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156 — A DRASTIC CHANGE…

Author: Blaq
last update Last Updated: 2025-10-07 23:01:59

ASTRID

I don’t know which news broke my heart the hardest — the fact that Silvan has suffered nightmares since he was a teenager or that he developed insomnia because most nights, he was too scared to fall asleep.

“Are you sure you don’t want anything?” I ask when he kisses my cheeks for the umpteetnth time.

I offered to get him something to calm his raging heartbeat. Water, juice… anything. However, Silvan clung to me like he was scared to let go, begging me not to leave his side.

I almost burst into ugly tears right there, but I swallowed thickly and let him suffocate me against his chest instead.

“No, please don’t move.”

He sounds so… vulnerable. So unlike the dominant, ruthless billionaire I had gotten used to seeing, it makes my heart crack.

I turn in his arms, settling comfortably with my front firmly plastered against his.

“Do you remember what you dreamed about?”

His face clouds with a dark emotion that disappears before I can properly analyze it. Goosebumps sheet my skin.
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Bollygal
I bet he was on the phone with Michael. I hope nothing happened to the kids.
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