Gorgeous Lean Meat

~Ren~

The chamomile scent of the laundry detergent the cleaners used to wash these sheets was starting to become familiar to my senses. I don’t know how long I was lying here in this bed. 

I want to forget everything, I talk about moving on to every girl we rescue in the foundation when I myself haven’t completely moved on from my past. My nightmares about Max continued even when I carried Griffin in my womb, even after giving birth. When I wake up in the middle of each night, beads of sweat would cover my skin, soaking my clothes but having Griffin in my arms helped ease my nightmares.