MasukThe table fell into silence.
Mom's eyes were pleading with me, Jenna was staring at her brother and Charlyn and Robert seemed unfazed by whatever we were doing.
“What the fuck did you just call me?” I asked again, rage seeping slowly through me.
“A selective brat. You have any issues with that?”
Geez! I swear I hate Lucian.
“Look, I'd prefer you mind your fucking business, Lucian Banks.”
“Mind your language, Ezran.” Mom chipped in. “He is your elder. Give him his res—”
“Mind your fucking business too, Mrs Banks.” I shouted, cutting her off. “You never asked for my opinion at all, so if my speaking to your stepson doesn't sit well with you, suit yourself.”
I picked up my backpack and stormed out of the dining room, rushing outside the house.
….
The morning after our first real standoff, the house felt like a battlefield. Every footstep echoed too loudly, every door creaked under my nerves. I kept imagining Lucian’s sharp gaze lurking behind every corner, waiting to punish me for some imaginary crime.
I stared at my reflection in the mirror as I slipped on my night robe. I looked haggard. I was trying to convince myself that it was overstudying but deep down, I knew the real cause of my sudden haggardness.
A soft knock on my door drew my attention back to reality.
“Ezran dear, we need to talk.”
Mom pushed the door open with a smile on her face. A nervous smile actually.
“If you're here to lecture me on how to talk to your new family, please don't start. I have a dozen school assignments to complete by tonight.”
She sighed loudly, taking slow steps towards me. She stopped in front of me, her eyes locked on mine.
“I'm sorry for everything. For forcing you to accept my new family.” She paused and brushed her fingers softly into my hair. “But please, I need you to make this work. I need you to accept Robert and his children.”
“Well, I'm sorry for how I sounded in the morning. I'll apologize to Robert and the girls for the disrespect.”
A smile curled up on her face and she pulled me into a hug, wrapping her arms around my waist.
“And Lucian. Won't you apologize to him?”
“Never.” I mumbled stubbornly.
She laughed softly, patting my back. “Come downstairs for dinner. I asked the maids to cook to your preference today.”
I gave her a slight nod.
…
Dinner was silent after my morning outburst. Jeanne chirped beside me, trying to fill the void with stories about her college friends, but I only half-listened. My mind kept drifting to Lucian. He didn’t speak much, as always, but there was a quiet intensity about him that made me hyper-aware of every movement, every word.
“Ezran, don’t look so grumpy,” Jeanne whispered, nudging my arm. “It’s dinner, not a death sentence.”
I forced a smile, nudging her arm back. She giggled, completely oblivious to the tension in the room.
And then I saw him. Lucian, sitting at the head of the table, coffee in hand, eyes following me like a hawk. It was infuriating. Everything about him screamed control: his posture, the sharp lines of his jaw, the dark intensity in his eyes. He could crush me with a word, and I hated myself for noticing the pull of it.
“Uh..I want to apologize for earlier on. That didn't speak well of my upbringing. I apologize.”
Robert gave me a calm smile, his large palms resting on mine. “I'm glad you owned up to your mistake, kid. I'm super proud of you and I'll reward you for being responsible.”
I nodded and turned my eyes to the girls. Charlyn shrugged her shoulders and went back to her meal, Jenna squeezed my palms softly.
My eyes drifted off to Lucian and I found him staring right back at me.
“Apology accepted,” he said flatly. No warmth. No inflection beyond the bare minimum.
“Yeah,” I muttered back, careful not to give him anything to use against me.
Two days in this shared household was already so much torture. Our interactions were minimal but electric. The environment was tense and choked up especially with the way Lucian was staring at me.
The way he observed me when I wasn’t paying attention—everything set me on edge.
Dinner was over and soon, everyone went to bed. I had taken my laptop to the living room; the house was quiet, the only light coming from the glow of my screen. I was deep in coding, fingers flying over the keyboard, when I sensed movement behind me.
“Ezran.”
My heart skipped a beat. I froze.
“I need to talk to you.” Lucian said, his voice, low and controlled, yet somehow cutting through the silence like a blade.
I swallowed hard. “Talk about what?”
“Your attitude,” he said simply, sitting on a couch, arms crossed. His presence was oppressive. I wanted to look away, but I couldn’t.
“My attitude?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady, though my pulse was betraying me. “I’m not the one who spoke rudely first, you are the real predator.”
His eyebrows lifted. “I am no predator. You are the problem.”
I shot up from the couch, shoving my laptop aside. “Problem? You think I’m the problem? You don’t even know me!”
“I know enough,” he said quietly, stepping closer. His proximity was dangerous. My pulse raced, and I hated how aware I was of the warmth radiating off him.
“And you don’t know what it means to be part of a family like mine. You need to learn boundaries. Now or never.”
I opened my mouth to retort, but something in his eyes—something sharp, piercing, commanding, stopped me. He didn’t need to touch me to assert dominance; his presence was enough.
I stepped back, pretending to pick up my laptop, but really, I was trying to regain my composure.
“Fine,” I muttered, voice tight as I clutched my laptop to my racing chest. “Learn boundaries. Got it.”
“Good.”
His lips twitched, almost imperceptibly, and I wondered if he realized how close he had come to breaking me, not physically, but mentally.
EZRAN’S POVResults were posted online at exactly nine in the morning, and I nearly dropped my phone twice trying to refresh the portal fast enough.“Come on, come on, come on,” I muttered, thumb hovering over the screen.The page finally loaded, and my name appeared at the top of the list, High Distinctions displayed in bold beside it. I stared at the number for a solid five seconds before letting out a loud whoop.“I aced it,” I said, mostly to myself, grinning like an idiot at my own screen. “I actually aced it.”My phone buzzed almost immediately. It was probably a text from Erik to ask about my result.[Erik: DID YOU SEE YOUR RESULTS?]Just like I expected. I grinned widely, typing very fast.[Me: Yeah. Did you see yours??][Erik: Mm-hm. High Distinctions across the board.]Well, that was the exact thing I got. I was number one on the list, the President of the Programming Club of Melbourne who was also our course mate, was number two, while Erik was number three.[Me: You’re numb
EZRAN’S POV“Who is kissing who, Ezran?” Mom asked the third time, stepping further into the room, arms crossed.My brain short-circuited entirely for a solid three seconds, phone still lying face-up on the mattress where it had fallen, Erik’s muffled laughter still faintly audible from the speaker.“Erik was talking about a movie,” I blurted out, snatching the phone up and pressing it against my chest like that would somehow muffle the evidence. “A really dramatic one with a lot of kissing in it. The protagonist later died.”Mom raised a brow, entirely unconvinced. “A tragedy movie?”“Mm-hm.”“With kissing?”“Yeah, lots of it.”From the phone, I heard Erik’s voice pipe up faintly. “Wait, what movie are we talking about?”I hung up immediately and tossed the phone aside, cold sweat breaking out on my forehead.Fuck you, Erik Anderson.Mom studied me for a long moment and I itched my nape in discomfort. Eventually, she let out a small sigh and shook her head, apparently deciding the in
EZRAN’S POVThe afternoon slipped by slowly and I lazily curled up against Lucian on the couch.“Open it.” he said, pushing a box towards me.I sat up properly, ignoring the lingering ache in my back, and carefully opened the box. Inside sat a slim silver bracelet, delicate and understated, a small shiny star dangling from the clasp.“Lucian…” I let out a soft gasp.“I know we already have matching pieces,” he said, something almost bashful in his tone, which was rare enough that I nearly forgot to breathe. “But I wanted you to have something just for you. Something that’s entirely yours, not paired to mine.”I turned the bracelet over in my palm, cracking up slightly. “A star?”“Because in my eyes, you glitter like the stars,” he said quietly. “I thought it was fitting.”I didn’t trust my voice for a moment, so I simply held my wrist out to him instead, letting him fasten the clasp with careful, practiced fingers.“It’s so beautiful.”“Not as beautiful as you.”I almost laughed. “Bea
EZRAN’S POVI woke up to sunlight, the dull ache radiating from my lower back, and the distinct, horrifying realization that I could not move my legs without wincing.“Oh my God,” I groaned into the pillow. “Oh my actual God.”A low chuckle sounded from somewhere beside me, and I turned my head just enough to glare at Lucian, who was propped up on one elbow, looking undoubtedly well-rested and pleased with himself.“Good morning, little sweetheart” he said.“Hmm.” I stifled an answer.“Are you… okay?” He asked as his gaze moved from my face, downwards to the sheets.“No idea,” I shrugged. “I might actually need a wheelchair.”“I did warn you.”“You didn’t warn me it would feel like this.”He laughed properly then, reaching over to brush my sticky and messy curls away from my face, his expression softening into something far gentler than the smugness from a moment ago. “How are you feeling? Actually feeling, not the exaggerated version.”I considered the question honestly, shifting sli
EZRAN’S POV The air seemed to tense as I locked gazes with Lucian.“Ezran, I can’t…” his voice trailed off.My eyes dimmed slightly and I raised my voice a bit louder. “You can’t or you don’t want to.”“I want to, but—”“Then no buts.”His eyes fixed on mine deeper as if he were trying to search for answers in my eyes.“Are you sure you want this?” he asked, taking slow strides toward me.“Mhm,” I nodded.“Are you scared?”“No.” I mumbled, my eyes dancing on the marble floor.God, I was scared but I didn’t want to show it. What if he was too large? What if I couldn’t walk after tomorrow? What if mom found out I was screwing her stepson?“Little sweetheart,” Lucian called as he stood right in front of me, stroking my head. “I can smell the fear in you.”Damn. He caught me—like always.“Are you that nervous?”I nodded and bit my bottom lip. He smiled softly and lifted my chin up, kissing me hard.Gawwwwd! I could feel butterflies dancing in my belly. Lucian Banks was kissing me—no, he
LUCIAN’S POVThe truth was, I hadn’t needed a minute that night. I’d need considerably longer than that.I stood in the cold shower for nearly twenty minutes after leaving Ezran downstairs, my breath ragged, as I tried to will my body back into some semblance of control. It had been a single kiss. A single, unhurried and achingly soft kiss, and somehow it had undone the composure I’d spent years perfecting.Ezran had that effect on me. He always had, since the very first time he snapped at me in that hallway, chin raised, eyes blazing with a defiance that shouldn’t have been attractive and yet completely was.I wasn’t proud of fleeing up the stairs like some inexperienced teenager, but I also wasn’t entirely ashamed of it either. Ezran wasn’t ready, at least, not yet, and the last thing I intended to do was rush him toward something he needed to arrive at on his own terms, at his own pace.Even if my own restraint was rapidly becoming a genuine inconvenience.….The flight to Russia w
Melbourne, Australia, 10:00am.EZRAN'S POV.I had exactly three problems that morning.One, my mother was getting married again, two, the black suit I was forced to wear made me look like a guest at a funeral, and three, this wedding was happening whether I liked it or not.I stood in front of the
@lucian.banks_paragon followed you back.My eyes widened and I covered my mouth to prevent myself from screaming out.Another notification popped in and I almost passed out.@lucian.banks_paragon sent you a message.Lucian: Go to bed, kiddo. It's way past your bedtime.I blinked repeatedly as I sta
Days moved faster than I thought and soon, it was weekend. I sat on my reading table, my fingers resting on the cursor of my laptop.I can't believe I've spent one week in a strange house. I was already bored to death.A thought nudged at the back of my mind and I shook it off frantically.Slowly,
The wedding dragged to an end and I heaved out in relief. Dragging my already tired limbs out of the hall, I dialed my best friend’s digits via video call.“Yo, Ez.” Erik’s caramel skin glowed as his face appeared on the screen. “Happy married life to you.”The heck?“My mom got married, not me.” I





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