Sexual passion 2

Violet's POV

As Barry holds me and tells me those words, I can't hold back the tears any longer. He loves me. He really loves me, and all this time I've been doubting him and causing him pain. I really didn't mean to hurt him, that wasn't my intention. I was just looking out for myself. As much as I want him, I didn't want a situation where things go south at the end of the day. I don't want to have to nurse a heavy heart. I don't know why I didn't just tell him how I felt sooner. We would have been able to avoid all this. I suddenly wish I could take back all I've done and the hurtful words I've said to him these past few days. I honestly didn't mean any of what I said. But seeing him with that lady tonight really upset me. The jealousy I felt, the rage, I couldn't control myself. Now I imagine how he must have felt seeing me dancing with all those guys and telling them I'm single. That was a very selfish thing to do. I feel so terrible and ashamed of myself. If I could turn back tim