Final Verdict

"The man who seeks revenge digs two graves." -Ken Kessey

Have you ever felt a numbness in your heart that makes you want to just stop everything? Do you feel alive but feel like you're not breathing at all? Is it as if your body is an empty vessel drifting aimlessly? That your head is under the water, submerged in sadness, while your soul has been wounded innumerable times by the world's poisonous needle? And you just want to sleep until everything is already alright and everyone has forgotten or moved on from what happened.

Liar... I am liar

Ang sabi ko hindi na ako iiyak. Ang sabi ko magiging matapang na ako ulit at haharapin ang lahat ng mga taong umaalipusta sa aking pagkatao. Ang sabi ko hindi na ako magiging mahina ulit na tila wala na akong lakas pang mabuhay sa mundo. But why? Why do I feel like everything doesn't make sense anymore? Pakiramdam ko lumulutang ako sa gitna ng bagyo. Hindi ko na masundan pa ang mga pangyayari. Masyadong mabilis. Wala na sa ayos. Hindi ko na ma