~Ren~
After taking a good, long, much-needed shower, I change into a white lavender printed maxi A-line dress. I let my hair take its natural wavy body, put on light makeup and when I was about to put some perfume on, I stopped myself.
Why am I even dressing up?
Because I knew Sharon would be dressed extravagantly today like she does all the time.
Wait. I’m not dressing up for Devin or Knox. This dress is just so pretty
This chapter is R-18 (I'm serious)***********************~Ren~Without another word, Devin’s lips collided with mine. My hands instinctively wound around his neck, raking his soft locks, feeling its softness between the gaps of my fingers.Devin’s tongue was teasing my lower lip, daring me to allow him in, and like the silly girl that I was, I gave in to him. Expertly, his long fingers managed to undo all the tiny buttons of my dress and he pushed it off of my shoulders, making it pool around my wa
This chapter is R-18 (slightly)***************************~Devin~Ren blinked her big green eyes, taking in the meaning in my words. She swallowed hard, seeming to moisten her parched throat. The shy light that’s penetrating through the glass wall of our room is giving me the perfect view of her body.She nodded her head while biting her lip, excitement evident in her face as she moved to position herself on her hands and knees. I felt myself twitching at seeing her so open to me, available and fucking s
~Devin~“Why do I even have to go with you?” Evan groaned while I drove through the crowded streets of Manhattan. That girl still left even if I begged her not to leave. She promised me she’ll stay and we’d do that ‘practice thing’. I’m looking forward to it but she just has to leave.“Just shut up, you still owe me for my plane, Evan,” I can’t believe this idiot allowed Klausian to use my plane for his illegal dealings. These two should never spend twenty-four hours together even if the faith of the world depends on it.“You’re whipped, Devin,” he pouted like a kid on the passenger
~Devin~There are many emotions in this world that I could only think about. My anger can be easily tamed, my jealousy however needs a lot more reign over. Love is something I'm starting to learn how to feel again but loathing is one that I haven't tried to understand before.I hate Camila Smith.That's all I can feel at this moment. Hate is not an unfamiliar territory for me. I grew up hating my own father and not long ago, I even resented my Nana, but this woman in front of me just hit the nerve. My patience snapped and I want to wring her neck, feel her las
~Ren~“Why?” was my stupid response. This is not what I was expecting to hear from Devin.I’m happy, don’t get me wrong, ecstatic even, but I think he’s making irrational decisions. Lightning-fast decisions that could either make us or break us.“I love you,” he held my face in his big warm hands, electric shocks flowing through my whole body. “And I want to be with you for as long as I live, Ren.” His eyes looking straight into my green ones.
~Ren~My heart aches for Devin. Hearing him say that he isn’t worthy of becoming a father is making my heart clench.I can’t help but blame myself for adding fuel to the doubt he was feeling right now. As I watched him sleep peacefully, I reached for his hair and twirled a few locks in my fingers. His hair is longer. It gives him more of that bad boy vibe and I like it so much. He really is the older version of Griffin. Their full lips, their blue hues and long thick lashes, even their nose were very similar. I bet my son would be such a charmer when he grows up like his father.
~Ren~“Mama,” Griffin climbs on my lap as Natalie and I listen to a few singers who are aspiring to make a break in the music industry.My son requested for me to write his name with his father’s surname and he’s been pretty busy shading the paper with incoherent patterns while I work.He’s excited about it, ecstatic even. He jumped high and low when we told him about the news, both he and his father were fairly excited to see the papers even if Griffin couldn’t understand them yet.
~Devin~Watching Ren Sleep in my arms peacefully is my favorite time of the day, except for those ‘practice’ things we do of course, and spending time with Griffin.I’d never get tired of admiring her beautiful features, her long brown wavy hair draped over the sheets of our bed and my arms. Tucking away some mischievous locks that surround her face, I trailed my fingers along her cheeks to her jaws and brushed my thumb over her pinkish full lips. These lips that I can’t get enough of.“I love you,” I fondled my lips over