LOGINELVIS POV
As I shut my bedroom door behind me, I leaned against it, exhaling a long, weary breath. The ghosts of my past hovered in the dim silence, threatening to take over, but I couldn’t let them. Not now—not when the stakes were higher than ever. Pushing away from the door, I moved toward the bed and collapsed face-first onto it, desperate to sink into its embrace. Sleep was the only escape I wanted tonight. Just as my body began to surrender to exhaustion, the piercing trill of my phone shattered the quiet. I groaned in frustration, assuming it was either Noah or Leo playing a prank at this hour. Ignoring the call, I buried my head in the pillows and willed myself back to sleep. But the ringtone came again. I sighed, lifting my head and scanning the room for the sound. It wasn’t on the nightstand or the dresser. The noise came from my study. Dragging myself up, I headed toward it. When I finally found the phone and glanced at the screen, my stomach twisted. The number was unfamiliar. My nerves prickled. Since moving here, I’d changed everything—my number, my name, even the threads of my identity. I’d cut off anyone who knew me back in Russia. I severed ties so cleanly that even calling my mother—a number I knew by heart—felt like stepping into forbidden territory. My father never explicitly forbade me from reaching out to her. The closest he came was giving Pavel a simple instruction: “Don’t call your mother,” spoken as if the weight of his words alone would be enough. He hadn’t called me either—not once since I was sent here, treated like an outcast with some disease he feared would infect him. Like a son he no longer wished to recognize. The phone kept ringing, and dread seeped into my chest. What if it was Oleg? What if he’d found me? My hands trembled as I placed the phone on the desk, staring at it like it might explode. Panic set in. My gaze darted to the windows—locked. My breathing quickened. A sudden knock at the door startled me, and I nearly jumped. Heart pounding, I moved to the drawer and pulled it open, revealing the cold steel of my gun. My fingers hovered over it, but I couldn’t bring myself to touch it. I wasn’t sure I had it in me to pull the trigger again. “Young Boss, are you in there?” Pavel’s voice brought me back. Relief washed over me as I let out a shaky sigh. Closing the drawer, I grabbed my phone and noticed the call had stopped. I walked to the door, pulling it open to find Pavel standing there. “Leo’s already left,” he said. I nodded silently, his eyes studying me with quiet concern. Though he didn’t comment on my disheveled state, he spoke carefully. “Do you have time for a boxing match? I thought it might help clear your head.” He knew boxing was my outlet, my way of shaking off stress. Whether his suggestion came from concern or his own need for a fight, I couldn’t tell. But I agreed anyway. “Yeah, give me a minute. I’ll meet up with you.” As I followed Pavel downstairs to the boxing ring, I felt my tension begin to ease. The ring was more than just a space—it was my sanctuary, a place where I had control and could channel all the pent-up energy coursing through me. Though I wasn’t one for unnecessary bloodshed, there was something about sparring matches that I found oddly satisfying. When we arrived at the ring, I noticed Losif was already there, his sharp eyes fixed on me. He gave a slight bow and greeted me with a formal, "Good evening, Boss." I nodded in acknowledgment, keeping my response curt. Losif and I rarely spoke beyond what was necessary; our interactions were always professional and distant. Pavel, on the other hand, was different. Though we spoke more casually, there was still a barrier between us. I didn’t trust him entirely, and that created a gap neither of us tried to bridge. After we both suited up, ready for the match.ELVIS POVI barely covered a foot before Oleg was on me. Grabbing my jaw from the front and tore me back to my feet. Forced eye-to-eye for the first time since he had dragged me onto his lap, I took in the horrifying contrast—while I was battered and fighting for air, he appeared almost unscathed; his damp hair fell across his forehead, veiling his eyes slightly was the only indication that he’d exerted himself at all. A deadly coldness hardened his features. "How many times does it take for it to sink in?" he hissed, his thumb digging into my skin. "You don't ever attempt to run from me."I didn't even get a full look at him before I was airborne. I collided hard with the wall, then collapsed onto the ground with a bone-jarring thud. A low groan tore from my throat; my head had also cracked against the concrete—I was stunned to find no blood when I reached up to check. Oleg moved toward me, but his figure doubled, blurring into two identical threats. I squeezed my hands into tight fi
ELVIS POVHe acted as if I hadn't spoken at all. "Oleg," I pleaded. "Keep quiet," he growled. "Unless you want to add more bodies to the listI went instantly mute, curling into myself in a frantic bid to stay unseen by whoever was on the other side. The heavy door groaned open just enough for a worn, canvas-like bag to be passed through. Oleg kept me completely shielded, securing my legs with his left arm while grabbing the drop with his right. Re-centering his grip, he carried me back into the room. The sack swung, striking my knee, its contents a terrifying mystery.Oleg sat back down in the chair, hoisting me back onto his lap.That was when the world stopped, making it excruciatingly clear that I didn't affect him at all, not even on the most basic, biological level. Unlike mine, he didn't have a shred of arousal. I heard my own heart fracture into pieces.Was this just how his body worked? It felt massive, pressed against my ass, so how could it still be soft? I pressed back har
ELVIS POV“Hours earlier”The metallic tang of blood saturated the air, thick enough to choke on.Three souls extinguished because Oleg had made it his mission to show me the consequences of feeling what I felt for him and daring to utter those feelings aloud. My eyes settled on the woman for the longest. The scapegoat from the very beginning. Her face was turned slightly toward me, eyes half-open. She might've been thinking about someone she loved.She hadn't deserved this.None of them had.Blood covered the floor, smeared across surfaces, soaked into everything around them.Blood.So fucking much of it.My breath broke into uneven heaves, each one more painful than the previous This was what I did.I took lives. I tore love from people; I shattered dreams they had spent years building, grinding every last piece beneath my heel."No. No, I can't stay here.” I thrashed against him, but my strength was evaporating. "I want...I need to get away from here.The words strangled in my th
ELVIS POV The more aroused you get, the more the intensity climbs. And just when you're about to tip off that feeling… Oleg had chuckled when he told me this. "—it halts. Then leaves you the frustration, before it starts the whole cycle again." Who would've thought something so small could obey me exactly? That phrase had lodged itself in my head, refusing to leave. And now, I was experiencing exactly what he meant. ********* "Please—ah—make it stop, it's too intense, I can't take any more—" The words left me in shreds. My ass down through my legs was a full-body quake I had zero control over. Even so, I was shamelessly rocking myself back onto him, my broken brain too far gone to do anything but fuck myself harder on the exact thing I was begging him to stop. None of that compared to the cold, sickening fact: He still wasn’t hard. That realization hit worse than the vibrations ripping through me or, perhaps, than the dead bodies lying right in front of me. My body w
ELVIS POV I was burning up, so distracted I missed Oleg’s hand sliding inside my shirt. His palm branded my skin like a live wire, igniting a dizzying heat in my belly. I sat helplessly, hyper-aware of the audience. I crossed my legs tightly. This is wrong. I felt like entertainment for the dying witness in front of us. "Oleg," I begged, gripping his wrist to stop him. "Please, not in front of them." I hushed the words out, terrified of drawing in the prisoners of his next move. But his hand was relentless. It slid lower, dipping into the waistband of my trousers. Terror gripped me. I stared down as I felt the blood rushing downwards, my body reacting against my will. I chewed on my lip so hard I drew blood, trying to stop the desire. His thumb circled my hip bone. What was meant to be a grip to push him away now felt like I was holding onto him. "Can we take this somewhere else?" I pleaded desperately He remained silent, amplifying the brutal awkwardness in the room. I was sweati
ELVIS POV Those shadowed hazel eyes bore into mine, his lips sealed in a grim line. His body hardened against me, an abrupt rigidity, unlike the man I knew. My eyelids fluttered erratically, a physical reaction to the bile rising in my throat. I ransacked my mind for the voice that had compelled me to confess, the instinct that had driven those words between Oleg and me. But I found only a void. It was gone, leaving me to face the sin I had spoken into existence. My hands scrabbled against the solid wall of his chest, the contact electric. "I touched you... Ole... Oleg," I stammered, the words tumbling out in a breathless rush. That seemed to snip the thread holding him together. Whatever glimmer of humanity had touched him was extinguished, leaving his eyes vacant once more. A barely there smile ghosted over his lips as he dipped his head, then slowly lifted his gaze to meet mine. His lids were heavy, sultry, and his breathing had turned shallow and jagged. It was a pant so quiet
ELVIS POV I stood outside the hospital for what felt like hours. Might’ve been less, might’ve been more. Time distorted around my indecision. My feet were rooted to the pavement, but my mind kept turning toward the road. I wanted to leave badly, but I needed to see Nadia. The problem was, her entir
ELVIS POVI looked at her for a long moment, then pushed off the bed and sank to her level, the question lodged in my throat.“Mum… Um…? I trailed off, too unsure of the memory to find the right words.She furrowed her brows, waiting, deciding not to make a big deal out of it.“I just… love you. A
OLEG POV"Driven by urgency, my body acted before my mind could catch up, and I was out the door in a heartbeat. The Andreyevs were gone. And already the crowd had begun to dissolve, scattered like leaves fleeing the coming storm.My eyes swept across the scene, hunting for a single spark of abnorm
ELVIS POVI pushed myself off the chair and dropped to my knees before my father. My entire body was racked with a violent shiver that I couldn’t stop, my gaze glued to the floor.“The contract. The partnership I bled for,” my father said slowly, each word dripping with seething resentment. “All te







