LOGINESME
"Fuck you," I whisper. My voice breaks, and the sound of it kills me. I want to be a wall of ice, but standing this close to him, I’m melting. I’m seething, my grip on his collar trembling. I want to scream. I want to hate him. But I can't keep the fire going when he’s looking at me like I’m the only thing in this house worth destroying. Before I can blink, his hand is behind my head, fingers tangled in my hair. "We both know you don't mean it. If you really wanted me gone, you wouldn't be holding onto me so tight." I twist my lips, speechless, and the next second he pulls me into a kiss that tastes like tobacco and whiskey. My resolve shatters. I whimper against his lips as his other hand slides down, bunching up my dress as he caresses my thighs. He knows exactly what he’s doing. He knows that every time he touches me, I'll melt and automatically forget how much I should hate him. He pulls back just an inch, his forehead resting against mine. "If you pull that stunt again, I'll lock you up somewhere your daddy can't find you. You’re stuck with me. Esme. For life." — He doesn't give me a chance to respond before locking his lips on mine again. Hands roaming all over my body, slowly slipping my panties away while he dangles his tongue in my mouth, sucking away whatever fight I have left until I hear it: the thud of footsteps in the hallway. My eyes snap open, and I try to pull away, but he doesn't budge. He just stays there. Makes me remember the last time we were this reckless—the time he had me against the desk in my father's study with the door unlocked, not giving a damn who walked in. He almost gave me a heart attack. And now he's doing it again. And the worst part? It thrills me. "Lorenzo, stop," I hiss, shoving at his chest. "Someone's coming." He laughs and finally lets go, watching me scramble for the door. I don't look back as I burst out of the room and run. ~~~~~~~~ "Esme?" "Dad!" I skid to a stop, almost bumping into my dad in the hallway. I'm panting, fixing my skirt and trying to look less suspicious, but the heat in my face isn't helping. Alejandro has always been the one to notice things others don't, but somehow, he seems to be losing his touch when it comes to matters concerning Lorenzo. He sizes me up, brow knitting. "Look at you. You’re twenty years old, a grown woman, and yet you’re still skidding around corners like a kid. Who is chasing you that has you this breathless?" Actually, I'm twenty-four, but never mind. "No one, Dad. I just... I forgot something in the room." He doesn't look convinced, but he doesn't push. He just sighs and adjusts his cuffs, looking back toward the noise of the party. "Fix yourself. Your grandfather is asking for you again, and I won't have my daughter looking like a mess in front of our guests." He turns and walks away, leaving me standing there with my heart still racing for all the wrong reasons. ~~~~~~~~~~ Lorenzo isn't going to stop until we're caught—reasons for his obsession I do not know, and I don't plan to stop either. Even if I book another flight, he'll find another shocking way to sabotage it. Fine, then, another approach. The next day during breakfast, I waited for him to be seated at the dining table. He has this annoying habit of being the last one to arrive for every single meal, acting like his time is more valuable than everyone else's. He saunters in as usual, a half-burnt cigarette hanging from his lips. He looks far too casual for a Monday morning. Grandpa watches him with a "here he goes again" look, shaking his head while Dad is busy glaring a hole through his head. And me? I'm smiling like an idiot. "Good morning, Uncle." He pauses; his face darkens instantly. "It's Lorenzo." "But you're my uncle, right?" He sighs inaudibly and sits quietly, letting me win this round. But I'm just getting started. I clap, stealing their attention. "Now that everyone's present, I have an announcement to make." Grandpa smiles. Dad... well, as usual, doesn't even look up from his coffee. And Lorenzo—he’s more attentive than all of them, his eyes narrowing as he leans back in his chair. "Tonight I'm bringing someone special." I sneak a glance at Lorenzo, expecting him to choke on his food or spit out his drink, but all I get is this deadpan stare that tells me he’s already thinking of ten ways to kill this person. "And who's this special someone?" Grandpa jumps in. "He's, um..." I stop myself before I spill the name; the last time I threatened him with a boyfriend—just a name, and Lorenzo tracked the guy down and scared him out of the state within three hours. But this time will be different; it has to be. "He’s welcome here," Dad finally says. "As long as he isn't a spy and has no contact with the Valenti. And I hope he knows exactly who you are—and exactly what kind of business this family runs." "It’s settled then. 8 PM," I say, pointing a finger at each of them around the table like a drill sergeant. "And no one is allowed to ditch dinner." They all nod, except for Lorenzo. God, he’s a real pain in my arse. The silence doesn't last long. Dad leans forward, his eyes shifting from me to Lorenzo. The air in the room gets heavy—the kind of heavy that usually happens right before someone gets shot. "I’m heading to the docks later," Dad says, voice cold. "The shipment is lagging. I’ll take care of it, so butt out, Lorenzo. I don't need you hovering over this one." Lorenzo just shrugs, looking completely bored. "Sure. I’ve got plans today anyway." He pauses, a slow, shark-like grin spreading across his face. "I'm going shopping. With Esme." I almost choke on my coffee. "What?" "I want you to look good for that 'special someone,'" Lorenzo says, leaning back. The way he says "special someone" makes it sound like a death sentence. I chuckle, nervous. "That’s... sweet, but shopping is a girl-bestie job, not yours." "I don't mind," he says. He isn't asking, and there’s nothing I can do to stop him from ruining my day before it even starts.ESME The sudden slack at my wrists makes my heart leap. The cuffs loosen, and then the tension on my shoulders finally vanishes. For a split second, I actually think he’s done with the torturing. I think the punishment is over... But... I’m wrong. He doesn't let me move. Before I can even pull my arms down, he grabs my waist and flips me over. I land hard on my stomach. "Lorenzo—" His weight is back on me instantly. He grabs my legs, forcing them to fold at the knees until my heels are pressed against my glutes. Then he uses fresh leather to tie my ankles securely to my thighs. I’m forced into a tight, helpless hunch and completely defenseless. Just my ass in the air. And blindfolded. He’s not finished. He takes my arms, pulls them behind my back, and ties my wrists together. My head sinks into the mattress. "Great. Pinned, folded like a lawn chair, and completely in the dark. You know, if your plan is to finally murder me, this is a lot of effort for a one-star
ESME He starts by peppering kisses along the line of my neck, trapping my body under his weight. He moves upward, with his lips trailing at my chin before he finally claims my mouth. Supporting my face with his palm, he nips at my lips—slow, torturous grazes that pull at my skin but never quite give me the friction I’m begging for. It's a half-kiss, a tease before he dives his tongue in. I'm finding it hard to keep up with his pace; he’s not giving me enough air or time to react. Meanwhile, his left hand is roaming my torso, slowly, agonizingly creeping under my bra. My toes curl against the sheets, digging into the mattress, fighting every urge to beg for the friction he's withholding. His tongue swirls in my mouth, sucking me and leaving me breathless. I start to strain against the restraints, pulling and yanking at them despite my wrists burning. I want to touch him, to feel the heat in his skin like he's doing in mine.God, this is agonizing. I thought this wouldn't feel l
ESMELorenzo drags me toward the car, opens the door, and guides me inside without a word, sparing me no glances."Where are you taking me?" I ask."Somewhere we can finally be alone." His expression hardens as he pulls away from the curb. "Since you were so quick to threaten me, I figured I might as well live up to the reputation.""What? I didn't—"The look he gives me sends a chill down my spine. Shit. Is Julian really a spy? I feel stupid. I went too far. But I had every right to suspect him. Right? Lorenzo always finds ways to sabotage my fake relationships. I naturally thought he had something to do with Julian's sudden departure.I sigh, looking out the window. "I'm... sorry—""Too late." Lorenzo’s grip on the steering wheel is so tight his knuckles are white. He stares straight ahead, his jaw set like granite."I thought you were sabotaging me again," I whisper. "You always do. You scare them off, you ruin the dates... I thought Julian was just another one of your games.""I d
ESME The Valentis were supposed to be a small-time nuisance. They were a local gang, little more than street thugs, so what does that have to do with Julian? Julian’s eyes go wide. "What? No. I don't know any Valentis! I don't know what you're talking about." "The tracker says differently," Mateo says, tossing a small, magnetic black box onto the dining table. It skitters across the wood and stops right in front of Julian’s plate. "This was tucked under the rear wheel well. High-end tech. The kind the Valentis use to shadow trucks before a hit." Judging from my dad's face, Julian isn't leaving here in one piece unless I do something. "He didn't know!" I shout, standing up. "Dad, look at him! He doesn't know anything!" "Sit down, Esme!" he roars, rounding the table. Julian, still confused, tries to push his chair away, but Mateo’s hands are already on his shoulders, pinning him down. "I swear, I don't know what that is!" Julian is crying now—real, ugly tears of te
ESME "You want this more than I do." I hate that he said it. I hate even more that it’s the truth. I don’t just want him; I’m addicted to the way he ruins me. It’s a sick cycle. This didn't start today. It started five years ago, when I was nineteen and he was thirty. I was in my reckless phase—stubborn, bitter, and fresh off a heartbreak from the last guy I ever bothered to call a boyfriend. I had gone out, gotten trashed, and caused enough trouble that Lorenzo had to come pick me up. I remember the ride back. I was screaming, punching his shoulder, blaming him for everything wrong in my life. By the time we got into the house, I was burning up—partly from the alcohol, partly from the rage. I started peeling off my clothes right there in the living room until I was just in my bra and panties, daring him to look and acting like a madwoman. He had tried to stop me. Just once. He said "Stop" in that low, commanding voice of his, but when I didn't, he didn't try again.
ESME The boutique is dead quiet when we step inside. Lorenzo planned this. He had completely taken over. Since my family basically owns every brick in this city, he made sure the store was cleared out for the entire day. The staff is lined up like soldiers, looking terrified because they know exactly who is coming. "Pick a dress." Lorenzo commands. "That one." He doesn't bother looking at the racks; he just points at a few dresses, and the sales reps scramble to grab them. "I’m not a doll, Lorenzo," I snap, but I still go into the changing room. I know better than to argue when he has that look in his eye—the one that says he's the buyer and I'm the only thing on the menu. I step out in the first dress. It's a blood-red silk that clings to every curve. I feel like a model on a runway, and he is the only judge in the building. He sits there, legs crossed, watching me with a focus that makes my skin prickle. "Come here," he pats his thigh. I walk over. Before I can







