LOGINChapter 9
Eliana's P.O.V
“There’s something you’re not telling me,” Leah said. My heart skipped a beat. How did she know? “Nothing gets past your sharp eyes,” I said with a smile. “I’ve just been worried about you, that’s all,” I said, hoping she would take her mind off it.
“It’s not that, Mom. You’ve been acting off since today, and I feel it’s not about me.” Each word she said made my heart pound faster. I was extremely nervous. I didn’t know how to tell her. The last time I was jobless, she wanted to get a job by all means, but I was able to convince her then to stop. But now, she is much older, her resolve stronger.
“You’re worrying too much over nothing. Trust me, everything is fine,” I said and stirred the hot soup, fixing my gaze on the bowl.
Then she suddenly asked, “Is it about work?” My fingers twitched, and my movements stopped. “What do you mean?” I asked with a fake smile.
“I noticed you haven’t been going to work, and it’s unlike you. Were you fired?”
Bang! She hit the nail on the head.
“N-no, of course not!” How could I be fired? I stuttered. “It’s just… I resigned. Yes, I resigned. That was why I couldn’t come home on Wednesday — I had to sort out some things, but I couldn’t finish on time, so I had to sleepover,” I lied. I lied to her… again.
The first was when I had returned home early last week. My boss was angry with me. He had returned home earlier than usual that day, and when he got home, he was so mad when he saw that I hadn't finished the chores that he told me to leave his house. I even thought he would fire me then. When I got home, I had told Leah that he told me to go home so I could spend more time with her. I hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me.
“Oh,” Leah said.
I thought it was over, but she said again, “Then why did you cry?”
Did I cry? When did I cry? “I didn’t cry. It’s just… it’s very windy outside, so I got some dust in my eyes,” I said — technically.
Leah’s P.O.V
Mom looked troubled, and a small part of me didn't want to believe what she said, but my reasoning calculated everything — she said before that she had issues to deal with at work before, and now it turns out she was only sorting things out after her resignation.
“But Mom…” I began.
“Yes?” she responded quickly, snapping her gaze to me. She seemed lost in staring at the plate in her hands, and it was as if I had called her back to reality.
“Now that you don't have a job, what's your next plan?” I asked.
Instead of responding immediately, Mom smiled, stirred the soup, and fed me as she said, “You worry too much about trivial things. Why would I resign if I don't have another option?”
Right. That’s something Mom wouldn't do. Now that everything is settled and in place, I look forward to the exams starting on Monday.
***
Monday
I entered the classroom. It was still early, and not many people had arrived in the classroom. I saw Melissa on her seat, her head bowed. She probably didn't notice me, even when I got to her.
I went behind her and glanced over her shoulder.
“Makeup?” I said, amused.
Melissa was startled. She quickly locked her phone screen and hid it in her bag which was on her lap.
“Leah?” She said, surprised to see me. “Aiy! You startled me!” she stomped childishly.
“What are you doing watching make-up tutorials?” I asked.
“I want to try it. Can't I?”
“It's just that you've never shown interest in such things, so I'm surprised.” I laughed and sat on the seat next to her — we were desk mates.
“My big sis said she'd let me use makeup when I'm eighteen, and I'll be eighteen next week. Look — I already placed my order for a full makeup set,” she took out her phone, showed me her cart on an online shopping platform and added, “I can get one for you too.”
“No need. I don't do makeup,” I declined.
“Right. Before I forget, when did you get discharged? I thought you'd write exams in the hospital,”
“Lisa! It's not that serious. I was discharged Saturday evening, rested at home on Sunday, and here I am today — healthy and alive.”
The exam went well that day, and I had a peaceful day. Surprisingly, Sky didn't bother me — maybe because of the hospital incident, or because I was recently discharged from the hospital. I would see him in class during the exam, and once we were done, he was gone. It continued like that till the last day of the exam.
Though I had always wanted it to be like that, I felt like a part of me was missing.
After the last paper, my classmates held a small get-together, but I didn't want to attend. What's the point, anyway? It's not the last time we'll see each other — we'd still meet on the day of graduation.
Melissa, Flora and Claire went to the get together. It was held in a garden called Love Garden. I don't know why it's called that, but Love Garden has the most beautiful flowers. I go there sometimes, but not with a crowd.
I went to the rooftop, alone. The air here was refreshing, and perfect for some alone time. I glanced at the school view — the scenery was great, and soon, I'll have a change of scenery. I sat down and took a deep breath. I don't know how long I had been here, until Flora came running to me.
“What's the matter?” I asked as I stared at her smiling face — she looked super excited, and the only thing that could make her this excited was either gossip, or bad news about someone else.
“Have you checked your phone?” Flora asked, her voice laced with excitement.
“No, what happened?” I asked.
“Take a guess!”
“Something went went wrong at the gathering, right?” I asked and closed my eyes.
“Yes!”
I wasn't interested, but nevertheless, I said, “Let's hear it. Who's it about?”
“It's Sky!” She exclaimed, and I snapped my eyes open.
“I've been waiting for this day! After everyone he's bullied, karma finally struck!” She said.
The excitement in her tone piqued my interest, and my excitement rose with each passing second.
“Come on, spill it!” I urged her.
Chapter 44Leah’s P.O.V “Um… I meant ‘oh, you're back’,” I said, but I'm sure they weren't convinced, so I added, “I'm sorry, I forgot my table manners.”“Then, I'll be the bigger person, and not take it to heart. I'm sure you didn't mean it,” Sky said as he left.Who was apologizing to him? And who said I didn't mean it?However, I didn't say anything else. I only bowed my head and continued chewing on my food. Luckily, no one else said anything till we finished eating.— — —Sky's POVThree days had passed since the dinner where Leah called me an asshole to my face, and she'd been dodging me ever since.After returning to Starling City, I thought it was about time I visited my old buddies at the gaming center. I visited them every day, and always returned home late.Today, I got bored, and decided to go home early. Whe I got home, it was already 3:30 p.m. I entered the unlock code and passed by the living room. I heard the sound probably coming from the TV, so I decided to check.
Chapter 43 Leah's P.O.V “Let's—” “Why do you look so pale? Are you feeling unwell?” Nathan cut in.His face had that genuine concern, and I was confused for a moment.“No,” I said before I could think twice. “I'm just not up for a party today. I want to go back home,” I added.Nathan didn't want to go home yet, so I left on my own.The ride home was a blur of city lights, and I pressed my forehead against the cold window. I want you. I had actually said it out loud, to him, and he hadn't even given me an answer. Nathan's hand had felt so warm in mine back in that room, and I had still almost ended things with him over a few minutes in a hallway. What kind of person did that make me?— — —I woke up due to the persistent ringing of my phone.“Ugh! What's the issue?” I groaned as I finally grabbed my phone from the bedside table. I swiped the screen and held the phone to my ear.“Leah!” Mom's excited voice came through. I glanced at the time — it was 9:00am. Why would Mom call me s
Chapter 42 Leah's P.O.VHowever, everyone in sight had totally unfamiliar faces.Some people went to the dance room, some went to the karaoke, and others went to do things they preferred.Nathan knew I wouldn't prefer the noisy activity, so we went to one of the private rooms for games. The students here were mostly not from our class alone — the number of unfamiliar faces surpassed the number of familiar faces.“What game are we playing?” I asked.A girl who heard my question responded. “What else? T or D.”— — —The bottle spun, and by the time it landed on me... "Truth," I said, opting for the safer choice.The rule of the game wasn't as easy as drinking a bottle of wine. This rule was quite harsh — you only have two truths, and if you fail to do the dare, you have to entertain everyone. Not just any kind of entertainment, you have to do a threesome for ten minutes, or masturbate in front of everyone if there are no volunteers. To make it worse, filming was allowed. This wasn't a
Chapter 41 Leah's P.O.VHe shouldn’t stay even a second longer. He shouldn’t have brought this up.“Leave,” I said softly this time.The house became as quiet as a graveyard the next minute.I turned to look around and saw that he had left. I instantly regretted it, but also didn't regret it. Why was my life becoming so complicated? I squatted, sobbing silently.The next few days were unbearable—Sky and I became like strangers once again. Our eyes didn’t even meet by accident. Our relationship in high school was far better than this—at least we got to talk.I wanted to find a chance to apologize, but couldn’t get one. At some point, I decided to let it go, and I did that by spending more time with Nathan. We went to the library together, and because he was living with Nora it would be inconvenient for me to stay at his place, so he slept over at my place most times.Days blurred into weeks, and just like that, it was two weeks already. There were good moments in between — a shared l
Chapter 40Leah's P.O.V I closed my eyes, waiting for her attack to land. An inexplicable dryness clawed at my throat. I didn't know if I was crying or not, but I didn't feel anything else until the doorbell rang.I opened my eyes, only to find myself sitting on the couch. My book was resting on my stomach, and I was lying in an uncomfortable position.Was that… a dream? It felt so… real.I touched my stomach, and that feeling of being stabbed still lingered. Even my throat was sore. I placed my hand behind my neck to massage it, then rubbed my throat.“Ding dong!”The doorbell rang again. I had almost forgotten the sound that had woken me up from that nightmare.Then I remembered…The doorbell had rung, Nora came in and pulled out a knife from the delivery package..."Ding dong!"The doorbell rang again.I pushed myself up and noticed that my legs were weak.That strange feeling still curled in my stomach as I reached for the door handle. The delivery guy slowly came into view, and
Chapter 39 Leah's P.O.V "Are you sick?" I heard him ask even before the door had fully opened."Leah?” It seemed he was expecting to see someone else, because surprise flashed across his face.“Why were you ringing the bell like that?" he asked, making way for me to come in."If I hadn't, would you have opened the door?" I asked, but not moving an inch. It was obvious I had no intention to go in. I was angry for no reason in particular… perhaps at everything? I wasn't sure."What? You came to my house just to talk at the door?" he asked.I reluctantly stepped in, and he closed the door behind him."This is the first time you're visiting, and you didn't inform me beforehand, so I didn't prepare anything. Is there anything you want? I'll go get it for you.""No need," I said a little too fast, and he paused."What's wrong?" he asked."I came here to talk," I said.He sat on the couch and casually draped an arm around my shoulders."About what?" he asked.I removed his hand from my sh







