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Chapter 14-Amara
Thankfully, lunch took a positive turn. I feel horrible for how I made Matteo feel. I hate that I hurt him. Of course, there is the part of me that is slightly satisfied that I hurt him after all the shit he’s done to me. I know I can’t think like that anymore. Matteo is truly trying to make our mate bond stronger. He’s changed his attitude vastly towards me. He has his moments, but then again we all do because I just had one that’s for sure.
We spent most of lunch talking about our camping trip with Lana. I’m so excited. I haven’t been camping in ages. Actually, I don’t think I’ve been camping since my family left the pack. We used to go all the time. It was the one time that I didn’t feel totally left out. Camping was the one time I could feel like I really belonged with my family.
Most of the time I felt like I was a burden. The extremely young
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