I chose to skip the entire lesson of DeVille's class, I don't want to be in the same room with him. I am afraid. So, I go to the library to wait for the next hour. I take a germany-novel and take the furthest single seat with big window which allow me to enjoy the main garden's scenery. The more I try to consentrate reading the book, the more restless I be-I can't keep my mind out of HIM. Mr. DeVille or Blaze. Who is his real identity?
The book I read actually is entertaining, but my mind is not working that well to understand what was written inside the book. I can't concentrate.
"Why you ran away from my class?" A familiar voice is heard. It sound very near.
Swiftly, I raise my face to find where the sound came from. Too tall--I must strech my neck hard to see the person standing in front of my seat. My throat feels too dry, even its hard for me to gulp down my own saliva-panic and afraid, seing the guy I was tryng to avoid, while my heart pump faster.
How come this guy is in the library, did he tail me? Did he run away from the class too? What does he want from me? What should I do? Should I pretend nothing ever happened? Nothing is ever happened stupid me!
"So your hobby is talking inside your head? Is it fun?" He said.
What! Did I said that aloud? Why did he know what I was thingking about? What is he? He is a devil indeed.
"Why you ran without asking permission from my class?" He repeats, asking for an answer from my shaking figure.
Yet, I don't have any intention to answer the damn question. Why should I? Oh.. But he is a lecture! Ah.. I don't care.
Blaze exhales softly, showing his desperation to me. "Laila... I'm so happy we meet again," he says with rashed voice and his eyes ignited with lust. Swiftly he traps me to the wall with the closed window, my back to the wall and he is standing too close to my face, his warm breath blows my face. "I've been waiting too long for this...."
Again... I can!t move. My eyes locked to his. "Go... please... Go!" I plead with broken voice, thats the only thing I can do from my paralized body.
"Dont be rude to your lecture!"
"Who-who are you?"
"You dont have to know me," he said firmly before his lips meet mine roughly.
Please... let me move... please....I don't want those dream comes true.
"It was a nice dream indeed." He said between kisses.
I moan when both of his hands sneak trough my T-shirt then touch and knead my skin.
"Laila... Laila...!"
The kiss is warm and..
"Laila.. Laila!"
I open my eyes.
"I look everywhere, and here you are... sleeping in the library!! Lets go to the cafe for lunch... the break is almost over... come on... I'm starving...!" Lidya is standing exhausted, she said I was sleeping before. So another dream? I must be sick! Why I always dreamt about that guy.
I get up from my seat and stand straight bracing my self to calm down and greet my friend Lidya who gratefully woke me up from the terrible dream. I sweep my eyes all over the library... I stand and previously sat in the long seat located in the middle of the library, but... before I remembered that I took the single seat near the window... How...? Who moved me?
I can!t think straight, but at least I'm grateful to be awaken from the dream and the terror of Blaze the devil.
O... God... why he always haunts my dream... the green eyes devil... why he always hunt me and do crazy things in my dream... and why did it feel real?
I asked Lidya what happened at class, she said that it went smooth. Several girl catcalling the lecture and Lidya did it too.
"I can't help it!" She try to reason. Her face is smiling.
" He is hot! Like super hot! Or should I say Crazy hot?"
"Really?" Laila smiles back. Lidya expression is funny right now. Her eyes are dreamy with an all smile lips. She is indeed met her dream boy, while me... My worst nightmare.
"When he explained the lesson... Laila, his voice is husky.. So manly.. Sexy... "
"So you already use the word 'sexy'for a hundred times already." My joke.
"Rubbish! He is hot and sexy, donvt be a hypocrite! Admit it"
"Yeah... He is not that bad!" I said.
"When he called our name for the attendance list, his eyes stay very long at me, when he called my name! It was like he undressing me with those eyes! Do you know that they were emerald? I mean his eyes color?"
"No." I said, while inside my mind scream Yes.
"They were the greenest green I ever seen! Did I said greenest?" Lidya Laugh out laud with her choice of words. "It is as green as the amazone forest! Wild, exotic, wild and calming at the same time."
"Amazone hah?" I asked her joking.
"You know exactly what I mean! Don't be prude!"
I laugh hard. I forgot my misery, all my troubling thoughts were gone. I never know that Lidya could be this funny.
"Oh.. You didn't see him writing in the board!"
"What's wrong with the lecture and the board?" I am started enjoying the conversation. Lidya's reaction is so hillarious.
"His muscle was moving, when he raised his hands to write. I swore to god that he is very muscular inside his shirt! Oh.. He will be my wet dream tonight!"
"Eww... Lidya!"
"So naive! I will be dreaming kissing those sexy lips, tracing his abs and torso with my tounge!"
"Lidya you are so dirty."
"This is, my friend is the world of the real teenager. Ot is very normal to be like me in this age. Grow up Laila!"
When the darkness and the cold night's air come, I don't want to close my eyes eventhough I feel very drowsy since the past hour. I try my best to be awake, I drank two cups of black coffee so far, to fight against the drowsiness. I'm anxious to be asleep, worrying the dream I'll get when I shut my eyes, I will meet Blaze again in dream--and that is the last thing I want right now.I got my first part-time job after my class, I work in a loundry center located at a very pertigious area. It is surrounded by high-class apartements and offices, and the loundry where I work in, is the biggest store giving loundry services in the area. It will take more time for me to go back home, because it's quite far from my home. The salary is mouthwatering for a part-timer and the owner is a very kindhearted woman, Miss Fia is a nice and warm person who accepted me working from 5 pm until 11 pm. I will start working at Sleek Laundry tomorrow after my last class.
Arrived at the garden where colorfull trees and leaves spread out beautifully with benches at every each corner, I walk speeding through the mahogany, flambouyant, frangipani, and pine trees, and breathe in the fresh oxygen provided by the trees. I am realived to escape his gaze, at once I want to fight him, while my heart beating fast and my brain told me to fight back erveryhing that he has done to me, but my heart cowers, too afraid to be in the same room as him."You can't runaway from me, Laila."I turn sideway and suprised, Blaze's tall figure stand right in front of me. Spontaniously I want to step back, but I can't move my feet... again... I can't feel my feet. I hate this.Is it... another dream? Is it real?"There won't be any difference, whether this is a dream or not... cause I'll always be by your side," his big hands touch my face... warm. "Don't stay up again," he said softly, it
The relaxing lavender scent and the beautiful scenery in front of my eyes, awed me. I want to roll and feel the purple field my self. When I think about it, without me realizing it--I am rolling aroung among the beautiful purple flower. I smile unknowingly and look up to the forget-me-not bright blue sky with cloud spread randomly-white like cotton. The cool breeze flows through my face, my neck, my arm and my open feet. I realize I wear a long flowery dress. I want to stay like this forever. Peace, calm and soothing.Suddenly Blaze bows his head right in front of mine, his fresh breath warms my face. His green eyes looking at me with a tender look, his smile-his beautiful face. "Do you like it?""Yes, I like it! This is... perfect, Blaze...!""Then, give me a present for making you happy...."I smile and welcome his kiss. Our lips touch and
I tried to concentrate, I process what Lidya has said. The lecturer was young and she has black pair of eyes? But why I saw different? I blink my eyes, trying to process her sentence. "What did you said?"Lidya cross her hands in front of her chest. "It should be ME, Laila... to ask you that question. You better sleep at night... you ARE hallucinating in bright day, and worse-at the class.""I'm not hallucinating or even dreaming!!" Now I'm confused. "That was... English, right? Our previous class? Teaching tenses?"Lidya nods her head. "YESS." Her eyes are bulging big, she has a bad temper after the lost-opportunity to flirt with DeVille moments ago."So it was not a dream!!" I said agaibn.Lidya frowns her forehead... and laughs. "Maybe there's something wrong with your eyes, you better wear eyeglasses!! Or... You need a vitamin, are you sick?"I gulp... sho
I am stunned and absolutely pissed-hearing his husky voice on the line, my heart's rate rises in a split second.What should I do?"You just have to come here, and fetch this packet of clothes. It's your responsibility, or you'll be fired from Sleek Laundry?"I strengthen my grip of the phone's cable. I could hear the thunder roaring wildly outside. It will be raining hard by the time I go back to the apartement. But, the sly devil is right, it IS my responsibility, and I don't want to be fired. This is my first day working, and I don't want to ruin it."Come to my penthouse, top floor of the building. I will be waiting, on my bed... naked, and ready for you!" He whispered the last words.I hear a click on the phone--the devil cut off the line... the devil... hissshh!! Can't voodoo work for him? I want to stab the doll alone then. Hundreds of time. I, making a mental note to find s
I stand firm-too stubborn to do his bidding and looking back at him with different looks to the beautiful face man with evil heart--he sits relaxly leaning his shoulder to the sofa, his eyes intensely looking at my everypart. I will not do his order to sit!! Never!! I will take the packet and go-far away from here."Laila!! Sit here!!" He commanded me."No!! Where is my packet??" I stand still, too stubborn to obey his bidding.He never lifts his gaze away from me. And, suddenly, without me realizing it, my feet move they're own accord, walking forward-heading to his direction.What the.."Stop!!" What happened to me??"Stop!!"Blaze smirks, his green eyes leisurely enjoying the view. I really hate this."Stop!""Stop!""Stop!"I repel the mantra over and over again, but it seems like my brain refuses to deliver the order to my
Blaze lifted Laila through a door and led her to a bedroom. He throwed down Lailla into the matress. He pressed down his front body to Laila's."Wha...what are you do...doing?" I asked, freakinh out with the intimacy."It's me and you...pleasuring our body, one to another," he answered smirking down to a blushed Laila."Don't you dare!!" I threatened,"I..I wil..""Will what? What will you do my Laila," He asked and moved his face closer to Laila, "all you have to do is enjoy my touch".He tried to kiss me, trapping both my hands into his bigger ones. But when my lips just milimeters away, I turned my face to the left and the right. Angry he hold my face forward and kissed me hard and wild. I tried to bit his lips by opening my mouth, but that move proven to be wrong. Blaze deepen the kiss and entered my mouth. His tounge touched my tounge sparking an unusual electricity inside of my body.
Blaze lifted me, and took me to his car. An expensive red color car made from European country. He made me sit next to him at the passanger seat. The car has been personalized with the owner's taste of color. It has all-grey-premium leather skin seats, a dim lighting at the back seat and a simple-yet sophisticated dashboard. The cars shout expensive very loud, even Laila could notice it."You don't know my house!" I state absentmindedly."I Do know your house! Your room, even your underwear drawer!" Blaze answered looking straight to the empty street. It was raining hard and dark, yet he drove very fast."I know about your size, your top and bottom size. I know about the strange position at your front teeth, I know about a scar hidden under your hips, I know about your sensitive spots.. All of it.. Wanna hear?"This devil! How dare him!I kept silent until I