"Let it be; it's already happened; what else can we do?" Lea said resignedly.
"Well, you could try negotiating with Grace's boyfriend?"
"Freddie?"
"Yeah, talk to Freddie, ask him to arrange another meeting with Shane, tell him you want to apologize," Amanda suggested, including some reasonable advice.
Lea immediately rejected the idea.
"No way! I don't want that. Am I supposed to chase after him now?"
"Well, not really. There's a reason behind it. Do you want to apologize, don't you?" Amanda tried to convince her stubborn friend. But based on experience, Lea needed to be more easily swayed from her stance. The girl remained stubborn and refused to humble herself by apologizing first.
"I don't want to! Shane can be so arrogant. He'll probably bully me even more. No way!" Lea insisted.
Amanda was at a loss for words to persuade her friend. She knew Lea was stubborn but didn't expect it to be this difficult!
"You're so stubborn! I want to meet this 'ice block' Shane. It must be entertaining to see an ice-cold meeting a stubborn head. Seriously, I'm curious!" Amanda commented, frustrated with Lea's unwillingness to be advised. Amanda wasn't sure she could endure being with Lea if it weren't for their long-standing friendship.
"I might apply for a national record someday," Amanda said.
"Oh, what category are you thinking?" Lea asked.
"The category of the most patient person being friends with a blockhead like you!" Amanda said with a laugh, amused by her joke.
Lea shot her a piercing look, but deep down, she was grateful that, up to that moment, Amanda was still willing to endure being her friend. Amanda had endured facing her with all her flaws, continuously confronting her about anything.
Amanda Lewis. That was her name. She was a friend who had known Lea since high school. Their friendship continued into college even though they both attended in the same college, majoring in different fields. Lea studied Accounting, while Amanda studied Business Management Economics.
They maintained their enduring friendship not because their attitudes and personalities differed. On the contrary, they were quite different. However, Amanda, who was sensitive and caring, somehow felt compatible with Lea, who was indifferent but easily affected. And, oh, one more thing united them—their shared love for culinary delights.
They both loved trying different foods. If there were a new viral menu, they would quickly go hunting for it. They were also notorious for being food lovers who couldn't cook. While others who loved eating tried various things to be able to cook their favorite dishes, Lea and Amanda never had any interest in cooking, no matter how enticing the menu.
They rarely stepped into the kitchen. They wouldn't bother entering their kitchen if it weren't for extreme circumstances. This contradiction often irritated both Lea's and Amanda's mothers.
Amanda came from an influential family. She was one of the descendants of a respected family with a large property company. After graduating, Amanda was, of course, recruited by her father to continue the family business. Easily, she secured the position of Manager. But that didn't mean she was idle. She worked diligently, applying the knowledge and skills she gained during her education.
Amanda once offered Lea a job in her family's company, but she preferred applying to BISCO Corps, which was the closest to her house. This way, she didn't need to spend too much time commuting.
"So, if you don't want to fix things with Shane anymore, what do you want, hmm?" Amanda asked again, trying to understand Lea's intentions.
"I just want to vent. When I vent like this, I feel relieved," Lea defended herself.
Amanda looked at her suspiciously, "Are you relieved now? It seems to me that you regret the blind date not going smoothly, to be honest."
"Well... yeah, maybe. But that doesn't mean I have to go to him and apologize and ask to start over from the beginning, right?" Lea expressed her reluctance. Her pride wouldn't allow her to do such a thing.
Amanda shook her head. "Well, that's just a suggestion. If you don't want to, it's entirely up to you. It's probably best to forget about Shane from now on. Because you and the ice block are just not destined to be together!"
"Come on, let's go home. Suddenly, I feel irritated, tired of arguing with you," Amanda grumbled and proceeded to the cashier to pay for their orders. Lea followed from behind, and they went home together that night.
At home, Lea tried to talk to her mom. Mrs. Anna, curious about Lea's story about the blind date the night before, listened attentively. Several times, the middle-aged woman shook her head in surprise at her daughter's behavior in front of a man. When Lea finally finished telling the story, Mrs. Anna scolded her,
"Oh dear, no wonder you can't find a partner. Your attitude toward a guy you just met is like that. Hoo... the police candidate as a future son-in-law is canceled! Look, you're wasting your fortune."
"So you also think I'm the one at fault here, huh?" Lea asked irritably.
"Well, yes, it's clear your attitude is the problem. You shouldn't be so arrogant. You shouldn't have responded to his words with a counterattack. Maybe he intended to let you know so you could change, that means it was a good intention. But instead of obeying, you attacked back by insulting him. Who wouldn't feel ill at ease?" Mrs. Anna tried to explain to her daughter.
"You've always been difficult to advise since you were a child. You never want to be blamed even though no one in this world is always right. No one! So you have to start accepting the shortcomings and strengths of others, including yourself.”
“No one is perfect. If you're looking for perfection, it's difficult, you won't find it anywhere. Everyone is created as a package with pluses and minuses. It's about how two people who are paired up want and are willing to accept and complement each other to create a conducive relationship," Mrs. Anna advised Lea.
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"Don't run around, darling. You'll fall."Lea tried to catch up with Gina who was running around in the middle of the yard; although it was a little tricky because of her bulging belly, she still tried to catch up with the princess. Shane, who saw this from inside the house, immediately ran out and approached them in a hurry."Honey, don't bother Mommy," Shane said as he grabbed Gina and carried her in his arms."Dad, how come the others haven't come yet? It's been a long time," Gina said playfully.At only five years old, Gina is already brilliant. Neither Lea nor Shane expected their first daughter to be as talkative as her mother, but as wise as her father."Later, soon the others will come. That's why Gina must be a good girl. Don't be naughty and don't run around, poor mama," Shane continued, pointing at Lea.Lea smiled back as she stroked her growing belly. She was truly thankful that her second pregnancy had not been like her first. Even though it was her second pregnancy, Lea
"Oh my, aunt. Anyway, Lea doesn't want to be dressed up like that, ah. Mom, please tell Aunt Dina. I just want flawless makeup, like Grace usually has. That's my final decision!" Lea said emphatically. She had yet to expect that there would still be complicated problems on the wedding day."But this is a good MUA, you know, Se. As a bride, you can't have flawless makeup makeup, it can be less amazing later. Oh my, Grace. Here, tell your sister!" Mrs. Anna called to her youngest child, who was busy with some bridal accessories for her sister."Sizt Lea, please, no need to protest here and there. Just accept it. It will be good." Grace said, reassuring her sister, who did not like makeup at all. All her life, she only wanted to be made up by Grace, and that, too, with many demands, must be subtle, not be minor, and must be as natural as possible.Lea took a deep breath and let it out harshly. The MUA seemed indifferent and continued preparing all her equipment, which had been thoroughly
"So what's the date?" asked Lea on the other end of the line."The 25th," replied Shane, looking at the calendar he was holding.Shane's extended family on his mother's grandmother's side, had many customs and beliefs in the village. They asked for Shane's and Lea's birth dates and then calculated the most appropriate wedding day, which they believed would guarantee the couple's happiness.At first, Shane and Lea laughed it off, but thanks to Mrs. Kate's coercion not to disappoint the elders, they agreed when she said the twenty-fifth of April was their wedding date."That's exactly one month from now, isn't it?" asked Lea. There was both excitement and fear in her voice. Excited because the time was getting closer for her to be side by side with Shane. But she was also afraid because she still had a lot of preparation to do.Lea and Shane agreed not to use a wedding planner because they wanted to care for everything themselves. From choosing the decor for their reception room in the
"Mommy's sick. So I'm out of the office today," Shane told Lea, who immediately became anxious in her office."Duh, what's wrong with Aunty?""Meriang malarindu, wkwkwk. Papa left her with Grandma two days ago. I had to stay there and meet some distant family." Shane explained the chronology."How come Auntie didn't come?""Mom wasn't feeling well before Dad left. That's why she decided to go alone. Eh, Daddy made her even more sick.""Hmm ... then I'll stop by on my way home. What does Aunty usually like to eat? Let me bring it with me."Lea offered. "That's okay. You don't have to bring food. Mommy's the type who doesn't like to eat out anyway. You'd better cook for her here. It'll be more special. Uh, but if you're not tired. I just got off work." Shane replied as he was."Hmm ... never mind. I'll think about it while I'm there. Okay, I'll go to work first. It's already the bell," Lea said, although it wasn't yet. It's still a while. It's just that she hung
After expressing their feelings to each other, Shane and Lea finally stop lying about their feelings. Yes, they are getting married!A chat message that came to Lea's phone that night spontaneously kept her awake all night.It was a poem from Daniel that read beautifully, he said,Dissolved in an increasingly entangling lonelinessWhen your body can no longer be held tightlyDark shadows in the futureAs if the promise of wounds of despair will unfold aloneFor without you, oh idol...Maybe it's good for me to goRelease the weariness that reignsFor there seems to be no place hereWhere no shadow of you is always clearJust a shadow, without a body, without a soul..."Lea squeezed her cell phone, trying to feel the man's heartache on the other side. Then, she could not answer anything. Just an apology with a crying emoticon, which she sent as a form of regret.Amanda had called him earlier in the day and told him that Daniel was planning to go abroad after his time in the city jail t
Meanwhile, Lea, who had been grabbed again by the tall, bald man with many tattoos on his arms, tried to escape but could not move at all. He knew that the thug's strength was no match for him."Go after him! Martin's son can't escape!" The heavy baritone voice of the thug blocked Lea's movements by twisting her hands behind her back. His voice was grim and sinister. Lea shuddered at the sound.When she saw Shane running away, she also understood that this was Shane's attempt to survive and that he would surely come back to save her somehow."Ah, shit!" Lea cursed as she was pushed into the black APV and locked from the outside. Meanwhile, the thugs seemed to be helping to chase Shane."What did he say? Martin's son?" Lea thought, alone in the car.Who is Martin? Is that the name of Shane's father? Is that why they were kidnapped? Does it have something to do with Shane's father? There were many questions in Lea's mind, but she couldn't find any answers.She was surprised when a phone