LOGINBRIAN
I threw my jacket on the floor. Keys next. They skidded across the table and hit the wall. Ace wasn't here yet. Good. I needed the space. I poured myself a glass of whiskey. No ice. I downed it in one go, my throat burning. My phone buzzed. My father. I ignored it. Poured another. The penthouse stared back at me. It was sleek, expensive and empty in a way that had nothing to do with square footage. My mother's photos were everywhere. On the walls, the shelves, the nightstand. Forty million dollars of glass and steel, and none of it filled the hole she'd left in me. I picked one up. Her, smiling. Before the late cancer. Before all of this. Before her hair fell out in the sink and she still tried to laugh about it so I wouldn't cry. "I miss you." Barely a whisper. "I miss you so much." I set it back down as my hands shook. I wanted to break something. Wanted to put my fist through the window, through the wall, through anything that would make the noise in my chest stop for five seconds. I didn't. I gulped more glasses instead. — The door opened. Ace walked in, duffel bag over one shoulder. "You're late," I said, not looking up. "Getting my things." "I'm your things now." I didn't hide the bitterness. "Your responsibility. Your burden." "You're not a burden." Ace slowly set the bag down. "You're a job. Told you already." I laughed and grabbed the bottle. I drank straight from it. "You drink a lot," Ace said from the doorway. "Observant." I wiped my mouth. "That's why they pay you the big bucks." "My job." Ace stepped further in. "So know I'll be watching you. All the time." "Watching me?" My laugh went sharp. "Like I'm some kind of prisoner?" "Like you're a danger to yourself. And I'm the only straw keeping you from getting yourself dead." The air in the room went thick. His woodsmoke and pine filled every corner. "What if I don't want to be saved?" "Then you'll make my job harder." A beat passed. "I'll still do it." I took a long pull from the bottle. My eyes stayed on Ace the whole time. "You ever been with an Omega before? A real one? Or do you just fuck your wife and pretend the rest of us don't exist?" Ace's face didn't move. But something dark flickered behind his eyes. There and gone. Barely a heartbeat. "My wife is none of your concern." "I think she is." I smirked. "Since you're going to be living here. Watching me sleep. Watching me shower. "Watching me…" a slow grin "...do all the things I do when I'm alone." "Don't play games with me." Ace's voice dropped low. "You'll lose." "I love games." I stepped closer. "I love winning even more. And you? You look like a man who's never lost anything in his life. That's going to make beating you so satisfying." Ace's jaw tightened. A small crack, but I saw it. "Go to bed. You're drunk." "Maybe." I leaned in, close enough to feel the heat off him. "But I'm also right. You're going to want me. You're going to crave me. "And when you finally cave…" I dropped my voice to a whisper. "I'll be the one laughing." I walked off toward my room. Behind me, Ace stood frozen, chest heaving. I stopped at my door. Without turning around. "Your room's down the hall. Don't bother me. I'm busy." "Doing what?" "Forgetting you exist." I paused, then turned. "Unless you don't want me to." I disappeared inside. A chuckle escaped me when I saw Ace's jaw tighten again, harder this time. He hadn't moved since I took my first step. — I lay in bed. Body aching. Heart hammering. I couldn't stop replaying it. The way Ace's voice had dropped, the way his control had cracked, just barely, right at the edge. He wants me. I felt it. He's just pretending he doesn't. I touched my own lips. Imagined someone else's mouth there instead. Bit down, smirking into the dark. I'm going to break him. Going to make him want me so bad he forgets his wife. His control. Everything. I closed my eyes. Let the plans take shape, one by one, sharp as knives. Ace was married. He had a daughter. Ace had a whole careful life built on control and duty and doing the right thing. And I, I'd spent two years learning exactly how to take a careful life apart. Piece by piece. Until nothing was left standing. I almost felt sorry for him. Almost. — Morning came too fast. I padded into the living room in nothing but boxers. Hair a wreck. Scent thick in the air like honey and cinnamon. No blockers yet. Ace stood guard at the window. Coffee in hand. Unmoved. Or trying to look like it. "Sleep well?" I stretched, slow, deliberate. "I did. Had a dream about you, actually." "Don't need to know." Ace didn't turn around. "You were naked." I moved closer. "And I was…" I flashed a wicked grin "...you know. Maybe I'll show you later." Ace's eyes flicked down, just once, before snapping back to the window. "You looked," I said. "Good. Very good." "Get dressed." Ace's voice went firm. "You have an appointment with your father." "Appointment? I'm not some—" "You are. Get dressed. Or I'll dress you myself." Heat flashed through me at that. I pictured Ace's hands on me. Rough. Certain. I felt my own pulse answer before I could stop it. "Yes, sir." A mock salute. "Whatever you say." I walked off slow, hips swaying, knowing exactly what I was doing. Behind me, I heard it. The sharp catch of Ace's breath, the one he couldn't quite hide. Got you. I shut my bedroom door and leaned against it. The smirk slipped off my face like it had never been there. My heart wouldn't stop pounding. Not from the win. From something I didn't have a name for and didn't want one. I pressed a hand flat against my own chest, like I could hold whatever it was still. It didn't work. It never did. I knew I should be getting dressed to go meet my father. This was just a game.BRIANWeston picked the place: a courtyard behind a closed gallery, six chairs and a dead fountain, a lantern over the door. He asked me to come alone. I told him that wasn't possible.Ace stayed by the archway, thirty feet away, hands folded in front of him. He had agreed to it in one word and hadn't looked at me since.I told myself thirty feet was fine. It was better than the alternative: Ace talking me out of seeing Weston at all, because he was jealous of every hour I'd once spent with him. I'd had to practically coax him into accepting it, promising this was where everything ended. Besides, Weston had only said "let's meet." He never called it a date, and I wasn't going to treat it as one, or my jealous boyfriend would flare up again.Weston was already sitting on the fountain's edge with his jacket off. A glass of something amber sat beside him, untouched, and he'd loosened his tie like a man who'd been staring at the same wall for hours."You came," he said."You asked." I sat
BRIANAce took the package from the concierge before I'd even seen the elevator light.Flat gray paper, a card tucked under the ribbon. Weston's handwriting. Ace turned it over once, read the name, and set it face down on the hall table."Send it back.""You haven't even looked at it.""He waited at that hotel until midnight." His voice was flat and very controlled. "He doesn't get paid off with one more gift. He doesn't stand a chance with you."It had been three days since the Marlowe. Ace had stopped hiding what he felt without ever announcing it. He stood closer. He kissed me often. We had sex constantly. We cuddled. And whenever *Cole* lit up my phone, Ace went quiet, glaring at the screen like he wanted to put a fist through the name. He was still my bodyguard, but he stood like a man guarding something that belonged to him. I should have been thrilled. Mostly I was afraid. We did everything a couple did, even bathing together. But I still wasn't sure what we were together. Lov
BRIANSaturday, I dressed for it slowly. Fitted tuxedo, the white one I hadn't worn. The silk tie was loosened just enough. I stood in front of the mirror and looked at a man I didn't recognize, someone about to make a terrible decision on purpose.Ace was waiting by the door with my coat over his arm."The car is downstairs," he said."Is that all?""Yes.""You're really going to drive me there?""It's my job."I laughed, short and hollow, and tried so hard not to break in front of him, though my heart already had. At last, I picked up my overnight bag, my hands shaking no matter how hard I tried to make it stop. I knew he saw all of it. Without looking at him, without begging again, I started for the door. If he doesn't want me, I'll show him how well another man does.My hand was on the doorknob when his voice stopped me.“Don't go.”It was so quiet I almost missed it. I turned, too fast like I was scared he would change his mind the moment I delayed.He was still standing there
BRIANThe photo ran on page one of the Sunday society section. *KINGSFORD AND COLE: THE MATCH NOBODY SAW COMING.* Weston's hand at the small of my back, close to my hip, his mouth on mine, my eyes closed, my smile so convincing I almost believed it.My father sent a single text. *Well done.*It was the first thing he'd said to me in years that wasn't a threat.---The real dates started. Two weeks of it. Dinners, a charity gala, a polo match where I hid behind sunglasses and let Weston explain the rules. He held doors and I let him. He remembered I hated cilantro. He made me laugh twice, and both times I checked whether Ace had seen us. I tried to gauge his reactions to everything. Ace saw everything. He drove us in silence, eyes on the road, hands steady. He sat in the front seat of a car where two men leaned toward each other in the back and never once looked in the mirror.On the fifteenth night, he missed a turn while driving.It was so small that Weston didn't notice. We were he
BRIANIt had been nine days since the patch incident.And since I bought myself a new phone and locked away the one my father had power over.I didn't trash it. My father would notice. I decided to play the game of choosing when he could track me instead.Ace hadn't touched me once. He spent most of his time in the study or out of the house. He drove me where I needed to go, and stood three feet behind me like a man on a leash he had chosen himself. The man who had parked outside Felix's building all night now looked at me the way he looked at doorways.He had asked to leave. I hadn't forgotten it. And he said he shouldn't have given me hope.How wrong he was. He had no idea I didn't regret any of it. My only regret was letting a game become something that hurt me. Ace had plainly decided not to want anything to do with me anymore. And he stuck to it like the disciplined ex-special forces soldier he was.---Jax's birthday was on the roof of a members' lounge called Halcyon. Halcyon
BRIANThe elevator in Felix's building smelled like old carpet and someone else's takeout. I leaned against the back wall, one hand on the rail, the hangover pulling at me with every slow floor.Ace was leaning against the SUV when I came out. He had on the same shirt as yesterday, stubble shadowing his jaw.Two empty coffee cups were on the dashboard behind him. He didn't move toward me. He looked me over once, head to foot, the way you check something you were afraid to find broken."You're upright," he said."Disappointed?""No."I frowned and stopped a full arm's length away. Something was wrong with the picture, and it took my aching head a second to find it."Did you spend the night here? How did you even know where I was?"He held my stare and said nothing, his eyes giving away more than his silence did."Felix's place isn't in any file you have. He moved here in June. I never gave you this address.""Your phone.""My phone's been silent since I turned it face down, right afte




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