ROSE POV
“Dust to dust, ashes to ashes…”The rest of the priest's words fleeted past my mind as a tear ran down the creek of my face. If there was anything that I regret so much it was the fact that I didn't get to say goodbye.June's rain drizzled slowly, I watched while still trying to figure out everything that was happening in my frozen mind even as his coffin was buried six feets into the ground.The entire burial procession turned out to be nothing short of what I was expecting, the gentle rain, epitaphs and dark look on everyone's faces. I was expecting all of that, It was like every burial should be right?What I wasn't expecting was Daniel 's hands intertwining mine, while it did offer a bit of comfort that I needed at that moment. I hadn't thought him to be that soft and Sweet, I didn't picture him that way.It only lasted a second though as he soon recoiled his hands like mine was on fire, his phone buzzed almost immediately and he excused himself just as the priest was approaching us.“Rose… Sorry for your loss, your grandfather was a really good man.”It was all twenty minutes of listening to the good deed and how he donated this and that.Eventually Daniel walked back and insisted that it was time to leave as the guests were arriving back at the mansion.Serenity should be the perfect way to describe the eerily quietness that filled my mind the moment I had alighted his car and walked in slowly to the mansion.He was right, the parking lots were filled with cars and the hallway had people as well all drinking champagne while having a sober look.Most had words or encouragement and many more were just there for the drinks, either way when the whole after party ended it was much to my disbelief.I walked out of the bathroom, still cranky about the entire day. Daniel had since disappeared for the past four hours and I couldn't help but notice how the house felt empty without him.The car horns blared while his thoughts were still flooding my mind, I was at the window and looking out as his car drove in.He staggered In drunk as he made his way to the door while being supported by his chauffeur.“Let go of him, I can walk by myself." He shoves the chauffeur away as soon as the door to the room opens.He locked gaze with me. “Who do we have here… isn't this my lovely wife?”I couldn't help but feel thrilled at the thought that I would be spending the rest of my life with this man, it was looking so certain to be the worse mistake my grandfather had made before his dismiss—One thing was fact I was tied down to this self centered man, not just by the word's on the contract, signed by a dead man but by his last dying wishes.“You are just unbelievable…” I spat out just as he was making way to the bathroom, probably to wash his face.He turned back. “What did you say to me?"I muffled myself from muttering any further word's with my palms but as it turned out, he had something different on his mind as well, he didn't seem to enjoy my catty remark.“I just asked a —”His legs went all wobbly as he fell to the ground.****Daniel woke up the next morning with a heavy headache and I was at his side passing him two pills of aspirin.It appeared he had no memories of what had happened the previous night, he gave me a questioning look.“Did I do anything stupid?" He asked a little cocky with a smug smile. He wipes away the smugness and pulls himself up.“You passed out.” Was all I could say."Really, I must have drank too much.”Deep down in my mind, I was asking myself why he had gone out drinking on a night that any other man around the globe would be by their woman's side.It to me that I was being treated like I was a kind of commodity rather than his woman.I was left with no choice, to think that I would be spending near eternity with this man made me cringe.A knock from the door interrupted us and a maid walked in.“What do you need? I had mentioned to you that my mornings are always off limits and I don't like being disturbed." He spoke quite rudely.“I don't mean to do that sir, but your friend is waiting at the lobby."“Oh, Maurice … Tell him I'd be down to see him"I wasn't thrilled with the idea of seeing any more of his friends as I had been certain that they all would have similar habits as him, however meeting this particular one happened coincidentally.Rushing out of the room to meet with my lawyers much later after Daniel had left the room, I bumped into a hard frame that sent me backwards a few meters.I could have almost fallen if the stranger's hand didn't hold me still for a couple of minutes till my steps became steady.It wasn't the first time being touched by a man but to feel such chili's? Definitely, he counted.“I am so sorry, I—"The rest of the world got buried in our cold stares, I locked gazes with him for a while enough to see life in his deep blue eyes.He backed away from me quickly while I walked out of the room, I could feel his stares behind me but I didn't dare look.I shut the door behind me, and backed up against it with the adrenaline flowing in my veins.My phone buzzed and brought my soul down to earth, I walked briskly to the table to pick it up, surprised to see that it was my lawyer.“Hello, I was about to call you.” I still stutter while speaking. “I will soon be on my way."“There is no need doing that, I would send the details to your email." She spoke quickly, leaving me to conclude that something might be wrong.My laptop beeps with a notification, I clicked on the message icon on the email and was startled when I saw the message titled “Clause."" Yeah, I just got it. “ I hunted back at my lawyer who was still on the phone." Your grandfather left a Clause on his will.”" What, a Clause?"170.ROSEWatching him with his son painted the most beautiful picture for any woman, and he looked so perfect regardless of whatever I had thought. Being with him meant I had to deal with a lot, now the man was not one perfect… You know, no one ever is, but still the past they say is the past.So when he had popped the question right there with the nurses watching, when he had asked that I be his wife again… My answer has been Yes. I didn't just go all the way to make the decision for nothing, as I had said it came with a lot of benefits, what I didn't say was that I had to deal with a lot of his mess, that was what loving someone is all about anyways … Dealing with the lapses and all.He looked to be quite aware of his attitude and didn't look to make a big fuss about it , perhaps he could sense that I was putting a lot into dealing with him as well and was doing what could be done to make it more accommodating for me.Regardless, I was living in this strange new world at the ba
ROSELooking past this man a long trail of air trickled in through the open door, drifting through the room for a minute or two before settling with that restless haste, at that moment my mind was drifting through different things at that moment with most having to do with a way to get over the situation that was pending at the moment, the more I tried to understand all that was going on that moment, the more my soul was filled with that feeling of uncertainty.At first, it was starting to look like he could be right, it had been three days since I walked Anna out of my house and at the moment, I was standing in her living room, with sounds of moans filling the air amidst the heavy scent of sex .It was obvious what was going on and I didn't have the need to be informed what it was all about, it was easy to tell because I had just watched her go in with Marcus of all people twenty minutes ago… I thought to myself if that was what he wanted to tell me all along. I blinked my eyes, m
ROSEThere were many things I couldn't get myself to do at that moment and the most definite one was finding answers to all that was going through the situation at that moment. I was still angry about the entire situation as it seemed blank at the back of my mind. Much as I tried not to think about it, it still felt crazy that I couldn't do anything or scream out in frustration.Still deep down in my soul, I could feel that regrettable feeling. In a way I didn't know where all the feelings from me were sprouting from but if there was anything I wanted it was to leave as fast as I could.Well all that happened yesterday, the wind blew throughout the room as it left me rather confused -Thought if him crept through my mind again, still beneath all of this was that question that remained yet unansweredMy mind went back tinted by the entire event yet again, I had lain in bed for a long minute, what was happening through all of this. In a way I found myself asking over and over again
CHAPTER 167ROSE“What are you doing? “That had been the first question that I had on my lips-He merely looked at me with his gaze saying a thousand things at that moment, I couldn't say what was happening but still with his heart racing wildly it was easy to say that he was definitely up to something." I looked at him blankly again.” My attention was drawn to where he had touched me earlier and I could swear that it still burned.Everything about the moment did, while expecting that he did speak , he didn't instead he merely looked at me while still locking his gaze in."I just need to tell you that there is a need for you to be careful.” He muttered. “Be careful about your friend Anna. “I was so confused about everything that was going on that I couldn't decipher all that was going on at that moment.What could this be about?Why did he want me to be careful about her? Much as all this was going through my mind enough that all I did was roll my eyes.“Fine I had listened to you
Rose All that was happening made it hard for me to comprehend at that moment, still all this while It was still hard to comprehend why I am still not able to get him to understand that it would be hard to forget all that had happened.The past left a bitter feeling at the back of my mind, while still trying to comprehend all that was going my phone buzzed and I Picked it up immediately.“Where are you at?" I asked immediately.Anna seemed to be hiding something as she seemed usually quiet -“Is there something you want to tell me?" Anna muttered and I found myself thinking of why she had asked.For me it most definitely had to be for a subtle reason, one that left me in a daze still pondering about the situation.“No, I am just here … why did you ask?”While still running through all the entirety of what to say at that moment, I tried again to play through the entire situation at the back of my mind."What are you doing throughout the rest of tomorrow.”I was still trying to get thro
DANIELLife pulls some strings and you are just left at times behind trying to figure out what to do, such is that that I had found myself, I was left in the past leaving Right there amidst the damages I had brought upon myself.Perhaps this same reason was why she would never trust me again, when they say good things they say come in little packages at the moment that was the case of something I had taken for granted.I wasn't shocked seeing him walk into the pub,matter of fact my spilling my drink had nothing to do with Marcus at that moment, i was shocked about the woman he was with -It was funny in a way how I chose to perceive how intellectual she had to be all this whole while for being the last person we'd suspect all this while, for the first time that evening I wouldn't deny having that smile on my face.Only this time it wasn't because I was happy, rather I was damn shocked! The smile was there when the bartender had walked to where I was , while still thinking of what t
DANIELAn Intruder of my heart, that was the best way of phrase to qualify this woman that looked so radiating at that my moment, I couldn't tell what she was talking about at that moment.One moment we were having the best moment of our life and in the next she was all angry over a reason I didn't even know -“Are you fine." I asked again when she had Stepped out .She looked at me like she didn’t expect that I would ask her that question, she seemed most definately shocked at that moment, while still trying to get the thought of everything out of my mind.The atmosphere had completely changed since that past moment, here I was still trying all I could to play through the incident again, wondering how I could play through the incident again at the back of my mind -“I am fine, I just want some time to myself." She muttered through the entire incident at that moment.In a way, her scent had filled my nostrils and they got me fascinated about her. Her scent troubled my heart enough tha
ROSEIn the heat of the moment , I could feel my heart bleeding, here I was with a bleeding hand yet nothing was at the back of my mind, rather than how it felt to have him so close to me,was I getting Crazier!I stopped and pulled myself away. At that moment it made no sense doing this to anyone as I felt unreasonably cheap, or wasn't I.He stares at me trying to read the situation but then I was from it, while all I seeked was sanity it didn't help that all of this were happening -All of a sudden I could feel everything coming back to the my head, it was that moment that I had to pick between being cheap or just-“Step away from me." I pushed back at him, forcing out a grunt as I didI couldn't even look into his eyes to say those Words, I could feel the pain though … That bot of pain from my hands but there and then.When I did look up at him he appeared rather flushed at my actions with a smirk coming to his face as he blinked his eyes looking at me. " I can't understand what is
ROSEWill these good things last forever, it was definitely the last thought that had filled my mind as I tossed and turned on the bed, somehow my mind was still left heavy after all that had happened the previous day and I was still seeking a way out of it at that moment.While I couldn't make out how the night had gone especially after those few last moment after dinner, one thing was obvious and that was the fact that we were together, in other words I was at his apartment -I could feel it from how the room felt so warm and the fact that his scent filled the room, to make this more certain, I had turned and right there he was. That morning all I got while looking at him was this continuous round of disturbing taps at the back of my mind, it was surprising.in a way that after all this while, he still made my heart race, at the same time the feeling was welcome.At first after those first few minutes after I had woken up with a vision was still blurry, it was hard to make out the