DARK DESIRES

INSERT ONE•~•ALESSIA POV"The reality of life sets in when you realize that things doesn't work the way you planned it to, It occurs,You don't have to lose hope, Miss Alessia"I listened to his normal rants and motivational quotes to make me feel better which only worsened it. I just want to leave this hell of a place and rest my head on the bed to blubber, Sob and cry as usual.Life has been so unfair to me. My mom, who was my only hope, remarried and abandoned me four months ago. I had to apply for a scholarship and eventually got transferred here to continue my study since I couldn't sponsor myself anymore.This is the time I needed Dad the most but I only had the chance to spend ten years with him. He died twelve years ago the day after my birthday party.I found myself becoming better, Crawling out of my lonely world few months ago, Finally getting out of that fucked up in a lonely shell, I started going to house parties, drinking alcohol responsibly, and going out on a few dat

INSERT THREETHE NEXT MORNINGI was unable to close my eyes for up to two hours last night which really affected me this morning.I don't get to sleep anymore these days. I hope the change of environment will help.I'm so stressed out.After washing Kayla's up in the bathroom, I carried her to the bedroom to dress her up for school.Aunty Melissa arrived late last night, She was unable to get up quick to take care of Kayla.I hope she will be able to cope once I leave for school."Mom told me you're leaving today"She said softly and I nodded without looking at her.This is the conversation I've been avoiding having with her. No matter how I tried to bring myself to tell her about my admission, I fumbled.I don't want to hurt her, I got attached to her through these four months I spent with them. She lightens up my mood anytime she's around.I will definitely miss Kayla. I slided her legs into the pants and wore them properly."Will you come back?"She whined and I nodded."Of course,I

INSERT FIVETHE NEXT MORNINGI started arranging my clothes inside the small wardrobe, Nancy walked up to me and stretched her phone to me."What?"I asked confusedly and she chuckled."Give me your number,I should be able to call you anytime I want to""Alright"I smiled and punched my number into the phone, I gave her the phone back."I will add you on WhatsApp too""No problem"I replied and watch her leave, I noticed a dragon tattoo on her back, It look beautiful and scary too"You have a nice tatoo"I complimented behind her, She turned to me awkwardly and walk away without saying anythingHuh?-----I woke up as early as possible to get prepared for school. It's my first day, I need to create a good impression.Nancy left for school minutes ago to round up her assignment.After sliding into my normal baggy pants and hoodie, I decided to go for the white slides since I only have a few of them. I take my drugs before leaving the room. Getting to the school compound, I'm surprised th

DARK DESIRESEPISODE SEVEN****ALESSIA POV"You're awake"He says as he walked closer to me on the bed, It's not a question, But I need to answer him, Right?But, what do I say?"Where am I?"I finally gathered few words together, He dropped the tray on the table beside me and chuckled."You slumped in the restroom,I brought you here"He answered simply and pushed back his hair, This is a pure torture, How will someone be this sinfully beautiful?"You should have took me to the School Hospital"I blurted and he turned to me sharply,I couldn't fathom what he's thinking about but I guessed he didn't like my reply."Well,that's what everyone said, I should have took you to the school clinic""I'm sorry,I didn't mean it that way,I don't like stressing people"I blurted and he nodded.He stood up from the bed and walked to another inner room, He walked out with a shirt in his hand and wore it immediately.I sat on the bed, Quietly, My legs feel wet and sticky, I guessed it's because I'm nervou

INSERT NINEENEA POV"Sia"She mumbled, I got confused for a minute."I'm Alessia,Nice to meet you"She looked up at me and stared at me cutely.I nodded softly staring into her eyes."Thank you,Thank you for everything, I don't know how to appreciate you enough,I promised to make it up to you"She rushed her words again, I cracked before pulling away from her."It's okay,you don't need to pay me back,I did what I wanted to do because you actually need it,Are you ready to go now?"I asked and I could see a hint of sadness in her face but I swear it that it disappeared almost immediately."Yes,I'm ready to go"She stuttered and went to pick her clothes on the bed.We both walked out of the room.ALESSIA POVI don't know why, I don't want to leave this place, Going back to the school is depressing as fu*ck since I'm not familiar with anyone.Nancy has been acting strangely ever since I compliment the tattoo on her face.She hardly talk to me.I walked before him and I'm trying as much as pos