Shameful Cravings

Lila’s POV

My heart raced as I heard Sebastian’s footsteps coming closer. I grabbed my dress and slipped away through the dark corner of the cellar. Glass crunched under my shoes. I ran up the stairs on shaky legs, pushed through the heavy door, and hurried down the hallway. My breath came fast. I didn’t stop until I reached my bedroom and locked the door behind me.

I leaned against the wood, chest heaving. The image of Sebastian’s powerful body thrusting into that woman stayed burned in my mind. His thick cock slamming deep. The dirty words he growled. I could still hear her screams of pleasure. My pussy throbbed just thinking about it.

That night, sleep would not come easy. I lay in bed under the soft sheets, staring at the ceiling. The house was quiet, but my body felt on fire. I closed my eyes and let my hand slide down between my legs again.

“Sebastian,” I whispered to the empty room. My fingers circled my clit slowly. I pictured him behind me, strong hands on my hips, driving into me the way he had done to her. “Fuck me harder.”

I slipped two fingers inside and pumped them faster. My hips lifted off the bed. Pleasure built quickly. I moaned his name louder. Even after that, I still ached. I turned onto my stomach and rubbed against my hand again. “Yes, Sebastian… just like that,” I gasped. The second time came even stronger. I came moaning his name once more, my face buried in the sheets. Sweat covered my skin. Shame mixed with the pleasure, but I could not stop craving him.

Morning light came too soon. I felt tired but still restless. I dressed in a light yellow sundress and went downstairs for breakfast. Elena stood in the kitchen, humming while she flipped pancakes.

“Good morning, dear,” she said with a warm smile. “You look like you didn’t sleep well. Everything okay?”

I sat at the table and tried to smile back. “Just a lot on my mind. The vineyard is more beautiful than I expected. Can I help with anything?”

Elena placed a plate in front of me. “Eat first. Sebastian already went out to check the vines. He asked if you wanted to join him later.”

My cheeks grew hot at his name. I nodded quickly. “Yes, I would like that.”

Julian walked in next, yawning. “Morning, Lila. You ready for more adventures today? I could show you the tasting room if the boss is busy.”

“Maybe later,” I replied. “I want to learn about the daily work first.”

Theo entered last. He leaned against the doorframe and looked at me with that dangerous smirk. “You seem distracted this morning. Something keeping you up at night?”

I nearly dropped my fork. “No, just excited about the article. Lots of new things to see.”

He chuckled softly but said nothing more. His eyes stayed on me a little too long.

After breakfast, I found Sebastian near the vines again. He wore a dark shirt that stretched across his chest. My mind flashed back to the cellar. I pressed my thighs together and felt myself getting wet already.

“Morning, Lila,” he said in that deep voice. “Ready to learn about harvesting marks?”

“Yes,” I answered, trying to keep my voice steady. “Show me what to look for.”

He stepped close and pointed at the grapes. Our arms brushed. “These clusters are almost ready. Feel the weight.” He took my hand and placed it under a bunch. His touch sent sparks through me. I bit my lip hard.

“They feel full,” I said softly. “Heavy with juice.”

Sebastian looked at me. His eyes darkened. “Exactly. You have good hands for this. Steady and gentle.”

We worked together for hours. He explained the process while I took notes. Every time he moved near me, my body reacted. My nipples tightened under my dress. I kept imagining his thick cock, the way his hips had moved. I had to look away often so he wouldn’t see the hunger in my eyes.

“You’re quiet today,” Sebastian said during a break. He handed me a water bottle. “Something wrong?”

I took a long drink. “No, everything is fine. Just thinking about how much there is to write about. This place has so many layers.”

He smiled a little. “Good. I like when people pay close attention. Makes the work better.”

Theo appeared on the path carrying some tools. “Boss, the east fence needs fixing. Want me to handle it?”

Sebastian nodded. “Take Julian with you. Lila and I will finish here.”

Theo glanced at me again with that knowing smile. “Sure thing. Enjoy your lesson, Lila.”

I helped Sebastian tie some loose vines after that. My hands trembled when they touched his. By lunch time, my panties were soaked. I could barely look at him without feeling that deep ache between my legs.

In the afternoon, I went back to the house to rest. Elena chatted with me in the living room. “Sebastian seems happier with you around,” she said. “He smiles more.”

“Really?” I asked, surprised. “He’s been very kind, teaching me everything.”

Sophia passed by with papers in her hand. “Don’t get too comfortable,” she said coldly. “This is still his world. We all have our places.”

I nodded but didn’t argue. My mind was elsewhere.

Later, I decided to take a long shower. Hot water ran over my skin. I tried to wash away the thoughts of Sebastian, but my hand wandered between my legs again. I leaned against the tile and rubbed myself quickly. Small moans escaped my lips. I came fast, whispering his name once more.

I dried off and wrapped a towel around my body. My hair was still damp when I opened the bedroom door.

Theo stood there, leaning against the frame. His phone was in his hand. A video played on the screen. My own voice came from it, clear and needy. “Sebastian… fuck me harder.”

My stomach dropped. I clutched the towel tighter. “Theo… what is that?”

He smirked wider and held the phone up so I could see the video of me in the cellar shadows, fingers moving desperately between my legs. “Looks like someone has shameful cravings. Want to watch it together?”