Chapter Forty Eight

I slammed my bedroom door shut and fell onto my bed crying. All this training was a waste of time. I couldn't use it when I really needed it. I was angry at myself for being so useless in battle. I was a danger to everyone around me. I could have gotten everyone killed that night. Everyone except Claude anyway, I could never win against him.

The smell of smoke made me sit up. My bed was on fire again. Shit! I folded the blankets over on themselves snuffing out the fire once more.

I moved into the spare bedroom the night we got back and woke up in the middle of the night with flames all around me. I only meant to stay for the one night, to cool down and talk to John once I was level headed. But knowing what I was capable of, I didn’t want to burn John in the middle of the night. My nightmares were getting worse and worse, and the mattress was completely ruined. It wasn’t even the slightest bit comfortable, but I couldn’t tell anyone. What would they think? Some Luna I was, too weak t