Milana
“I'm sorry I'm late. Got caught up in an accident.” Zoya gasps the moment I tell her and she stands to her feet as she begins to inspect my body. “Are you hurt? Did you get hurt?” She asks worriedly, checking my body for any signs of injury. There are none. I did not get hurt, but my ego did. I've never been so embarrassed in my life. And to think that it was a handsome man who talked to me with so much disgust. “Do I look disgusting, Zoya?” I ask in a low voice and I don't even know why I ask that. “You don't. You're one of the most beautiful women that I know, Mila. It's just that…your um… marriage and the constant beatings you get from Maksim are making you look so worn out. Take care of yourself more.” She advises and my eyes water as I nervously bite down my lips. Maksim takes all my money, I barely have savings for myself. Zoya just introduced a good-paying job to me, where I would be working as a nanny. It pays more than my old job and once I get accepted, I will quit the old one. There's a slim chance of me getting accepted, because there are so many women here applying for the same job as me. They look much more pretty and compatible and I look…..me. “Once I raise enough money, I'll divorce him.” Zoya scoffs, “And we both know that's impossible. You don't have any savings, Mila. He takes everything. He’s going to kill you one day. You have—” Zoya's voice trails off and she looks at me with pain-filled eyes. “Marks everywhere.” She mutters softly and I run my tongue over my lower lip. She is right. My body is full of marks from the constant beatings I get from Maksim. They never get a chance to heal as he beats me over and over again, “Let's go in. I kept our seats in the front row.” She nudges my elbow and I slowly nod, walking towards the entrance that leads to a hall filled with different potential nannies. Just when we are about to go in, I hear my voice and Zoya and I instantly turn towards the direction the voice came from. “Milana.” My eyes widen in surprise when I see a little girl waving excitedly at me. She’s not alone, she is with her rude and inconsiderate father and some tall and gruff-looking guards. It's Annika. “Papa, I told you that it's her. Milana!” She calls again and her father holds a displeased look on his face as she begins to run towards me, dragging her father along. “Hi, Annika.” I wave sheepishly, the moment she stands in front of me. Her father's words are still ringing in my head, and seeing him again makes me feel more mortified. “Hey. What are you doing here? Papa, what is she doing here? Are you auditioning to be my nanny too?” There is an expectant look in her eyes as she waits for a reply and my eyes widen. Her nanny? Is she— I gasp as realization dawns on me. “W…well, yes,” I utter nervously, feeling a pair of grey eyes staring intently at me. There's a dangerous aura surrounding him, causing me to remind myself to stay away. “That's great, Milana.” She giggles, turning to face her father and she asks, “Papa, can she be my nanny?” Wait what? I share surprised glances with Zoya who looks shocked as hell. “Anushka, what are you saying?” Her father does not hide the displeasure in his voice as he speaks and I can tell that he's pissed, but he does not show it to his daughter. I feel his anger when his eyes settle on me. “I want her to be my nanny, papa. I like Milana.” she smiles so lovingly and I flash a warm smile at her. “You just met her, Anushka. You can't like someone you just met.” He points out. Gosh, I'm not getting this job. This man hates me. If he's trying to dissuade his daughter from picking me, it only means that I don't have a chance here. “But I like Milana. I want her to be my nanny. Please, papa.” Annika remains insistent and I soon begin to feel awkward. I don't mind being her nanny, really. “Anushka” He calls softly, going down on one knee. “There are a lot of ladies in there. You've only met one. You will find another person that you like more.” “No, papa.” She mutters and then she wraps her hands grudgingly around her chest. “I want Milana to be my nanny. If you don't pick her, then let's go home. I don't need another nanny and I'm not going to talk to you again.” Annika sounds so angry now and it feels so weird knowing that I'm the cause of it. We just met today, but the little girl seems to like me so much already. And I like her as well, she's such a cutie. “Anushka.” “Just say yes, papa. Boris, ask papa to say yes. I want Milana.” She turns to face the guard and Zoya leans toward me to whisper. “When did you meet her?” “Today.” I whisper back. “I bumped into their car and we only had a little introduction.” “I see. She likes you a lot. I think you will get the job.” I hope so. I really need the money and it's paying so well. The pay is five times bigger than the salary in my current workplace. “Papa, please. Let Milana be my nanny.” She never stops being persistent and her father lets out a resigned sigh. “Okay, Anushka. But I will interview her first. If she's good, I will employ her, if she's not, we will look elsewhere.” Annika bobs her head and she happily hugs her father. “Thank you, papa.” “Give her the card, Boris. Be at the address tomorrow. 8 am sharp. Boris, dismiss the other women. They can go.”Milana “Now tell me, how the hell did you get Viktor Ivanov's daughter to like you so much?” Zoya asks the moment we step in front of my porch and I shrug my shoulders. I have no idea. “I…I. We just met and…” “Fuck! You’re lucky.” I wish. I really wish I was. “And you seem to know him so well, who’s he?” The name sounds familiar, but I don’t get where I’ve heard the name from before. “You’re so busy getting beatings from your husband that you don’t know anything about Russia anymore.” she mumbles and a frown appears on my face. Zoya is right. I’m too caught up trying to put my marriage together. “He’s THE Viktor Ivanov. He’s in the Bratva? The strategists? The four reapers? Does that ring a bell?” She lists out and my mouth parts in shock. It’s really him. Now I know why his name sounded familiar. He’s a member of the Bratva. He’s among the four ruthless members who are also called the four reapers. Everyone fears them as they hold so much power and are all bloodthirsty.
Milana Fuck! I’m late. Very late and it’s all thanks to Maksim and my stupid car. Maksim insisted that I made him breakfast and when I tried explaining to him that I had to leave early, he slapped me. Funny how he’s the one who puts me up to a task and he’s still the one delaying me. I’m supposed to be at the location by 8 and it’s already 8:30. The slap from Maksim this morning gave me enough reason to want to leave him. I step out of my car breathlessly as I stand in front of the restaurant where Viktor is going to interview me. I’m cooked. I know it. The first thing I see are two SUVs parked in front of the building and I know that the cars are his. I quickly run toward the building and I don’t even bother to knock before barging into the restaurant. The place is eerily quiet and there is no one around. No customers I mean, because I can see gruff-looking men standing and then my eyes land on him. He looks displeased and angry. “You’re late.” He says coldly and I begin to pick
Dear readers, Please note that although this story has a Russian theme, it is written in English. When reading dialogue, please assume that characters are speaking in Russian, even though it appears in English. This is the book 2 in the Dark Desires Series and book one is Dark Obsessions, a MM romance. Maddest Obsseions will be out soon! I did not upload it because I'm still working with a few adjustments on the plot. Xoxo
Milana I got the job!! I've been employed as Annika’s nanny. I was so happy when Viktor told me. Not only would I get a huge amount as my salary, but I would also be free from that hell I call a marriage. I have not been so happy for a while now. I'll be living at Viktor’s place and that only means five days without beatings and scoldings. I would be free from Maksim for five fucking days. I will finally have some peace of mind. I went straight to my workplace to quit my job and then I told Zoya about the good news. I was going to start work tomorrow. Viktor had me give him my house address as someone would pick me up tomorrow. “How was your interview?” Maksim asks the moment I walk into the house. I pause in my tracks, nervously looking down in fear. I'm scared of Maksim. This man is a beast and every time he comes near me, it's to hit me. “F…F…”“Give me straight answers! Enough with the fucking stutters!!” He snaps angrily at me and I walk backwards when he rises to his feet.
Milana Maksim left early this morning and I already packed my things that I would need to stay at Viktor’s place for the week. It’s Wednesday, so I only packed things that I will need for two more days. I was so glad when Maksim left. The slap he gave me yesterday left his fingerprints on my face and he actually returned home with a woman yesterday. I was locked up in my room, completely helpless as the sound of them fucking filled my ears. There was nothing that I could do, I couldn’t even sleep. Was I not pretty enough for Maksim to have sex with? I swear, I’m hotter than some of the women he brings home. Why can’t he just look at me? I kept on hearing the sounds of their bed creaking and the woman moaning out my husband’s name so loudly before I finally fell asleep. It was already 10 in the morning and I was waiting patiently for whoever Viktor said would come and pick me up. At exactly 10 minutes after 10, I hear a car honk and I quickly rush to the window. A relieved look ap
Viktor “So were you able to get a nanny for Annika?” Alexei asks and I only nod, taking slow sips from my drink. Getting Milana as Annuka’s nanny was unplanned and it was done on short notice. Something happened to her old nanny. She tried to hurt my daughter and I killed her. In the most gruesome ways ever. “I hope this one stays. Changing her nannies all the time is not healthy. She's still so little to experience many toxic things.” Exactly. I'm so busy but I try to spend at least two hours with Annika every day. Sometimes I don't spend time with her at all but she never complains and plays on her own. I know that it's hurting her inside that she is alone most of the time but she smiles to cover it. That's why I took her to a school where no one could know of her identity as my daughter. I want her to live a normal life and make friends normally. She will not make friends as the daughter of Viktor Ivanov, nor will her friends be scared of her because of her father's reputation.
Milana Annika was really happy to see me. She jumped to hug me the moment she saw me. She was in her room, reading a book. She's so smart for her age. I moved my bags to my room and Boris left. “I'm so glad that you are here, Milana. Papa told me that you were coming today and I have been waiting for you.” She says as I follow her back into her room. Her room is so pretty, neat and coordinated. She's so neat for a six-year-old. I still can't believe that she was alone in here. “I'm glad too. And I'm going to do my best for you, Annika. I hope we get along well.” I tell her. We are already getting along and I hope that it goes on like that. “Which book were you reading?” I ask curiously, and my eyes land on the book which seems to be an English book. “It's a book that Papa got me. It's for beginners in English. I'm trying to perfect my English.” Viktor told me that. He said that I would be giving Annika English lessons. Luckily, I'm very good at English. “How good are you now in
Viktor Milana quickly wipes her tears as she sees me and then her eyes widen in horror and she begins to stammer. “Y..you're back.” She stutters and I just shrug my shoulders lightly. Obviously. I didn't mean to listen to her conversation, but my legs refused to move either when she was talking and it appeared like she had problems with her mother. Well, that shouldn't be my concern. She should sort out whatever problems that she has. “You can go to your room. Good night.” I dismiss her with a single wave of my hands. Milana opens her mouth to speak, but she closes her mouth again. She looks confused and I know that she's trying to tell me something. “Milana,” I call, my tone neutral and she abruptly turns to face me. “Sir, do you need anything.” I inhale slowly, pushing my hand into my left pocket. I don't need anything from her except her taking care of my daughter, but it seems like she requires something and is currently contemplating whether she should ask or not.
Viktor “Viktor,” I turn upon hearing my name and I keep a neutral look on my face when Yelena approaches me. There is a soft smile on her face as she walks towards me. She’s wearing a blue dress that stops just above her knee and her straightened brunette hair stops right above her shoulders. There's heavy makeup on her face and I must say, Yelena exudes an aura wherever she goes. She is Vladimir’s daughter. “Hello.” I keep my tone professional and she finally stands in front of me. Her perfume hits my nose immediately and I almost puke. I don't like the smell of it. It's too harsh. I've gotten so used to Milana that I love her natural scent a lot. She hardly uses expensive perfumes and still smells so good. Like roses. “I'm so glad that I've been able to meet you. I came running here once Mikhail told me that the both of you came together. How have you been?? How's Annika? I guess she misses her aunty a lot.” Yelena chuckles. Annika knows Yelena and they've not met for over a year
Viktor Milana was really testing me. She actually decided to suck my dick and it felt so good that I was losing it and wanted Mikhail to leave as soon as possible. I was supposed to go meet him but I canceled all my plans after seeing the marks on Milana’s body. I already locked my door and no one will be barging in.Milana's eyes fill with tears and I smirk as I stare down at her. She looks so good having my cock in her mouth and she's going to finish what she started. Was she trying to tease me when she knew that Mikhail was here and that I could lose control when it came to her? My control snaps once it comes to Milana. I become an untamed beast. She keeps her mouth open and I fuck her mouth hard. My thrusts are violent and urgent as I feel the need to cum. In her mouth. I've not cummed in her pussy before as Milana is so intent on being careful about getting pregnant. I already got her birth control pills and I don't know if she's taking them yet. I'll ask when I'm about to fuck
Milana It's Mikhail. Viktor’s scary friend. The huge and intimidating one. They are all tall, but Mikhail and Nikolai scare me. Alexei is less intimidating and I've gotten more used and comfortable with Viktor. He no longer scares me like before. I gulp and I try not to breathe so hard. It would be so messed up if Viktor's friend catches me under his table, half-naked. I didn't even get to wear my sweater. And Viktor? I almost burst out laughing when I see his hard dick from under the table. He did not even get to tuck it inside and he's still fully hard.“Boss, I tried to stop him. He—” “Quiet Boris. I already came in. You can go.” Mikhail dismisses Boriz and I know that he leaves when I hear footsteps and the door closes. “Barging into my house and my office is rude Mikhail,” Viktor speaks for the first time, his voice dangerously low and Mikhail scoffs. “And bailing on me is disrespectful. How dare you? I waited for over an hour and you sent Boris to tell me that something cam
Milana I really have no idea how things got to this point, me telling Viktor about Maksim and his abuse. I really did not want to tell him about it. It was not my intention to let him know, but Viktor had seen the marks on my body. They were so stubborn this time and refused to heal quickly. Zoya even pitied me when she was helping me to apply some ointment on them, and I had to beg her not to pick up her phone as she wanted to call the police. “Why are you angry?” I ask Viktor again, and he sucks in a deep breath. He just had forgotten that he was supposed to stop talking to me when he saw the same marks, and he just grabbed me. And I think that's a good thing as Viktor is now talking and maybe I can get the reason for his anger out of his mouth. “I'm angry because of you, Milana. You.” He replies in a stern tone that does not sound so hard, and my eyes widen. Me? What did I do to get him so angry, even to the point that he did not want to look at me or even talk to me? “Me?” I s
Viktor He does. Her husband beats her up. My answer is right in front of me. Maksim abuses Milana because what in the hell are those ugly marks on her body? I was still very angry at Milana for other reasons but I still noticed that there was a red mark at the side of her neck and that was when I decided to check what it was and I noticed red, ugly cane marks and then, the fingerprints on her face. They were barely visible but I was not stupid enough to not know that she was slapped. “Answer my question. Does your husband abuse you? Did he do this?” My voice is lower this time as a crying Milana already looks so scared. My heart cuts when she slowly nods her head and blurts out a soft yes. He does beat her up. He was the one who beat her this badly. What did she do to him that made him hit a woman this much? And the bastard used a came. I suck in a deep breath and I ask in a soft voice, “How long has this been going on? How long has he been abusing you?”“For two years now. Since w
Milana It was finally Monday, and things had just been messy for me. After running away from Maksim, I spent my weekend at Zoya’s house. When Vion was coming to pick me up, I was lucky that I had his number and directed him to come pick me up at a spot instead. That was how we both went to Annika’s school and returned home afterward. Viktor was not home when he got home, and it did not seem like he was going to return early. I had missed him so much, and I wanted to see him and hug him as I felt his warmth. I had already decided to wait for him until he came back that evening. To pass the time, I taught Amnika some ballet steps. After that, I assisted her with her assignment before she told me that she was tired. I made her dinner and sent some to Vion and Boris before taking Annika to bed. And here I am, waiting for Viktor in the sitting room. I'm waiting patiently for him to come back. He returns home just when the clock hits nine, and when I hear footsteps, I stand up to my feet
Milana My hand is shaky as I place it on the doorknob. I have come home and don't know why I feel it's a terrible idea. It is a bad idea. Returning to this house is a horrible idea, and things never end well. It takes everything within me to open the door as I walk into the house. The first person I see is my greatest nightmare—Maksim, who looks like he was just waiting for me. “I brought your money,” I utter, my voice low and shaky, but Maksim scoffs, and I watch as he abruptly stands up to his feet.“You've been growing wings Milana.” Each step he takes closer to me makes my heart race and it feels like I'm going closer to death itself. I should probably drop his money and run away, but I can't do that. Maksim always finds a way to bring me back to this house by threatening me. If only I could get the money that I'm owning me but I've not gathered up to that amount and I can't even find someone to burrow from. Something keeps telling me to tell Viktor about this. He's rich, he ca
Milana A week later and we are back to the weekend. This past week has been so unforgettable. I was given a princess treatment by Viktor throughout my period and I spent every night in his room. We did not fuck, but he took so much care of me by preparing me warm baths and making sure that I was comfortable. We also slept with Viktor cuddling me and once I finished my period by Thursday, he kept me up all through the night. The sex that night was so hot that I was not able to get out of bed the next day. I stayed at home on Friday and Viktor took Annika to school. We did not have sex Friday evening because I was still too sore and I knew that I would not be able to take him.It's Saturday and I'm not going home today. I don't want to go to that house. I don't want to meet Maksim instead or even talk to him, but it seems like I'm destined and cursed to talk to him and my phone rings the moment his thought crosses my mind. Maksim calls and I frown, before picking up the call. I would
Milana After freshening up, I go downstairs and meet Annika and Viktor having breakfast. He has already cooked. “Good morning, Milana.” Annika smiles at me, and I wave at her, muttering a good morning. Since Viktor has already cooked, I think I should go upstairs, as I'm not feeling too well. My stomach is hurting, and I need some rest. I turn to leave when Viktor's voice jolts me, and I immediately turn to face him. “Where are you going?” he asks me, and I slowly clear my throat. “I'm going upstairs. I need to rest. I'm not feeling too well.” I tell him, slowly wrapping my hands around my stomach, which is beginning to ache so much. Fuck, I need to get my pills. “Sit, " he utters, pointing at the chair near him, and my eyes widen in confusion. What is he saying? And what does he mean by “I should sit?” It's his dining table, and I'm just a nanny. I've never sat at this table, and I don't think that it's appropriate for me to sit there. “B…b…but y…yo…you..” “Sit, Milana. Join us