LOGINPHILLIP'S POV
The locker room was loud. Too loud.
Laughter bounced off the walls, mixing with the sharp smell of sweat, damp jerseys, and the faint tang of blood from someone’s split lip. Sticks clattered against the concrete floor, skates scraped, tape unraveled.
My teammates were celebrating like we’d just won the championship, even though it was only a small-town game. I sat on the bench, my chest still heaving, sweat dripping down my neck, but my mind wasn’t here.
It was still out there. In the stands.
Her.
Elizabeth.
The second I’d caught her eyes across the rink, it was like my wolf had slammed against the cage of my ribs. Clawing. Demanding. Growling her name. My hands had tightened around my stick until I nearly snapped it.
And when the girls screamed my name from the sidelines, reaching out, blowing kisses, I didn't care. Not one bit.
Because she wasn’t one of them. She wasn’t screaming. She was watching. Quiet. Still. Eyes burning into me.
And damn if I didn’t feel like I was burning too.
“Yo, Phillip!”
I blinked, dragged back to the present as Mark, one of our defensemen, smacked me on the shoulder with a towel.
“You didn’t hear a word I said, did you?” he teased, grinning.
I shook my head. “Nah. What was it?”
“That brunette with the red scarf? Totally eye-fucking you the whole game. You should take her out tonight. Hell, take all of them. You’ve got half the damn rink drooling over you.”
The rest of the guys hooted, tossing their gear, egging me on.
“Yeah, superstar. Share the wealth.”
“You’re single. Live a little.”
“You’re wasting prime time, man. Girls like that don’t wait forever.”
I smirked halfheartedly, but inside? My wolf snarled. Not at them. At the thought of any girl that wasn’t her.
They didn’t know. Couldn’t know.
Elizabeth wasn’t just my best friend’s little sister.
She was something more. Something dangerous. Something my wolf was already claiming as his.
And that made her untouchable.
I forced a laugh and shoved Mark’s towel away. “You guys talk too much.”
“Because you don’t talk enough,” another one shot back. “Seriously, man, when was the last time you even…”
The locker room door opened with a slam, and Reagan’s voice cut through the chaos like a blade.
“The game's over. Let’s move it.”
The guys groaned but started hurrying, shoving their gear into bags. Reagan leaned against the doorway, arms crossed, that usual don’t-mess-with-me expression on his face. His eyes swept the room, sharp and protective, until they landed on me.
My chest tightened. He didn’t know. But he suspected.
And that made everything worse.
I grabbed my bag and pushed off the bench, heading his way.
“You played good,” Reagan said, his tone flat, like a statement more than a compliment.
“Thanks.”
He didn’t smile. Instead, his eyes flicked toward the stands, where I knew Elizabeth had been. His jaw tightened.
“About Elizabeth, Lip…” I turned to him and let him continue even though I knew when he was going to say.
“You know how she gets it. Always watching, always curious.” His tone shifted, protective. “But she’s my sister. Don’t let her get any ideas.”
The words hit harder than they should. A warning. A reminder.
Don’t touch. Don’t even think.
If only he knew. The bond I felt wasn’t something I could shut off like a light. It was on fire. It was instinct. It was my wolf growling every time she walked into the room, every time her scent drifted near.
I forced my voice steady. “I know the rules, Reagan.”
“Good.” He clapped me on the shoulder, too firm. “You’re my brother. Don’t make me regret it.”
I swallowed hard and nodded.
Brother.
That’s what I was to him. That’s what I was supposed to be to her.
But the way Elizabeth had looked at me tonight, like she wanted to drown in me, told a different story.
The ride home was silent.
Reagan drove, one hand on the wheel, the other drumming against the leather, the way he always did when he was deep in thought. I sat in the passenger seat, staring straight ahead, but I didn’t hear the hum of the tires or the music faintly playing on the radio.
All I heard was the thunder of my own heartbeat.
Because she was in the back seat.
Elizabeth.
I could feel her eyes on me, burning holes in my neck. Her scent, sweet, sharp, too intoxicating, wrapped around me like a leash. My wolf prowled inside, restless, begging me to look back.
Don’t.
I clenched my fists against my knees, nails biting into my skin. Don’t look.
But I slipped anyway. Just once. My eyes flicked to the mirror.
And there she was.
Leaning back, hair falling over her shoulder, lips parted, her gaze locked on me like she’d been caught in the act of staring.
The air thickened. Heavy. Dangerous.
I tore my eyes away, jaw tight, forcing myself to focus on the road ahead. But even without looking, I felt her. Every shift, every breath. My wolf knew exactly where she was.
Reagan’s voice cut through the silence.
“You did good tonight. But stop holding back. You’re stronger than you think.”
I nodded. “I’ll work on it.”
He grunted in approval. “And stop letting the girls distract you. I saw you out there. Eyes wandering. You’ve got bigger things to worry about than chasing skirts.”
My grip on my knees tightened. If only he knew the truth. It wasn’t girls. It was her. His sister. The one he kept warning me about.
Elizabeth didn’t say a word. She stayed quiet in the back seat, but her silence was louder than anything Reagan could have said.
Every mile felt like a battle.
When we finally pulled into their driveway, I let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding. Reagan killed the engine, and the three of us sat there for a second, the weight of unspoken words filling the car.
“See you tomorrow,” Reagan said, grabbing his bag.
Elizabeth slid out quietly, her footsteps soft against the gravel.
I stayed put for a moment, watching her through the rearview mirror. The porch light spilled across her hair, turning it gold. She didn’t look back. Not once.
But I couldn’t tear my eyes away.
Even when she disappeared inside, my wolf still stared after her, restless, unsatisfied.
And I knew.
I was already too far gone.
PhillipThe ice was colder than usual. It bit through my gloves and stung my palms . I rubbed my arms together and blew like it would do anything. The weather outside was just a reflection of how I felt inside and maybe that was why I felt colder. Maybe that’s why I skated the way I did today, fast, reckless, like if I moved hard enough, I’d outrun all the noise in my mind. Anthony’s stupid perfect timing and his stupid rescue story. I hated the rumours and they way everyone seemed ready to carve his name into a trophy. I hated that he’d been around too much lately. Too often. Too close. He lingered like her shadow, in the halls, after classes, and everyone was eating it up.Hockey was my outlet, my cold safe space, and when I caught her eyes in the glass, our own silent ritual, she smiled at me. I was tempted to look up and meet her gaze directly, but then I saw him coming to sit by her and the ice got colder again.C’mon, Phillip. I had to scold myself before any of my teammates d
ElizabethThree days had passed since that cruel night. The wounds had healed nicely and I was feeling much better, but they all still tiptoed around me.It felt like I was living in a dream, or maybe a care padded cage. Mum hardly mentioned duty or pairings or the Elders, instead she brought me breakfast every morning and asked, “How are you feeling today, sunshine?”It was strange because I was already used to “sit up straight” and “Don’t slouch,” but I could get used to this. Dad hovered constantly, offering to get me anything.. as in anything. I joked once about craving snow cherries and he was about to place a call to the market in Northgate when I begged him to stop. Even Reagan was softer. He’d come by every few hours with snacks or water, and ask if I needed anything at all. When I teased him about finally turning into a decent brother, he rolled his eyes and said, “Don’t get used to it.” But he didn’t stop checking on me either.“By the way, Phillip’s been asking about you
Phillip's PovReagan didn’t slam the door fast enough, but I couldn’t push past him even though I desperately wanted to. As soon as we entered the smell of blood hit me like a punch.She lay on the couch, pale, her shirt stained a dark crimson. Her dad was bent over her, petting her hair. My feet moved faster than my brain and I was by her side in seconds.“Elizabeth.” She blinked up at me, eyes glassy but calm. “I’m fine.” she whispered in short breaths.But I knew she wasn’t and it stung my chest. “You’re not,” I said quietly, the words catching in my throat.How could I let this happen? She gave a weak smile to assure me, but I couldn’t smile back. Not when her skin was this cold. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Reagan’s shoulders go rigid. He turned to Anthony, who was seated on a dining chair, a bloody cloth pressed to his face.“What happened?” Reagan demanded coldly, his voice low, controlled, but his jaw flexed.Anthony’s gaze flicked up. Calm, almost detached. “We were
ElizabethThe world did seem to change. It was lighter, brighter, more colourful and generally better. I wanted to squeal, twirl, hug a pillow.. it was insane. How can one person make me feel so.. wonderful. I twirled, right there in the middle off the narrow road, and a girly giggle escaped in the process. I didn’t need a tiara or gown, I felt like a princess already, and wasn’t that all that mattered? Of course I replayed every scene like a favourite movie. From the walk through this very woods, to his confession and then the sealing kiss. My heart was still thrumming from the memory of his arms around me, the warmth of his hands, the tremor in his voice when he said he couldn’t function without me. It was surreal, and yet nothing was real. The last of the sunset brushed the treetops in gold, and for a fleeting moment, everything was perfect. Then the wind changed, the air shifted, sharp and metallic. The forest suddenly went still, the leaves stopped rustling and the birds stop
Phillip's PovIn that moment, holding her close, feeling her skin against mine, everything fell silent. Nothing had ever felt so right. For so long, I’d wrestled with myself, bargaining with the truth I didn’t want to face. Did I really have to lose her to save her? Was I saving her, or just running away and saving myself? Because the truth was, saving myself was killing me. The paradox was cruel. When she spoke those words, my world stopped. Every chain I had wrapped around my heart shattered. It caught in my throat, tightening until I could barely breathe. I blinked back the tears, I couldn’t let her see them. Still, I needed to find the words big enough for what I felt. A simple ‘I love you’ wouldn’t cut it. So I searched deeper. And somehow, Forrest ended up supplying them. Didn’t know he was that poetic.Standing there, in the pure meaning of ‘to have and to hold’, gazing into her teary eyes, my chest swelled until I thought it would burst. The excitement and the peace was
ElizabethMy heart stilled, then began to race again. The look on his face was raw and intent, like he crossed a battlefield just to get here. Seeing him melted every line of reason I’d tried to draw. For a second, I forgot the world around me. Then reality crashed back in.He couldn’t be here.“Phillip please,” I whispered, panic clawing at my throat.“I had to see you.” His voice was rough.He took a step closer, eyes fixed on mine. There was such a resolve in them that made fear look small.I brought my hands up to his chest in a bid to push him into the hedges at the side of the house, looking back occasionally at the front door. Should someone open it, I’d be dead. “Someone could see you. Please.” I said, half-begging, half-hoping he would ignore me, still. “If my mother..”But he wasn’t listening. Although he was moving in the direction I was taking him, he took both my hands and held them firmly. “Please, Elizabeth.”His eyes bore into mine, pleading more. “Fine. Just.. not h







