CHAPTER 30: I regret saying apologies are for loosers

VIKTOR

There is this theory. I believe in. 

You need to learn things, by doing them. 

You saw it from distance, you like it, in you mind you draw the outline of how can it be done, easily. 

But when you walk towards the way, to actually do it, everything messes up. 

Because while thinking, you never measure the struggle from a far, you never measured the pressure on your head from a far, you never measure the numbness of your mind. 

You never do, 

I guess this is why, sayinv things is more easier than doing them. 

If you think, just by thinking you can achieve something, so nor that you can fool the person or yourself. 

This is my theory, and this is what I believe in. 

And I always judges, apologies. But now that it's time, I can see that how hard it is. 

Your self respect, your self esteem and your selfishness gets the best of you to keep you