Chapter 9

Jay Pov...

Ever since the day I saw them together, my life has never been the same. I know, I feel like a dead man entering my office just to follow the normal routine. I spent days, weeks, and months hiding from them, my heart and brain were not yet ready to see them up close.

The excitement I felt coming home and to see my favorite buddy again shattered just like that turning into a regrettable and remorseful feeling. Pain keeps on chasing me just like that and it's exhausting this time.

Whenever I see them together at my favorite Coffee Shop, at the Japanese Restaurant, and in the park near here in my suite as well as Daniel’s taking her monthly check-up. It's too painful to handle the pain, drilling your heart into pieces and making you break. I could feel my heart slowly tearing a part that I couldn't breathe leaving me helpless as I get suffocated and frozen. I can't prevent my tears slowly falling thinking of them. How can I run from this excruciating pain that I always feel ev