LOGINChapter 3
Fabien let out a long, controlled sigh the moment the door clicked shut behind him. He slowly removed the blanket covering his lap, revealing the fresh bandage wrapped tightly around his thigh. The wound still looked angry, raw—a stark reminder that death had brushed past him again. From where I was standing, I could see every subtle tension in his posture, the way his fingers curled slightly, as if restraining something deeper than pain. He had enemies—too many enemies—and it wasn’t a matter of if someone would try to kill him, but when. I didn’t know exactly which rival from the black market was after him this time. Maybe it didn’t even matter anymore. Attempts on his life had become routine, survival a constant expectation. Earlier, his father had scolded him again. I hadn’t been there, but I could imagine it perfectly: Don Vitto’s voice, commanding and sharp, filling a room no one dared speak loudly in. Everything with his father was always about control, never conversation. Was it really his fault, though? Fabien had grown tired of being shadowed constantly, followed around like a caged animal. Ever since he had been kidnapped as a child—ever since that traumatic incident—his father had insisted on surrounding him with bodyguards at all times. Dozens of them. Shadows that never left. He told me once, almost casually, how it was back in high school: The boys laughed at him. The girls adored him. But the illusion of untouchable power always shattered when armed men appeared behind him like a moving wall. It ruined everything—his image, his pride, the idea that he could live a normal life. People whispered. They called him names. Papa’s boy. Some said worse—that he was hiding behind a tough exterior, a “bad boy” image that wasn’t real. No one understood the truth. No one understood what it meant to be kidnapped, to have fear carved into your very bones, so deep that it never left. No one understood why he hated blood—not just discomfort or fear, but a terror rooted in the most irreversible trauma imaginable. Even his father didn’t understand. Don Vitto believed fear was weakness, something to crush, not heal. But the mind doesn’t work that way, especially when the fear is tied to something irreversible, something permanent. Especially when the blood he feared had once belonged to someone he loved. And his fear didn’t end with trauma—it came with guilt. With memories that refused to fade. With a past no therapy could erase. Cataleya's POV Meanwhile, I had slept like the dead. It surprised me. I had expected to toss and turn all night, overthinking every word, every movement, every interaction. But exhaustion had claimed me completely. Even my body had surrendered. I stretched lazily, scratching my underarm without a care in the world—until a sharp clearing of a throat sliced through the quiet room. I froze. Slowly, I turned my head. There he was. Watching me. “Hey!” I yelped, instantly pulling the blanket up to cover my chest. “What are you doing here?!” “Picking you up,” Fabien said flatly, as if that was the most normal thing in the world. Only then did I notice how he was standing—slightly leaning, one hand gripping the injured thigh. The bandage was visible beneath his clothes. My annoyance vanished instantly. “Where’s your wheelchair?” I asked, rushing to his side, grabbing his arm. “Didn’t the doctor say you shouldn’t be standing?” I glanced toward the door. There it was. Outside. Of course. “Come on,” I muttered, guiding him toward it. “What do you even need this early in the morning? Did you really bring your nanny along?” He was ridiculously big. And here I was, barely half his size, trying to support him like I could actually carry him. I wasn’t that small—I stood at 5’3—but beside him, I felt tiny. “I need sex.” I choked. Literally choked. I stopped walking and looked up at him, wide-eyed. Then I laughed. I couldn’t help it. It was absurd. “S-serious?” I managed to ask, still coughing a little. He didn’t look amused. If anything, he looked mildly irritated. “You can’t even properly step on one leg,” I said, shaking my head, “and that’s what’s on your mind?” “Who says I’ll use my legs?” he said smoothly. “You’ll use yours.” My mouth fell open. No words came out. Because what the hell was I supposed to say to that? I pushed the wheelchair instead. Safer. Definitely safer. We were just entering the mansion when his father appeared, like a storm waiting at the door. “Fabien,” Don Vitto called, calm but commanding. “Don’t get used to sitting on that chair. I need you attending business meetings again. The election is coming, and I badly need you.” Ah. That was it. Not concern. Not relief. Just business. “Papa, you heard the doctor,” Fabien replied evenly. “Four days.” The older man exhaled sharply, clearly displeased. His gaze shifted toward me briefly, sharp and assessing. I offered a polite, restrained smile. “I’m reminding you,” he continued, “you might start enjoying that wheelchair too much. You’re not crippled. I know what you want. You’re a grown man now. Thirty-one.” I blinked. “Thirty-one already?” I whispered, glancing up at Fabien. His expression was calm but there was a flicker in his eyes—sharp, almost amused. “You look… older.” He shot me a look that told me I should probably shut up. I didn’t. “You don’t have to push him like that, Vitto,” a new voice cut in sharply. I stiffened. That voice. I recognized it instantly. Fredrin. The man who had punched me yesterday, standing casually near the bushes, hands in pockets, like he hadn’t just inflicted a mild panic attack on me. “S-s-he slapped me,” I whispered to Fabien, leaning in slightly, and my lips brushed his ear accidentally. He flinched just slightly, and I noticed a fleeting twitch of amusement cross his features. Fredrin continued, calm and authoritative, “Fred is free for now. He can accompany us to the meetings. We can’t pause business just because Fabien was shot. Let him rest first.” I noticed the tension flicker in Fabien’s shoulders. His father’s will was heavy on him, always, but Fabien carried something else: a stubbornness, a refusal to let anyone see him falter. And yet, even in his defiance, his body betrayed him, trembling slightly from the effort of staying upright. As we navigated the hallways of the mansion, I realized how surreal all of this was. I was walking beside the heir of a criminal empire, a man both terrifying and intoxicating, injured and yet undeniably dominant. The power he held in any room—even this one, filled with silence—was magnetic. And yet, I knew the layers beneath it: the trauma, the fear, the constant expectation to be perfect. I didn’t know which was stronger—the allure of his dominance or the vulnerability he rarely allowed anyone to see. But I knew one thing: being near him made my heart race in ways I couldn’t control. By the time we reached the private elevator, Fabien’s father had already retreated, leaving a lingering presence of authority behind him. The weight of it pressed on the air, reminding Fabien that nothing in his life was ever simple. Every step he took, every decision he made, was under scrutiny, tethered to the legacy of a name that demanded obedience. And here I was, caught in the whirlwind of his world, powerless but willing, utterly fascinated by the contradictions that made him who he was: a man who could command fear yet be haunted by it, a dangerous figure with a hint of fragility, a predator trapped by his own demons. He glanced at me briefly, that sharp intensity softening ever so slightly as if acknowledging that I had seen something others never would. And in that look, I understood him better than anyone else possibly could—not the legend, not the heir, but the man. And maybe that made this even more dangerous. Because now I wasn’t just a bystander. I was involved. Already entangled. And no one, not even Fabien himself, could predict where that would lead.Catie’s farewell to the household staff she had grown close to was filled with deep sadness. They had treated her well, and leaving them wasn’t easy. She went straight to the hospital afterward so her father could finally get some rest. She spent the entire day watching television, mostly dramas. She found herself relating too much to the shows, and strangely, she kept seeing Fabien in the lead actor of an old series, Innocenti de Ti. The actor didn’t even look like him, but somehow, it felt like Fabien’s face was plastered in every corner of the room.She knew she should forget him quickly. After all, he had left her alone with nothing but a small sticky note with a number on it. She saved it, but she doubted she would ever call. She also still had the USB, though the file was corrupted. It was useless now, yet she kept it anyway.Two weeks felt like only two days. Fabien had already decided it was over. Maybe that was for the best, so she wouldn’t invest any more emotions in him.Wa
Catie felt a deep, painful pity as she took one last look at her older brother before turning away. “Take care, my child,” Romeo told her. “Don’t forget the USB. Keep me updated right away, okay? And… I’m sorry.” She forced a smile. “Yes, Dad. Please take your medicine, and let me know about my brother, alright?” Romeo simply nodded in response, so she stepped out of the room. Her shoulders felt heavy, as if they were about to collapse—not just slumped, but completely weighed down as she walked. She stopped when she noticed Fabien sitting alone on a stainless steel bench. “Hey, what are you doing here? Isn’t it dangerous for you to be alone?” “I have a gun.” “Even so. You should just stay in the car. Come on, let’s go home.” He stood up. “Maybe you want to hold my arm for support.” She looked up at him, confused. “You look so tired and sad,” he added. She let out a long sigh. “My brother still hasn’t woken up. The doctor said he only has seventy-two hours. If he doesn’t wake
I felt an overwhelming wave of pity as I looked at my older brother one last time before turning away. His condition made my chest ache, as if something inside me was slowly breaking apart.“Take care, my child,” my father, Romeo, told me gently. “Don’t forget the USB. Update me as soon as you can… and I’m sorry.”I forced a small smile, even though my heart felt unbearably heavy. “Yes, Dad. Please take your medicine on time. And keep me updated about Kuya, okay?”He simply nodded, unable to say more. That was enough for me to know he was trying to stay strong—for me.I stepped out of the room, my shoulders slumped as if the weight of everything was finally crushing me. I wasn’t just tired. I felt shattered.As I walked through the hallway, I suddenly stopped when I noticed Fabien sitting on a stainless steel bench nearby.“Hey, what are you doing here?” I asked, slightly startled. “Isn’t it dangerous? You’re alone.”“I have a gun,” he replied casually.“That doesn’t make it better,”
Saying goodbye to the household staff who had treated me kindly was harder than I expected. There was a quiet sadness in the way they looked at me, as if they knew I was leaving not just the house, but a chapter of my life I could never return to. I didn’t let myself linger. If I did, I might not have the strength to walk away. I went straight to the hospital after that. I told myself it was so my father could finally get some rest, but maybe I just needed a place where I could sit still and pretend everything hadn’t fallen apart. The day passed slowly. I stayed inside my brother’s room, watching television just to keep my mind occupied. Old dramas played one after another, and for some reason, I found myself drawn into them more than usual. Every heartbreak, every betrayal—it all felt too familiar. There was one old show in particular. The male lead wasn’t even that handsome, not someone I would normally notice, but somehow, I kept seeing Fabien in him. It didn’t make sense. The
I woke up in the morning still clutching my phone, and I jolted upright. I must have fallen asleep while waiting for my father to call or reply. I had also been waiting for Fabien, but I never felt him come back. Maybe he really didn’t return. He even said he would tear my underwear—did he? No. Probably not. Maybe they just had sex in the car. That must have satisfied him last night, so he didn’t bother me anymore. That’s fine with me anyway, because I wasn’t in the mood. I have too many problems to deal with.I quickly checked my phone and saw a message.“We’re here at Prime Hospital because there are no available rooms at the government hospital, child. Can you visit?”I couldn’t reply right away. I still had to ask permission from Fabien.“What’s bothering you?” he asked.I immediately turned around. He was behind me, and it looked like he had just come from the balcony.“How long have you been there?”“Since last night,” he said, making me frown. “You were asleep when I climbed up
The entire house is quiet when we return. Too quiet. I glance around instinctively as we step inside. The lights are dim, the air still, and there’s a strange emptiness that settles over everything. “It’s already ten,” I murmur, more to myself than to him. Then I look at Fabien. “Do you think your father isn’t here?” “I guess so,” he replies casually. “They usually do business at night.” I nod slowly. “That makes sense… but your father is kind of scary,” I admit. “He seems really strict. Your uncle, though—he punches people out of nowhere, but he’s nice to you.” “He’s more concerned,” Fabien says simply. I study him for a moment. “Why does it feel like there’s a gap between you and your father?” I ask carefully. “I’m not trying to gossip or anything… but it really feels like you’re different. Like you want different things in life.” “You’re right,” he says after a brief pause. Then he glances at me. “But it’s better if you sleep now. It’s getting late.” I nod, th







