MasukHarper’s POV
The gates slid open without a sound. I stared out the passenger window as our SUV rolled through them, deeper into Kings Manor. Calling it a house would be an insult. It looked more like a luxury hotel hidden behind towering hedges and iron gates. A fountain sat in the middle of the circular driveway, water glistening beneath the afternoon sun. The mansion itself stretched wider than I could see from where I was sitting, all white stone, floor-to-ceiling windows and balconies that overlooked perfectly trimmed gardens. “Beautiful, isn’t it?” Mom sighed staring at our new ‘home’ that isn’t a hellhole. I hummed neither agreeing nor disagreeing. Beautiful wasn’t the word I’ll use for this place. It looks expensive and cold and untouchable. The car came to a stop. Before the driver could open my door, I was already climbing out because I don’t like the formalities. The air smelled cleaner here somehow. My eyes fell to the line of house staff standing neatly by the entrance. I almost laughed at the sight. Seriously? Then Theodore walked down the front steps with the same calm smile he’d worn all evening. He isn’t even drunk like most grooms, he is still perfectly chilled. “Welcome home.” Home. The word sat so wrong in my chest especially knowing who is inside this supposed home with me. But I still carry the hope that Declan Kings lives somewhere around campus and has moved out. He looks like someone that would at the first chance to fuck women. “Thank you.” I replied politely. Mom was already admiring the flowers lining the entrance, looking happier than I’ve seen her in years. I guess I can be happy for her huh? A maid reached for my suitcase but I took it back. Nope. I won’t let this whole Kings mannerism get to me. “I’ve got it.” I gave her a forced smile with a nod. “Oh, Miss Carter please…” “I said I’ve got it.” I repeated, dropping the smile. She stepped back immediately. If I was going to survive this place, I need at least one thing that was still mine. I wrapped my fingers around the handle and pulled the heavy suitcase toward the steps. It caught on the first one. Great. I yanked harder but nothing. I planted my feet and pulled again. The suitcase lurched forward with a loud thud. A quiet chuckle drifted from somewhere above me. Every muscle in my body stiffened because I knew that laugh. I lifted my head slowl to the source of the sound. And there he fucking was standing on the second floor balcony with one hand resting on the railing. Declan Kings’ green eyes were already on me. Like they’d been there long before I looked up. He didn’t wave or smile like any normal human but he is my bully. He just watched. And for reasons I couldn’t explain, I suddenly hated the dress I was wearing. I looked away first. There was something about the way he stared that always made me feel like I’d forgotten to put on clothes. Definitely not because I was embarrassed but hecause he has never looked at anyone else like that. Not even when he is flirting with those girls after games or at the cafeteria. He pushed himself off the railing and disappeared inside without a word. I hoped that was the last I’d see of him today. Or scratch that, the year. “What room would you like, Harper?” Theodore asked turning to me. “I don’t mind.” “I had one prepared for you. If you don’t like it, we’ll change it.” He sounds so genuine that I’m starting to feel bad for wanting to dislike him. “You didn’t have to.” I nervously picked at the edge of my suitcase. “I wanted to.” A maid led me through the front doors. The inside of the mansion was somehow grander than the outside. Cream marble floors and paintings lined the hallway, each one probably worth more than the apartment Mom and I had been renting. My suitcase rattled behind me as we climbed the staircase. “The room is at the end of the hall, Miss Carter.” The maid told me with a weird bow. “It’s Harper.” “Of course.” A kind smile broke on her face. She pushed open a pair of white double doors. I stopped in the doorway trying not to widen my eyes because that room was enormous. There was a king sized bed facing a fireplace, a sitting area by the windows and a walk in closet bigger than my bedroom back home. Fresh flowers sat on the dresser filling the room with the scent of lilies. How did they know my favorite flowers are lilies? Probably mom. “This is a guest room?” I asked the maid behind me doing a double take. “Mr. Kings had it redesigned for you.” I swallowed. He’d done all this for someone he’s known for only a few months. Not that he even knew me. “Thank you.” I said quietly not bothering to hide my amazement. The maid gave a small nod before excusing herself leaving me alone. Or so I thought. A knock sounded against the open door and I turned. Declan leaned against the frame, sleeves rolled to his forearms looking as though he belonged there more than the walls themselves. Unfortunately he is handsome. “What?” “So this is where they put you.” His gaze wandered around the room before settling on me. “I wasn’t aware I needed your approval.” I snapped already irritated by the sight of him. “You don’t.” He stepped inside anyway. “I just wanted to see what all the fuss was about.” “Seen enough?” I folded my arms. His eyes met mine then they slowly dropped lower to my boobs down to my waist and hips then my thighs. The fitted dress I’d loved this morning suddenly felt a size too small. His eyes came back to mine excruciatingly slow. “They really spared no expense.” He commented his eyes hardening for some reason. “I’ll let Theodore know you approve.” I gave a sarcastic nod. “You always this defensive?” A corner of his mouth twitched. Is he truly asking that? After the way he’s bullied me my entire life? Is this boy crazy or something? “Only around people who mistake bad manners for a personality.” For a second none of us spoke. The silence stretched between us until it became uncomfortable then he broke it. I was about to do something stupid like tell him I’m going to undress to make him uncomfortable. It’ll do the opposite. “You should lock your door tonight.” He said it so casually but a chill ran down my spine. “Why?” I frowned. “There are a lot of strangers in this house.” His expression didn’t change then he turned and walked away. I waited until his footsteps disappeared before I realized I was holding my breath. I crossed the room, shut the door and turned the lock just in case.Declan’s POV POVThe gym was empty when I got there which was exactly what I wanted.I had been holding it together all week and I was tired of holding it together. Tired of watching Harper avoid me. Tired of the way she looked at me and then looked away. Tired of the way she said she was fine when she clearly wasn't.And then there was Zuri who had been looking at Harper all through lunch. Zuri, who had leaned in close to whisper something in her ear and made her laugh. Zuri, who had touched her arm and let her hand linger a second too long.I had seen all of it.And I had no right to be angry because Harper wasn't mine. Not officially. Not in any way that anyone could point to and say that's why you're upset. But she was mine. She had been mine since the first time I kissed her and she had kissed me back. She had been mine since before that, if I was honest, since the first time I saw her and felt something I couldn't name.But she was avoiding me. She was avoiding me and Zuri was
Harper’s POVThe bell above the door chimed around two in the afternoon and I looked up from the espresso machine to see Roland Reid walking toward the counter.He was wearing a grey sweater and jeans and he looked like he belonged in a catalog, the kind of effortless put-together that rich boys seem to be born with. He smiled when he saw me, that same awkward smile he always wore and I felt something in my stomach tighten."Harper," he greeted, sliding onto one of the stools. "I was hoping you'd be working today.""What can I get you?""Just a black coffee. Please."I turned away to make his drink and tried to ignore the way his eyes followed me across the counter. He had been showing up more frequently lately, polite, tipping generously amd finding excuses to linger. The first few times I had told myself it was coincidental. The cafe was popular. Lots of people came here.But he always sat at the counter. He always waited until the line had cleared. He always looked at me like ther
Harper’s POVThe delivery arrived on a Wednesday afternoon. I was in my room when I heard the doorbell and I didn't think anything of it until Elena knocked on my door a few minutes later."Package for you, Miss Harper."I took it from her, thanked her and closed the door. It was a small box, unmarked except for my name on a plain white label. There was no return address. No sender information. No clue where it had come from.I sat down on my bed and opened it. Inside was a dried rose.A Peace rose. Yellow with pink edges. The same kind my father used to grow in our backyard. I stared at it for a long moment.There was no note or card or explanation. Just the rose, dried and pressed and perfectly preserved, lying in a bed of tissue paper. I told myself it was nothing.I told myself someone had heard me talking about Peace roses, maybe one of the gardeners I was working with thought I might like to have one. I told myself it was a kind gesture, not a strange one.But why would they s
Harper’s POVZuri appeared in the doorway a few minutes later, her hair pulled back and her hands shoved deep into the pockets of her jacket. She looked nervous in a way I had never seen begore . There is not that easy confidence she usually carried and it made something in my chest tighten."Hey," she murmured, hovering on the threshold like she wasn't sure she was allowed inside."Hey. Come in."She stepped past me and sat on the edge of my bed and I closed the door and leaned against my desk. The room felt smaller than it usually did, the walls closing in around us and I didn't know what to do with my hands."So," Zuri started then stopped."So," I echoed."This is weird." She laughed but it came out shaky. "I'm making it weird.""You're not making it weird." I forced a smile seeing how good she looks with her dark hair. "Yes I am. I can feel myself making it weird."I laughed despite myself and some of the tension in the room loosened. She smiled at me, that wide, bright smi
Harper’s POVTwo days had passed since the kiss and I still hadn't figured out how to breathe around it. I woke up on Monday morning with the guilt sitting on my chest like something physical, heavy and suffocating and for a long moment I just lay there staring at the ceiling and replaying it in my head. The way Zuri's lips had felt against mine, soft and insistent. The way I leaned into it, a traitorous surrender of my own body. The way I hadn't pulled back nearly as fast as I should have.I hadn't spoken to Zuri since.The not speaking to Declan part wasn't intentional, not really. We'd both been busy and the house had been full and there hadn't been a moment alone, but there was something else underneath it too. Something that felt like I was avoiding him. I couldn't look at him without thinking about what I'd done, without seeing Zuri's face superimposed over his.I dragged myself out of bed and into the shower and stood under the hot water until it ran cold, hoping it could wa
His POVThe photograph is old now, creased at the corners from being handled too many times. She is sixteen in it, standing beside her father's car with the sun behind her and a smile on her face that I have not seen since. I took it from across the street. I had been watching her for weeks by then, learning her schedule, learning the places she went and the people she talked to and the way she laughed when she thought nobody was looking. I had a camera in my bag and I had been too afraid to use it until that moment.She was just so beautiful. I could not help myself.I keep the photograph in a box under my bed, along with the others. The letters I never sent. The dried flowers I picked from her garden. The notes I wrote and rewrote and never had the courage to deliver. They are all there, a record of every moment I have ever spent thinking about her, every moment I have ever spent loving her from a distance.She does not know about the box though. She only knows about the message.







