Masuk~MELANIE~
The airplane touched down hours ago, but the heaviness in my chest never did.
I tried to blame it on jet lag. Or the uncomfortable seat. Or the screaming toddler three rows ahead of us. Anything but the truth sitting like a stone in the middle of my ribcage.
Allison kept humming different songs beside me, scrolling through hotels and restaurants we “absolutely have to try,” but my eyes remained glued to the car window as the city lights of Madrid blurred past. Madrid was breathtaking.
It carried this soft winter chill that simply brushed your cheeks without sinking into your bones. Different lights hung all over the streets like glowing ribbons, warming the city with gold and red. The air smelled faintly of roasted chestnuts and hot chocolate, and every plaza we drove by was filled with life.
Street musicians, small everyday markets, and people wrapped in scarves laughing their way between cafés. It felt festive, bright, and almost magical, as if the whole city was celebrating together.
But I couldn't relate with any of that. It felt like my life ended yesterday and everything else just… kept moving.
“You’re awfully quiet,” Allison finally said, lowering her phone and eyeing me suspiciously. “Like… extra quiet. What’s going on with you?”
Where do I even start? I mean I just woke up to the reality that I was assaulted and didn't even remember any of it and my mother, my only family, kicked me out without second thoughts. I forced a shrug, praying the lie would leave my lips before the truth did.
“Another rejection email came in this morning,” I murmured, rubbing my temple. “That makes… five, I think. Maybe six.”
It wasn't entirely a lie. Finding a well- paying job in some big company was the second hardest thing after surviving college. Working five jobs a day to provide for your mother and her lazy-ass husband was just a bonus.
Her eyes softened instantly. “Oh, Mel…” She reached over and squeezed my knee gently. “Look, you’re smart and talented and stubborn as hell. Something will come through, I promise. But not today.” She clicked her tongue. “Today we are not thinking about emails or bills or sadness or whatever dark cloud you’re dragging behind you.”
She poked my forehead lightly. “Holiday, remember? Fun? Relaxing? Not crying on curbs at 2am?”
Heat crawled up my neck. She didn’t know just how close to the truth that was.
“Right,” I said quietly. “Fun.”
“Good.” She leaned back with a satisfied grin. “Now pull yourself together because we’re about to surprise my dad. I told him I wasn’t sure I’d make it this year, so he has absolutely no idea we’re coming.”
I blinked, startled. “He doesn’t know at all?”
“Nope!” she chirped. It's been a while since I saw her eyes light up with so much excitement. “He’s going to freak. And don’t be nervous, he’s super sweet.”
Nervous wasn’t even the word. Meeting a friend’s father usually didn’t require oxygen masks, but everything in my body felt wrong. Tight, jumpy, strange. Maybe because I hadn’t slept. How could I when my mother’s words still echoed inside my skull. Or maybe because the idea of seeing a father greet his daughter with love was already making my throat sting.
I pressed my hand over my chest as the taxi rolled to a stop in front of a massive cream-colored villa, warm lights glowing behind the tall windows. It looked like the kind of place where peace lived. Where families laughed together instead of broke each other.
I exhaled shakily, forcing myself to relax.
Lucky Allison.
The front door was decorated with a wreath, ribbons, and twinkling lights, and I suddenly felt very small standing beside it. Very out of place. Very… homeless.
Allison bounced on her toes and pressed the doorbell, barely containing herself. “He’s gonna be so shocked,” she whispered.
But I wasn’t prepared for my own shock.
The door swung open, and every thought in my brain simply evaporated.
The man standing before us was not the heavy-set bald fifty-something I’d imagined. No.
He was tall. Broad-shouldered. Curly long hair packed in a loose bun. Handsome in a way that stole the air straight from my lungs. His dark hair was sprinkled with the faintest touch of gray at the temples. It looked distinguished, not old. His jaw was locked like it was chiselled into shape and those turquoise eyes… God, they looked warm and sharply intelligent, the kind of eyes that pierced right through your soul.
And when those eyes landed on his daughter, his entire face softened, lighting up with a joy that hit me square in the chest.
Fuck, Melanie! Concentrate! This is NOT what you need right now or why you're even here!
“Mi niña,” he breathed with a gravelly Spanish accent, pulling her into a huge embrace. “God, I missed you sooo much. You didn't tell me you were coming.”
Her laughter echoed through the hallway and something inside me clenched painfully.
If my father were alive… If I still had someone who hugged me like that…
Maybe I wouldn’t feel so breakable.
Maybe I wouldn’t be standing here with a suitcase full of everything I owned.
He finally released her, wiping a bit of moisture from his eyes. Then his gaze shifted to me.
“And who is this?” he asked, His gravelly voice was still silky somehow, rough around the edges, but smooth enough to make my stomach flip.
“This,” Allison beamed, grabbing my arm, “is Melanie. My best friend. My other half. The one I won’t shut up about.”
I swallowed hard as he stepped closer. The rich patchouli scent immediately engulfed me and for a second, it felt like I was melting.
Up close, he was even more arresting. And the warmth in his smile… God. I wasn’t used to adults smiling at me like that. Gentle, welcoming, without suspicion or contempt.
He extended his hand. And when I placed mine in his, his touch was firm but… soft.
Reassuring.
“Welcome to the family, Melanie. I'm Rafael, but you can just call me Ralph,” he said sincerely with a beautiful smile.
My breath caught.
Words, Melanie. Speak. Say something.
But my tongue felt glued to the roof of my mouth and my brain short-circuited like someone had yanked the power cable.
I just stared at him, completely unable to form a single coherent response.
His smile deepened like he found my speechlessness… adorable.
And I stood there, frozen, breathless, heart pounding wildly on a stranger’s porch, wondering why the hell my stomach suddenly felt warm for the first time in months.
I must be losing my goddamn mind.
MELANIE Sitting quietly in the car was all I needed to remind myself that I should never have let myself agree to this. I looked out the window, watching as a child danced right in front of a candy shop. The way her blonde hair bounced as her shoes lit up. Her face was widened in a bright smile while her mother who held her hand was conversing with another. That view was the only advantage of leaving my house. My phone buzzed yet again. It had to be the fiftieth buzz in the last ten minutes.I didn’t need to pick up my phone just to know it was my mother sending her frantic texts. On one hand, I wanted to give her the reply burning through my chest, but on the other, I knew it would only spiral into me breaking down yet again. I sighed, watching as the car drove into the compound. As soon as it was parked, I stepped down. “Thank you,” I appreciated the driver as I walked into the building.The lights in the house were bright, but there was no one in sight.“Thank God…” I murmured a
MELANIE“Madrid is better than I expected it to be.” I admitted as the car moved through the streets.There was a certain sense to the city. It wasn’t exactly loud, but it wasn’t silent either.It seemed to have found the perfect balance between busy and serene.“You seem to be enjoying the view.”I turned around to find his eyes on me. “Yes, I am.”“Do you know how to bowl?” His question came up as his fingers slid into his laptop, pulling the screen open.“I am not a pro.”“I can teach you. That is, if you’re willing to learn.”“I’m not against it.”
MELANIE“A blue jeans and black top?” I asked, turning around.The jeans held onto my waist and thighs while the top highlighted my waistline. “Are you sure this is the best option?” I asked,“He said it was a simple dinner, didn’t he?”“Yes, but he’s wealthy. What if his form of casual was-““Relax, girl.” Allison immediately interrupted, “he will be here in fifteen minutes. That’s not enough time to get your makeup done, and style your hair.”“What’s wrong with my hair?” I asked, running my hand through it.“Nothing.”“Why do you want me to change it?”“Come sit,” she said, pulling the chair open.Without an argument, I took a seat.“In the year you wasted your time with that piece of shit you called a boyfriend, you have absolutely no idea how much I prayed that you would leave his sorry ass. Now that my wish has come through, I will not let you jinx this. You will get your hair, and make up done. You will be ten times prettier than he expects. I need to see his face glow in excit
MELANIE“Jake asked you out?” Allison asked, pushing her back on the headboard of the bed.Her hair was tied in a messed up bun, and her tank top revealed most of her tan skin, but she seemed to be healthy.“No. That’s not what I said,” I responded.How did she mistake my words for that?Her eyes were already glistening and her lips were curved in a mischievous smile. I shouldn’t have told her this.Who else would I have told?“What then did you say?” She asked, placing her palm under her chin. “I said we met at the mall when your dad and I went to get a scarf, and he asked for my contact.”“Yes, but he said he would love to see you sometime.”I nodded, in admission. “Yes, he did, but that could have just been out of courtesy.”“I don’t think so,” her shoulders shook. “I believe he likes you.”“How do you know that, Ms know all?”“When I fell off that yacht, he didn’t come to see me. The guy barely acknowledged my presence.”“That’s not true! He brought gifts for you!”“Yes. He brough
MELANIEThe car ride to the store was quiet. I mean, there wasn’t really much to talk about. Allison was absent, and I didn’t know Rafael well enough to hold a conversation.“Regarding the job,” he began to speak, and my eyes sprung up. “Yes,”“Relax.” A smile escaped his lips.I clenched my teeth together loosely, without a word. I had a debt worth nearly a million to clear. There was no way in hell that I could be calm.“What’s with the job?” I asked, trying to keep my voice as stable as possible.“Our vacation ends in a week. I’d like to know when you’d want to resume.”“Immediately. As soon as we step foot on American soil.”His focus slightly averted from the road as he turned to me. “You don’t have to start immediately. The vacation ends mid month, so you can start afresh on the first.”At this point, I could feel my heart plummeting in my chest. Did I seem too desperate? Wasn’t I meant to see desperate? This was a huge deal I couldn’t afford to lose…“Fine,” I nodded. “First o
RAFAELHer eyes focused on the plate, and her hands absentmindedly twirled the spoon in her cup.Her lower lip slightly moved into her mouth, and I saw her other palm balled into a fist.“You’ve not taken your coffee,” I mentioned, trying to kill the silence.She looked up, and her blink showed her return to reality.“Sorry, I got lost in thoughts.” “It’s alright.” I followed up,I watched as she placed the cup on her lips, and I did the same. Her shoulders were frail, and even with the golden jewelry highlighting the beauty of her skin, I could see the hollowness in her face. Her cheeks were fallen, and I could tell she was drifting off.“The boy from the hospital,” I said, trying to make conversation.She immediately looked up, “Who?”“The blonde boy who tried to flirt with you.” I pushed on.I needed to confirm her thoughts.My eyes squinted as her realization sets in.“Oh,” she dropped her cup, “Luke.”“Jake.” I corrected, feeling the boiling in my chest begin to subside.She di







