LOGINLila
I stood on the porch, arms crossed, watching the dust cloud rise behind my parents’ car as it disappeared down the gravel drive. I didn’t wave. I didn’t even lift a hand. Mom had tried one last hug, all teary-eyed and “call us anytime,” but I’d just nodded. Dad, predictably, had waited until the last second to roll down his window and launch into the lecture.
“Respect your elders, Lila. Help out around the house. No attitude. And stay out of trouble.”
Classic Dad. Like I was still twelve.
I didn’t reply. I just watched until the car was a speck, then nothing.
The screen door creaked behind me.
“Ready to see your room, sweetie?” Delaney’s voice was bright, like she was trying to fill the silence my parents left behind.
I forced a small smile and turned. “Sure.”
She led me upstairs, chattering the whole way about fresh sheets and how she’d put extra pillows because “city girls like options.” The room was at the end of the hall—big, airy, with a quilt on the bed and windows looking out over the pastures. It smelled faintly of lavender and wood polish.
“It’s perfect,” I said, setting my bags down. It wasn’t a lie; it was pretty. Just not home.
Delaney beamed. “I’m so glad. Now, how about I give you a quick tour of town? It’ll be fun—just us girls. We’ll be back before you know it.”
I opened my mouth to say no politely, and firmly, but she was already grabbing a light cardigan from the hook by the door.
“It’s tiny, Lila. One main street. Ten minutes, tops.”
I sighed. No choice.
We walked.
The town was exactly as small as she’d promised. One dusty main road with a general store, a post office, a feed supply shop, a diner with a flickering neon sign, and a big community hall at the end that looked like it hosted everything from weddings to livestock auctions.
Kids, maybe six or eight years old were playing some kind of makeshift baseball in a field beside the hall, shouting and laughing as a dusty dog chased the ball. Delaney waved at them, and a couple waved back.
Everyone knew her. Everyone knew me, somehow.
“That’s Mrs. Hargrove. She runs the library on Tuesdays,” Delaney said, steering me toward an older woman watering flowers outside the store. “And this is Lila, Sarah’s girl. All grown up now.”
Mrs. Hargrove’s eyes lit up. “Lila! Lord, last time I saw you, you were knee-high, chasing fireflies at the Fourth of July picnic.”
I smiled. It was tight, and automatic as hell. “Hi.”
More introductions followed. Mr. Jenkins at the feed store. The diner owner, Carla, who insisted I come in for pie sometime. Two old men on a bench outside the hall who tipped their hats and said I’d “turned into a real beauty.”
I nodded, smiled, said “thank you” and “nice to meet you” until my cheeks hurt.
All I could think about was how far away the city felt. How trapped I was here, surrounded by people who remembered me as a gap-toothed kid in pigtails.
Delaney looped her arm through mine as we headed back toward the ranch. “See? Not so bad. Everyone’s excited to have you.”
“Yeah,” I said, forcing one more smile. “Excited.”
Inside, I was counting the days until I could go home.
Sixty left.
Fifty-nine if I was lucky.
And Ryder still hadn’t shown up.
Back at the house, Delaney turned to me with that same bright smile, though it felt a little strained around the edges now. “You hungry, sweetie? I’ve got some chicken baking. It’s nothing fancy, but it’s hearty.”
I shook my head, exhaustion pulling at me like weights on my limbs. “No, thanks. I’m not that hungry but I’m really tired. Long drive.”
“Of course,” she said quickly, touching my arm. “Let me show you back to your room.”
I followed her upstairs again, murmuring a quiet goodnight as she lingered in the doorway for a second, like she wanted to say more. Then she left, and I closed the door softly behind her.
The bed looked too inviting. I kicked off my shoes, flopped onto the quilt, and stared up at the wooden ceiling beams. The room was quiet after the constant hum of the city. No traffic, no sirens, just the faint chirp of crickets outside.
My phone buzzed weakly in my pocket—low battery warning. Great. I wanted to text my friends, send a dramatic “I’ve been banished to the wilderness” message with a crying emoji. I sat up, rummaging through my bag for my charger.
Plug in first, complain later.
I slipped back into the hall, charger cord trailing from my hand. The house was dim, just a soft glow from downstairs. As I reached the landing, I heard Delaney’s voice—low, urgent, coming from the window nook at the end of the hall.
“Pick up… please pick up…”
I froze, instinctively stepping into the shadow of the wall.
She was pacing a little, phone pressed to her ear, biting her thumbnail. She dialed again. And again.
Finally, a click on the other end.
“Where are you?” Delaney whispered, voice tight. “Your sister and her husband just left. Their daughter is here. I had to lie and say you were out fixing fences or something important. Can you just come home already? At least come see your niece?”
My heart stuttered.
I backed away silently, pulse racing, and hurried upstairs on tiptoe. I slipped into my room, closed the door without a sound, and leaned against it for a second, breathing hard.
What the hell was that?
Why did she have to lie about where he was? And why did she sound so… desperate for him to come back?
I crawled into bed fully clothed, pulled the quilt over me like armor, and set my phone and charger on the nightstand. Sleep. That’s what I needed. Sleep would make this place feel less strange.
It worked, eventually. The exhaustion won.
I woke to darkness and the pressure in my bladder.
The clock on my phone read 12:47 a.m. Battery at 3%. The house was pitch black, silent except for the faint tick of an old clock somewhere downstairs. I grabbed my phone, turned on the flashlight, and crept out of the room.
The hallway was creepy in the small circle of light—long shadows stretching across the walls. I padded downstairs, bare feet cold on the wood, trying to remember where Delaney had pointed out the guest bathroom earlier.
There, past the kitchen, a door on the right.
I reached for the handle and pushed it open as quietly as I could, but the moment the door swung wider, a low sound drifted out. It was deep, rough, almost pained. A groan. Then another, longer this time, followed by a ragged exhale that sent a shiver racing down my spine and made the hairs on my neck stand up.
My heart started hammering, loud in my ears.
Was someone hurt?
The thought flashed before I could stop it. I hesitated only a second, then pushed the door open wider, phone flashlight sweeping across the room.
And I froze.
The man standing in the moonlight wasn’t hurt.
He was… touching himself.
Broad back to me at first, muscles flexing under tanned skin as his arm moved in slow, deliberate strokes. His jeans were shoved low on his hips, belt unbuckled, just enough to free himself. One big, calloused hand wrapped around a thick, hard cock—long, heavy, flushed dark at the tip. He pumped once, twice, head tipping back with another deep groan that rumbled through the quiet room.
My breath caught so sharply I nearly dropped my phone.
He turned, just his head, at the sound, and the light caught his face fully for the first time.
Ryder Kane.
My step-uncle.
DaisyWe must have drifted off after that beautiful, slow lovemaking. The rain was still falling softly outside when I woke up later that evening. The room was dim, lit only by the grey twilight filtering through the curtains. Norman was still asleep beside me, lying on his back with one arm draped loosely over my waist. His chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm, his face relaxed and peaceful in sleep.I smiled softly, my heart swelling with warmth. Leaning in, I pressed a gentle kiss to his lips, slow and tender. He didn’t stir, just let out a quiet sigh in his sleep. I lingered there for a moment, brushing my thumb over his cheek, before carefully slipping out of bed.My body felt deliciously sore in the best way. I wanted to make us dinner, something warm and comforting to match the rainy evening, but first I needed to freshen up. I padded quietly to the bathroom and turned on the shower. The water heated quickly, filling the room with steam. I stepped under the spray, letting the
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DaisyI woke up gasping.It was a nightmare. A big, bad one!The room was dark and still and exactly as it had always been, and for a long, terrible second I couldn’t separate what was real from what wasn’t. My heart was slamming against my ribs. My face was wet. My hands were shaking against the sheets.I sat up.The other side of the bed was empty.Of course it was empty. He had left. After everything, after the talking and the crying and the things we had finally said out loud to each other and then the sex that followed, he had gotten dressed quietly and told me he had feelings for me.And I’d told him we shouldn’t go there.And then he had gone.I reached for my phone with hands that wouldn’t fully steady themselves and found his name and called.It rang twice.“Daisy?” His voice came through immediately, low and alert, like he hadn’t been fully asleep. “What’s—”“Come over.” My voice broke completely on the second word. “Please. Please just come.”A sharp silence. “Are you cryin
Daisy“Your brother is good,” he said.“Don’t tell him that,” I said. “He’ll be unbearable.”Norman smiled.I reached over and took his hand.He turned it over and laced his fingers through mine, and we sat like that while Michael ran a board meeting on the other side of the glass wall like he had been doing it his whole life.***That Tuesday morning was bright and unhurried.I had canceled everything the night before — my meetings, my calls, my entire day — and hadn’t thought twice about it. We had nowhere to be and nothing to prove, and the whole morning stretched out ahead of us like something rare.The hospital corridors were familiar to me now in the way that places become familiar when you spend enough time in them — the particular smell of the reception area, the way the light fell through the east wing windows in the morning, and which nurse worked which floor on which day. I knew all of it. I had learned all of it without meaning to.I pushed his wheelchair through the main
DaisyI noticed it in the small things first.The way he paused sometimes in the middle of sentences like he had lost the thread of something. The way he reached for his temple when he thought I wasn’t looking. The way he smiled just a half second too quickly whenever I asked if he was okay, like the smile was something he kept ready and waiting specifically for that question.I knew that smile. I had worn it myself for three years.Something was wrong.I tried to ask him directly twice. Both times he looked at me with that warm, steady expression and said he was fine and changed the subject so smoothly that I almost believed him. Almost. But I knew Norman. I knew the difference between fine and performing fine, and what I was watching every day was a performance.The knowing sat in my chest like something cold.I stopped sleeping well. I would lie in the dark beside him and listen to him breathe and run through every possibility in my head and arrive at the same place each time — a p
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RyderI knew it was time.The words had been sitting heavy in my chest for too long — weeks, months, maybe longer. I couldn’t hold them back anymore. I was done pretending. Done hiding. I wanted Lila. All of her. And I was tired of letting fear decide for me.We were all at the table. The food was
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RyderShe whispered “Deal” like it was fragile, like saying it louder might shatter the whole thing. I let the word hang between us for a second, tasting it. My hand was still resting on her thigh, thumb brushing idle circles over the soft skin just above her knee. Her skirt was smoothed back down
RyderWhen she whispered “I will”, it felt like a secret she wasn’t supposed to share.The two small words, and they hit me harder than a kick from a spooked horse. My chest tightened. I could feel my pulse hammering in my throat, in my wrists, everywhere. For years I’d been numb down there—cold, u







