, but now she's looking reserved. I ignored her resistance to picking her up and placed a kiss on her cheeks.“ I'll often visit.” I told her, hoping to make her smile, but she just remained blank. A pained smile spread across my lips as I put her down. She'll get over it, hopefully. I bid my family goodbye one more time before hitting the road. By the time I got to my dorm, the maple tree was being cut down. I was so relieved to see that the security finally heeded my pleas. Now, I just need to change my lock. I pressed in my password and the door clicked open. I had my Air pods on to block out the loud noise coming from the chainsaw. I paused as the familiar and dreaded cologne hit my nostrils. Why was the scent here? It's fucking broad daylight! I wanted to back out of the room and call security but the next moment I heard a click behind me. My breath got caught in my throat as I remained rooted to the ground. I could feel the menacing presence behind me, even with Charlie Puth's music blasting in my ears. My windows were locked, the curtains were drawn, the door was locked, and he was behind me. Even if I screamed, no one would hear me over the blaring chainsaw. I felt his presence come closer, the smell of sandalwood filling my nostrils again. My stomach twisted in horror and my survival instincts kicked in. I bolted towards the window. If I could open the curtains and yell, then someone should see me, but I hadn't even made three steps when my feet lifted off the floor with a gloved hand pressed over my mouth, muffling down my screams. I was thrown roughly on the bed, and a huge figure towered above me. Tears trickled down my cheeks as my whole body thrashed about trying to free myself. He held me in place, and for the first time, I could see his eyes clearly. They were grey like smoke. He had only his eyes exposed, a hoodie over his head, but a mass of black hair peeking through. Slowly, he let go of my mouth and straddled me, kneeling on my palms on both sides of the bed. “ Please… ” I groaned, pain ripping through the muscles in my arm. I couldn't move an inch. He brought his arm to my face, grazing a finger along my cheek. I tilted my face away, a sob escaping my lips. “ Let me go…..is it the money you want? I can give you any amount, just name your price! ” I stuttered desperately as I started to panic. He started trailing his fingers down my neckline. I gasped for breath as he moved further downwards. “ Stop!….. I'm going to tell the cops. ” Then I started yelling, but my voice got muffled by the noise coming from the chainsaw and falling branches. He removed the glove from his right hand and the moment his bare hands touched my skin, I shuddered. His fingers were cold. He dipped his hands into my button-up shirt and into my bra. “ Fucking stop!..... Please,” I screamed, my heart hammering so loudly against my chest. His fingers grazed my nipple, and it sent waves of electricity to my brain, mixed with fear of what he was going to do to me. He continued rubbing circles on the bud, his grey eyes never leaving mine. I fought it, I fought hard to not feel the sensation of pleasure, but I'm only human. “Get your hands off my breasts ... you pervert. I'm reporting to the cops, I'm telling my husband…. I'm…” He suddenly chuckled. The first sound he made was raw and terrifying. He bent forward, our foreheads almost touching as he continued his assault. My body shouldn't be reacting this way, like his touch was familiar, like I was enjoying this because I wasn't. He was harassing me without my consent and I hate it. I hate that I was helplessly letting my body respond. It's not right. His breath fanned my cheeks as he bent closer and then he spoke. Barely audible, but I heard him clearly.“I bet he doesn't touch you like this.” My cheeks burned, and the next instant, I forced my head forward, headbutting him in the nose. He let out a low growl, massaged his face with the other hand on my breast, turning still. “ Get. Off.Me! ” I snarled, gathering what courage I had left. He stared at me briefly and then continued with his movement, this time removing the gloves in his other hand and reaching for my second breast. A cry left my lips as his cold fingers pinched both nipples. He unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra in a matter of seconds. My breast bounced free, his palm squeezing on the soft flesh. I fought back a moan because this was so wrong. I know my body was reacting so quickly because Viktor and I haven't had sex in a long time. He's been busy with work, and I've been busy with my internship. “Don't….” I paused because he suddenly looked at the closed windows. I then realized that the loud chainsaw had stopped rattling. This was my chance to scream for help. Our eyes jammed, and a smirk appeared on my lips as I opened my mouth to scream. He pressed his palm against my mouth before I could let out a sound, and I bit down on it as hard as I could. He didn't let go, but I saw his eyes narrow. His other hand came up to my neck, choking me. My voice died down as he lifted me off the bed and carried me to the door. He dropped me to the floor and left the room, shutting the door. I coughed, trying to catch my breath and I trudged to the window. I opened it and started yelling, waving my hands at the security downstairs hoping they'd hear me and catch that lunatic. He couldn't make it out of the building in under five minutes. The security guard heard me and looked up. “ Thank God. ” I gasped in joy. But they turned away the moment they looked up. I kept yelling, waving my hand and wondering why they suddenly turned their backs until I realized that my tits were out. Crap! I just showed a bunch of men my nipples.Killian I've been blowing air into a helium balloon every twenty minutes because I'm freaking out. It's happening for real this time, I mean goddamn real.I'm getting married!I'm getting married!I'm getting married! This isn't every man's dream; it wasn't my dream either, until Raven stole my heart a long time ago. There's so much on my plate and the pressure is building. The wedding preparations have been sped up; it's a lot easier because the previous preparations weren't totally cancelled, so we just picked up where we left off. Now I have to hurry up and buy a house because we are moving overseas immediately after our wedding. I have to make sure the house is to the Ravens ' liking. I have to finish the project over there too before my honeymoon and I have to fucking calm down! Raven and I were at the venue for the reception. She said she personally wants to supervise the decorations and all. As for me, I tagged along because she asked me to and now I'm here tapping on m
KillianI'd be damned if I said I didn't want to go back to Phoenix, to her. I didn't even want to leave in the first place, but it's been two days, and I finally realized that she was right.I haven't healed yet, and we can't build a relationship on trauma, but at the same time, I can't heal without her. We've come a long way, and I'll be deceiving myself if I say I need time away from her.Sure, it wouldn't be easy, especially without knowing the paternity of the child, but it'll do.I'll deal with it.I'll deal with everything blocking our paths and run back to her.I'm at my new place. I had to get a temporary apartment since Nero burnt down my house. The cops are still on his trail, and this time I had charged him with attempted murder.If he's caught, he's going straight to jail and never coming out, and I can finally be at peace, and so can Raven. As of now, my main focus is finishing the deal overseas and moving there with Raven. After we get married, of courseWhich, of cours
Killian Three weeks ago....She even cheats. I'm not surprised, especially with a husband like that. Any man who can be a complete pushover and dummy for a woman deserves to be hanged. She cheats even while he is home, and he can't do anything about it. How did this man end up being Raven's father?I increased the brightness on my laptop because she had switched off the lights in the bedroom and turned on the light on the bedside table. I was 15 minutes away, and this was the day she would breathe her last. It's time I fulfilled my vows, the vows I made the night I was locked up in prison because of this damn woman.I had vowed to end her, the same way I did to my parents. No parents with this kind of nature deserve to live. Their kids deserve happiness, and that's why I always find a way to deal with them and take the kids to my orphanage. Unfortunately, Raven is a grown-up child now. But that doesn't mean she doesn't deserve justice for the abuse she faced when she was little. I
RavenWe stayed like that for a while, his heavy breathing the only thing breaking the silence between us.I just wanted him to feel it…that even if I wasn’t beside him, I hadn’t left.He raised his face again and then pushed me off him. I didn't resist ,I let him do whatever he wanted.After another stretch of silence, he exhaled deeply. “ I'm sorry for my outburst. I just….”“ It was needed,” I said, moving to sit beside him on the couch.He didn't look at me and we fell into another silence until I broke it this time.“ You need space.”I waited for his reply but he didn't say anything. I took it as a yes so I continued.“ I'll give you some time…you can come back whenever you want to.” He then turned to face me." Why does this sound like a permanent goodbye?” A faint smile appeared on my lips. “It’s not…But we can’t rebuild our relationship like this. You’re still hurting… and I’m the reason why. Staying like this will only worsen the situation. It's like pouring salt on a wound.
Raven I stabilized myself before I fell to the ground. By the time I looked up again, Killian had lost his cool. He was pacing, dragging his feet heavily on the floor. The struggle on his face was real. This is what happens when you carry something that painful for too long. Carrying a burden for years can be likened to putting a ship's anchor on your shoulders and sinking slowly to the bottom of the ocean.I can't imagine how hard it must have been for him, especially after I lost my memories.I figured out he hadn't forgiven me when I kept wondering why Killian couldn't just let go of what happened with Nero, and we both moved on. Killian is normally possessive, and he is too obsessed with me to let me go. So a child wasn't what was putting us apart. It was the Unresolved past issues, the betrayals, and the hurt. You can't move forward with anybody if there is still something buried deep that hasn't been uprooted.“Fine!!" He suddenly snapped. He stopped pacing and came to stand
KillianI sighed heavily again. I have carried this weight in my chest for so long. She can't just say it's not a big deal. What I did was anger and revenge and I regret it because the next morning, I dumped her there and didn't have any intention of coming back. So she has to understand that. “ Listen to me, Raven.” I started. “Every day of my life I regret it, okay? ” I paused to take another breath.“ You might have thought it was just plain sex, but to me, I did something punishable by death and I regret it….okay? It ate deep in me, something in me broke after I realised what I did to you ….”She interrupted me.“ But I chose not to take it as anything serious.”I ran a hand over my face.“ I don't think you understand the gravity of the situation.”She nodded.“ I do and I choose to forgive you.”I stared at her, disbelief in my face.“ No…listen to me. I raped you !” She nodded again.“ And I forgive you.”I snorted, pacing a few steps and then returning back to my initial postin
Raven It was 7am in the morning and I was in Killian's car, a few minutes away from home. I couldn't sleep last night ,how could I? My thoughts were going haywire ,I just can't accept that Viktor would divorce me and choose her. It can't happen,We've been together too long for that to happen so
RavenThe room went dead silent…just like the devil's reckoning. The air turned cold and musty. I felt like I couldn't breathe with how heavy my lungs were.For a few seconds, nobody moved or made a sound. All eyes were on Scarlett as she crooked a brow. Everywhere was so silent that you could hear
Raven “Raven…wh…what ” he said hoarsely,his voice breaking. “What is this?” His shoulders quivered. My vision had blurred from all the tears that were pouring now.I sobbed openly, shaking my head. “I…I didn’t know,” I cried. “Killian …I swear I didn’t know.” I stood wobbling on my feet,trying
Killian I can’t feel a thing and I don’t know why. Why the hell does my chest feel light? I mean, right before I walked out the door, it was like I couldn't breathe. But right now, I’m numb as fuck. I couldn't feel anything, yet my hands were shaking on the steering wheel. Various scenes fro







