Aaahhh fuck.
Now that is what happens if you fucking speed. It's just a damn car. I squeeze out from between the steering wheel and the airbag. I grab my phone and rush up the road to the apartment.
Emma ~ “Fuck Trayton you have blood on you.”
Trayton ~ “I fucked up the car.”
Trayton ~ “Where is she?”
Emma ~ “She is sleeping.”
Trayton ~ “What happened?”
Emma ~ “She had a nightmare. She was screaming, but I got her to calm down.”
Trayton ~ “Thanks, Emma.”
I go to her room, where I find her still fast asleep. After wiping the blood off my face, I take my shoes off and climb in under the blankets with her. I lay and watch her until I finally fall asl
I have become the one thing I promised Ava I would not be again and that is a liar. I might believe that it is best for her not to know where in fact I am just a coward. I'd rather hide the truth from her instead of admitting what I have done wrong. What my stupid egotistical ass do not realize is that I am not going to lose her because of what she is dealing with but from my lying sack of shit ass. She has just come face to face with Jacklyn and has taken it better than I expected she would. There is something burning on her mind though. “What is wrong, baby girl?” “There is something I need to tell you.” “What's wrong?” “I lied to you.” “Lied to me about what, baby girl?” “I did have a nightmare last night. Emma had to sit with me.” “I know baby girl.” “How do you know?” “Emma phoned me, and I came through.” “Why did you not say anything?” “Cause I did not want to remind you if yo
What is the most important moments in Trayton DeCarlo's life? The moment he set eyes on her. The moment he first spoke to her. The moment he made love to her. The moment he saved her, twice. The moment he asked her to move in. The biggest moment of them all is about to happen. “Ava, my baby girl. Please, would you marry me?” “Baby, what are you doing?” “Asking you to marry me.” “Baby, I don't know what to say.” “Hopefully, you will say yes.” “Baby, this is very unexpected.” “Normally it is supposed to be.” “Must I answer you now?” “I am hoping you would.” The damn waiter walks up to the table, and I go back to my seat. This is so not how I was hoping this would go. I was hoping to go home with a fiance, but it seems I have a girlfriend still. She was supposed to jump up and say yes, and we would hug, and she would cry. The only thing that has happened is me
It is ten minutes past noon. My phone rings. Trayton ~“Why are you phoning me?” Mary ~“Do you have him?” Trayton ~“Yes I do.” Mary ~“Is he okay?” Trayton ~“Yes he is.” Mary ~“What does he look like?” Trayton ~“Like a person.” Mary ~“Don't get clever with me.” Trayton ~“We will see you soon.” I drop the call. Kenton ~“Whom are you talking in riddles with?” Trayton ~“My dumb ass girlfriend.” Kenton ~“Don't tell me you have a fucking girlfriend.”
It is our first morning as an engaged couple, do I feel different? I feel pretty damn great. I am going to wake up with her every morning for the rest of our lives, there is nothing that I look more forward to. What I don't look forward to is the bickering downstairs. I kiss her sleepy head good morning and make my way down to see what the damn fuss is about. Trayton ~“There are some people in this house that are still sleeping. So please keep it the fuck down.” Mary ~“Trayton I am dying to know what happened.” Trayton ~“Have you gone and told everyone mom?” Mary ~“No nobody knows.” Dominic ~“But now everybody wants to know.” Emma ~“Yes this everybody wants to know.” Kenton ~“Do you i
I have just shot a friend, he is alive but I still shot him. What the fuck has become of me? I am reckless and I feel I am going crazy. Have I lost my damn mind? Yes I have. But I also have a family to protect. He crossed the line, well my line as I see it. Are my lines blurred? Of course they are. He was a problem, a problem that I had to fix. And Ava ~ walked in on me fixing it. How fucking stupid can I be. I put my gun down on the counter and take her into the lounge. Trayton ~“Baby girl are you okay?” Ava ~“Why won't I be?” Trayton ~“I did not want you to see that?” Ava ~“I'd rather see that than you lie to me about that or were you going to lie to me about that?” Trayton ~“I was not going to tell you about the shooting, I did not plan for it to happen.”
There are times in your life that you wish that some things just did not happen. That if you close your eyes long enough that they might just go away. You ignorant if you think such things can happen, things do not go away, they stick and they stick damn hard. It has been a week since Ava and Emma confronted me with their idea. I have kept to myself and have not spoken about it. This is not a decision I can make, in fact I will not make it. I am scared for what have created. I slip out of bed early morning before Ava wakes and make my way downstairs. Mom is in the kitchen making a fresh pot of coffee. Mary ~“Can I get you a cup Trayton?” Trayton ~“Yes please mom.” Mary ~“Tell me what is going on?” Mary ~“You have been quiet the whole week.”
I drop to the floor. Everything goes black. .................................................. I wake up. My head is pounding, it feels like a freight train has made mush of my head. It is throbbing like shit. Did my drunk ass fall down? Before I can even think of opening my eyes, there is a blow to my head. Everything goes black. .................................................. At the club with Kenton… Kenton ~“Who is the last one that saw Trayton?” Dominic ~“The bouncer and Jacklyn.” Kenton ~“Get that bitch over here.” &nbs
In all my years, I always got the job done, I left no survivors and I never got seen. I was a ghost, I went in and out even before the body hit the floor. I am the best, I had no enemies that were seen as my rivals. Something must have changed.I have two faces staring back at me and I have no idea who they are. I can fully understand the man but I hardly ever take a woman. It is just something I will not do. The faces aren't even familiar as I run through targets that I can remember.Trayton ~“You will have to enlighten me but I don't know who you damn assholes are.”Man ~“Don't tell me your fucking sick ass cannot make some sort of resemblance.”Woman ~“I don't care if he remembers, I want the sack of shit dead.”Man ~“I told you we are not making it so easy for him.”Woman ~“And I told you we should just waste his ass.”Man ~“It was my fucking idea to catch the asshole.”Woman ~“And I am the one that found him.”Man ~“Should I take five minutes to applaud you? You were too damn stup