LOGIN~~Brandon~~
I never attended events with partners. That rule was there for a reason, and has never been bent. Not for convenience, not for appearances, not for pressure. It kept expectations low and helped me avoid the whole female drama. You take one to an important gathering, and suddenly, you guys become inevitable. I would've known, I'd learned the hard—and uncomfortable—way. Plus, people speculated less when you gave them nothing to work with. Which was why I knew something was wrong the moment my grandfather summoned me privately. Victor poured two glasses of whiskey and handed me one. “You’ll escort her tomorrow,” he said as soon as I met him in his home office. He'd sprung up the information on me minutes ago, and he expected me to be fine with it so easily. Meanwhile, he knew my golden rule. Luckily, I knew how to let only the emotions I wanted to show on my face. As much as it annoyed me, it wasn't Joan's fault my grandad felt entitled enough to think he could control my actions. I didn’t take the glass. “No.” Victor didn’t react. “She’s capable of attending alone,” I continued evenly. “And she doesn’t need my presence to be taken seriously.” Victor finally looked at me then. “She does.” I exhaled through my mouth. “I don't want to be entangled in family drama.” Victor had told me enough of her backstory over the years, and I knew enough about her before we even met, though the information dump had served me no purpose. Victor snorted. "Your whole family is drama, boy." That was true. It was a good thing I followed Victor's step and stayed as far away from family as I could. He nodded at the glass. "It's rude to refuse a drink." “I’ve never brought anyone to the annual ball,” I said, taking the glass from the table, even though I wasn't planning to drink it. “You know that.” “Yes,” Victor replied calmly. “Which is why your attendance with her will be noticed.” It took a moment of silence, but it finally clicked, why he kept telling me things about her which I hadn't needed to know. I finally understood why he was insistent. I didn't know why it took me so long. I set the glass down untouched. “You’re forcing this. You want us together, don't you?” Victor met my gaze, unflinching. “Yes. Guiding, not forcing. I'm guiding it.” I almost smiled. Almost. My grandfather was a cunning, cunning old man. “Put it however you like,” I said. “This is coercion.” Victor's eyes gleamed in delight. “Do you remember the Zurich acquisition?” I stiffened. “You were outmaneuvered,” he continued. “Not because you lacked foresight, but because you underestimated desperation.” I didn’t respond. “I intervened.” My jaw tightened. “You promised that would never be leverage.” “And it wouldn’t be,” he said simply. “If you weren’t being deliberately obtuse.” There it was. Blackmail dressed as mentorship. Sometimes I wondered how he was with his business partners—enemies, in fact, if it was this bad with his own blood. “But that's beside the point,” Victor added, waving a hand aside. “Yes, I expect you to walk in with her, and I expect it to be the talk of the event. And yes—eventually—I expect marriage.” The word landed heavily between us. “I won’t marry on command, grandfather,” I said flatly. If I were a girl, I'd have rolled my eyes at him. I was seriously fighting the urge to. Victor nodded once. “You won’t.” That surprised me. “She will choose when she is ready.” He shrugged. I frowned. “And if she never is?” Victor’s mouth curved faintly. “She will be.” “She doesn’t know this,” I pointed out. "You're busy making plans for her future, and she doesn't know." “She knows enough, don't you think?" I looked away, irritation simmering beneath my control. I didn't like this. Not one bit. “You’re using her.” Victor’s gaze sharpened. “No. I’m protecting her.” I scoffed quietly. “By arranging her future?” “By ensuring she never needs to be at people's mercy again,” he corrected. Then, he sighed and walked to the only window in the room. It was large, running from one end of the wall to the other. "I'm an old man, son. I need great grandkids before I die." My eyebrows rose. Was this man being serious? "You have great grandkids." "Your siblings don't even remember I exist. You're basically the only grandson I have. Do you know how lonely I'd have been if you didn't care enough to call me once a week?" It was out of obligation, but I didn't point that out, choosing to stay silent. I knew that saying anything would make him believe the emotional blackmail was working. He was going to blackmail me with anything he could until he got me to budge. Silence stretched as we stared at each other, waiting for the other to yield. Finally, I sighed and broke eye contact. I had a long day, and arguing with Victor was the last thing I needed. I picked up the glass and took a measured sip. “I will escort her,” I mumbled. “But this ends there.” Victor smiled. “For now.”~~~
~~Joan~~
The car slowed as the venue came into view. Crystal lights spilled from the building, illuminating the long stretch of red carpet already buzzing with cameras and murmurs. Even from inside the car, I could feel the weight of eyes waiting to judge... though they technically didn't know who I was. Yet. I adjusted my grip on the small clutch in my lap. “You don’t have to tense,” Brandon muttered calmly beside me. “They sense fear.” I huffed softly. “That’s comforting.” A corner of his mouth lifted. “It’s honest.” The car came to a stop, but for a moment, neither of us moved. “Once we step out,” he said, “there will be no retreat.” I met his gaze. “I didn’t plan to run.” He studied me silently, eyes dancing around my face like he was trying to find something. “Good.” He reached a hand out. “Take my hand.” I hesitated only briefly before placing my palm in his. The door opened, and cameras instantly flashed in our faces. I was unprepared for them as they were almost blinding. But thankfully, Brandon used his body to shield mine, blocking out the flashes. He was more used to this than I was. When I was married to Dean, I'd only gone to a handful of these events, and it was only when a spouse's attendance was necessary. “Do you need a moment?” he asked. Yes. I shook my head. “No. I'm ready.” I took a deep breath. “Let's go.” He moved out before me, then assisted me out of the car. It took a while to pass through my nerves, but every lesson Victor drilled into me slowly settled into my bones. I lifted my chin, straightened my back, and plastered a demure smile on my face. The murmur rose the longer we stood, and I heard my ex-husband's name a few times, but I eventually shut them out. I didn't care about what they had to say about me. The murmurs grew even louder when it was obvious our hands were joined together. As we moved down the carpet into the building, I kept my eyes trained forward. I didn’t seek out Dean, as the old me would've. I didn’t need to. I knew that with our appearance, there were going to be rumors. And you know what they said about rumors. They traveled fast. But I must've underestimated how fast, because almost as soon as Brandon and I were seated on the long table designated for important members and their plus ones, the chairs opposite us became occupied. When I glanced up, my ex-husband was looking at us with furious eyes. Finally, I let myself have the satisfaction of a smile. It grew even wider when he asked, "What the hell are you doing here, Joan?"I hadn't slept properly in days.At first, I thought it was because of the hearing. Then I thought maybe it was because Kai and I were still trying to settle into the new apartment, because the unfamiliar silence at night felt wrong after spending so long in Brandon's house, where there was always movement somewhere. Victor coughing in the study. Brandon walking downstairs for water at midnight. Kai sneaking into my bed after a nightmare. Even Caleb dropping by unannounced and arguing with Brandon over something stupid. The silence here felt too complete. Too careful. Like the apartment itself was afraid to breathe too loudly.But by the seventh day, I realized sleep wasn't avoiding me because of the hearing.It was because I was scared.Scared of court.Scared of Dean.Scared of losing Kai.And maybe, if I was being honest with myself, scared that I'd ruined the only good thing that had happened to me in years when I'd pushed Brandon away.The thought alone made my chest tighten, so
I stood outside Joan’s apartment for longer than I should have after she whispered yes.The word kept replaying in my head even after the door shut softly in front of me. It hadn’t sounded firm. It hadn’t sounded certain either. If anything, it sounded like she’d forced herself to say it because she thought it was the answer she was supposed to give. But it was still a yes. She’d looked away when she said it too, like she couldn’t bear to watch my reaction, and somehow that made the tight feeling in my chest worse.For a second, I genuinely considered knocking again.I almost did it.Almost told her that I wasn’t asking because I wanted reassurance for my ego or because I couldn’t take rejection. I’d asked because I needed to know whether she actually wanted me gone or if she was simply doing what she always did whenever she got hurt: pushing everyone away before they could disappoint her further.But in the end, I stayed where I was.Then I left.The hallway outside her apartment was
~~Brandon's POV~~The silence in the house felt wrong.I realized it the second I opened my eyes.For a few disoriented moments, I lay there staring at the ceiling, waiting for the familiar sounds that had somehow become part of my routine without me noticing. Kai’s small feet pounding through the hallway. Joan downstairs making coffee before work because apparently functioning without caffeine was impossible for her. The soft hum of the television because Kai somehow always woke up before everyone else and immediately wanted cartoons. Even the occasional sound of Joan muttering under her breath when she realized he’d made a mess somewhere.Nothing came.The house stayed quiet.Too quiet.And that was when it hit me again.They were gone.I scrubbed a hand over my face and sat up slowly, exhaling hard through my nose as the emptiness settled heavier in my chest than it had the night before. I’d spent so long getting used to sharing my space with them that the sudden absence of them fe
~~Joan~~Sleep avoided me that night.Every time I closed my eyes, I either saw Victor admitting he'd been the one sending me anonymous messages during my marriage, or Brandon standing in the kitchen quietly telling me he was scared I'd pull away from him if I found out he'd known. The worst part was that neither memory made me as angry as they should have. Hurt, yes. Betrayed, definitely. But anger required distance, and somehow both men had rooted themselves too deeply into my life for me to stay properly angry at either of them.Especially Brandon.Which was exactly the problem.I stared at the ceiling from my spot on the bed while Kai slept beside me, starfished across the mattress with one sock half hanging off his foot and his stuffed dinosaur tucked beneath his chin. Soft morning light had started leaking into the room already, painting pale gold across the walls, and I realized I'd spent most of the night thinking.Thinking about Brandon.Thinking about how easily he'd become
The house felt different after Joan got upset with me.I noticed it immediately.Not because she yelled or slammed doors or made some dramatic scene out of it. Honestly, I thought I would've preferred that. At least then I'd know where I stood with her. Instead, she became quiet in a way that unsettled me deeply. She moved around my house politely, spoke when necessary, answered questions when asked, but every interaction felt measured, like she was carefully deciding how much of herself she was willing to give me now.And the answer seemed to be: not much.Kai had fallen asleep almost an hour ago after forcing me to listen to an extremely serious explanation about which dinosaurs would survive a volcano eruption and which wouldn't. I'd tucked him into bed while Joan stayed downstairs claiming she wanted tea, though I had a feeling she mostly just wanted distance from me.Now I stood by the kitchen entrance watching her quietly.She sat at the island wearing one of the oversized sweat
By late morning, the house had become too quiet.Not peaceful quiet.Heavy quiet.The kind that sat on my chest and made breathing feel like work.Victor had left for a doctor's appointment over an hour ago after asking me twice if I was sure I didn't want to come with him, and both times I'd told him no. Kai was in the living room building what looked like a dinosaur city with blocks and toy cars while some cartoon played softly in the background, and Brandon had stepped out earlier after receiving a call from work. That left me alone with my thoughts, which was honestly beginning to feel like the worst possible company.The lawyer meeting from yesterday still replayed in my head in fragments.Custody.Household assessment.Dean came prepared.Every time I thought about it too long, something cold settled inside my stomach.I tried distracting myself with work emails, but my attention span barely lasted three minutes before my mind wandered somewhere ugly again. Then I tried cleaning
For a full second, my brain simply stopped working.My eyes landed somewhere around Brandon’s collarbone before instinct forced them upward again. His hair looked slightly damp, like he’d just showered, and there was a faint flush across his shoulders.Heat rushed to my face."I—" I cleared my thro
"There's no and. I only met them once, I didn't even know they existed until that day, and it was at one's burial." He let out a low whistle. "That's fucking messed up, man.""I know."I picked up my pen and tapped it lightly against the page."I was actually thinking about reaching out to my aunt
~~Joan~~As the study door clicked shut behind me, I took a deep, grounding breath.For a moment, I stood there in the hallway staring at the wall, as if something might rearrange itself if I waited long enough.Paternity test. Leukemia.Marriage.Five months.Moving. All the major events of the
~~Brandon~~When Victor asked to see me, this morning, he didn’t explain why. And although I wanted to, I didn't ask why either. He rarely requested my presence outside of our usual Thursday evening meetings, and I already understood that whatever the reason was, I was going to learn when I got th







