Se connecterDavy’s POV
I dragged my feet across the ward, ignoring the nurses trying to get my attention. For once, the roles were reversed. I was now the female bird, and they the male birds trying to get my attention. But in truth, I was only exhausted. I had undergone two hectic deliveries, both vaginal births, which were advised against due to the complications. But the women insisted on a ‘natural’ birth, a belief imposed by their religion, and of course because of their annoying husbands, who believed there were only real women if they had to pass through groveling pain. All of my advice—epidurals and CS—had fallen on deaf ears, and I had no choice but to push through even though they both lost quite a volume of blood. “Good job you did there, Doctor.” Elsie, the new intern nurse, praised me, and I nodded, giving her a smile before moving to the call room. I beelined for the washroom, washing my hands thoroughly, the warm water making its way to my head and cooling the chaos in there. Yet there was a nagging feeling that I was forgetting something. I searched my brain, chapter by chapter, the systematic way I had always done it, hour by hour, and yet nothing came up, just a flurry of activities. The perfectionist in me screamed, wanting to comb through all the information I had stored in there, but the weariness was already making my eyelid heavy, and I needed a breather before I collapsed. I placed his hands under the air vent; the annoying sound finally triggered his brain, and then it clicked. “My phone!” I breathed as the puzzle finally clicked in place, and I was running back to the ward. I must have left it there, or a kind nurse may have kept it for me. It was one of the reasons I loved my department. We were a closely knit family, or maybe it had to do with the fact that I was the chief resident, and they were trying to suck up to me. However, I enjoyed working with them and would have wanted it no other way. I walked to the refrigerator, taking a bottle of water and gulping it before I walked back out, but I was met with chaos. A woman was wheeled in, her stomach swollen to a point of combustion, and her screams echoed throughout the area. “Doctor Walton,” the nurse yelled, but I was already running towards them. “What is wrong with her?” “She fell on her stomach while trying to get to the hospital.” “Shit!” I cursed, going to her and holding her hands. “Can you hear me?” Her screams had lessened to whimpers, her eyes dilated as she drifted in and out of consciousness. I glanced at the intern, who stood rigid, terror clear in his eyes. “Go get the anesthesiologist to open an OR; we need to operate on her.” And to the nurse. “Get her hooked on IV and message me when it is ready, then get her guardian to sign the consent form.” “Yes, doctor.” They both chorused, and they ran down to save life while I was fleeing to the scrub room to get ready, my phone forgotten. *** Minutes later, I was in the OR, my hands buried between layers of flesh as I fought to bring the babies out alive. The mother had never stepped in a hospital, as she believed in a home delivery, so she had no idea just how many she was carrying. It turned out to be twins, and right now all I could focus on was trying to ensure both mother and babies were alive. I glanced at the monitor, and for now everything was calm and steady, so I tried to focus everything I had on delivering them. The first baby came out easily; the shrill cry pierced the silence in the room, and I could hear the collective breath of relief from everyone, but I chose to remain focused. I fixed my eyes on the wall clock. “We’ve got baby one, a healthy boy. Time of birth, 2:25pm.” I announced, and the nurse was quick to take him from my hand before I got ready to bring out the next baby. It was smaller than the first, all pink and covered with blood and fluid. “He is not crying.” Gary the intern doctor announced, and my jaw ticked, but I remained silent, ready to tap him, but the little fighter must have heard the doctor and wanted to prove him wrong. His mouth opened, and a piercing cry filled the room, the sound ringing in my ears. It was also a boy, and I handed him to the nurse, getting ready for the placenta when the shrill tone of the ringtone filled the air. “Nurse!” I barked, my eyebrows twitching at the annoying sound. I had a very strict rule: no phones in the ER. “I am sorry, but you forgot your phone in the last operating room, and I was going to bring it for you.” She explained, her voice trembling. “You have a call.” She held out the phone for me to see. I would feel the irritation already bubbling in, my concentration shifting in part, and my left foot tapping on the floor. “Who is it?” I asked, breathing out to let out some anger, and she peeped at it, her bleached brows pulling together. “Anna school.” “Oh.” It finally clicked into place, the reason I had felt I was forgetting something. I was supposed to go dress shopping with Anna, my soon-to-be wife. I had promised and even sworn I would be on time, yet here I was, trying to deliver a placenta. Right now I had to make a choice, my career or my life, and it wasn’t so hard to make. They needed me here, and I wasn’t just saving one life but three. She would understand. I whispered underneath my breath before I focused on the task at hand whilst making a decision that would come to bite me later. “Switch off the phone.”I woke up disoriented. Actually, disoriented couldn’t really explain everything that was happening to me, but it was all my limited vocabulary could bring up.First, the room was in pure darkness, doing so to calm the raging storm in my head. Apparently, I was in a bed, even tucked in under the sheets. However, I managed to push myself to a sitting position.Reaching towards the nightstand, I found a little remote that sat there, and I pressed a button, and the curtain slowly parted.“Shit,” I cursed slowly as the ray of sun attacked my eyesight, and I shrank from it like a vampire would.My stomach rumbled, as if trying to churn out whatever it had last night, but I swallowed hard, pushing it down. Instead, I shuffled towards the edge of the bed, placing my feet gingerly on the ground, and I stood.A violent wave of vertigo hit me hard, the world spinning so fast, and I immediately sat back, taking deep breaths to stabilize myself. I waited for some minutes, inhaling and exhaling, un
I inhaled deeply, gathering enough air in my lungs, but even I knew it was already useless. His scent had filled my nose, clouding my brain and probably my sense of judgement.Yet, one look at him, and it was easy for the anger to rush back in. It flowed like an endless stream, almost like an active volcano, bubbling to a point of combustion, and it took everything in me not to bolt out there or even do something stupid, like slapping him.At this point, it was justified.My fingers twitched beside me, folding and unfolding, and I had half the mind to ignore him, but he was standing literally face-to-face with me; I couldn’t do that without being considered outrightly rude.So I took another deep breath, slapping a smile on my face.“Aaron.” I called in a voice so detached the echo reaching me sounded nothing like me. He thought so too because he jerked back, his brows immediately pulling tightly in a frown. However, the frown was swept away, giving way to a face more remorseful, or
The storm had settled finally. Martin was prosecuted and fined. He had demanded to see me to apologize and make things right, but I refused to grant his wish. Sometimes, the out of sight, out of mind rule that was placed seemed necessary now, and I was unaware of what I was capable of doing seeing him in such close range. However, one thing was sure: he wasn’t going home with all his body parts complete. So, I chose to remain on the sideline, reluctant to step back into my world. I didn't realize how suffocating and toxic it was until I was forced away from it. And now, the more I stayed in this peace and quiet, the more my reluctance grew. My schedule was practically clear for another two weeks, so there was no rush. Especially now that I didn’t have a phone and spent most of my days with Raina and Nana. But things had to start changing. “Raina?” I called gently from outside her room, waiting to hear her, but the silence that came was baffling. It wasn’t time for her beauty nap,
And the storm did subside, although it took way longer than it should.Jamie had been furious about my decision to suddenly leave the face of the earth, his exact words, and so were the numerous emails he had sent until I finally shut the MacBook.But he couldn’t fault me; I would be useless to them there, so it was better this way.It was nice though, staying in the house with Raina and Nana, and this time, they tried to do everything to ensure I was well and ready for whatever.For one, Raina didn’t try to bore me with fasting, nor did she bother me with eating veggies, an action I was thankful for. Nana had also decided to treat me to her rare special meals.I was resting in my room, catching up to the series of America's Next Top Model, when a soft knock was heard.“Kim, are you asleep?” Raina’s soft voice passed through the openings of the door, reaching me, and I immediately straightened.“No. Come in.” I waited as she twisted the knob, wondering what could have brought her ins
Tears poured from my eyes at a very alarming rate, my chest rising and falling so rapidly, like I had run a marathon. But this was no marathon, or maybe it was.I knew I had asked him to take his call, basically giving him the leverage to leave, but I wish he had insisted. I wish he had hugged me. I wish…The only rational being spoke in my head, blaring her alarm so loud I shrunk further into the floor.‘Don’t you dare. He abandoned us.’ Her voice drowned whatever longing I was feeling because it was the truth.Yeah, he did.He had ghosted me for weeks now. I could understand if he had mentioned he was busy then, but I entered into this mess that was threatening to tear me apart, and not even when the issue was in the heat of the moment did he come to at least support me. Now he claimed he had so many things to do, and as time went on, it was impossible to reach out.Did he take me to be a fool?The anger I had thought fizzled out swelled inside me, feeding every reason why I should
Kim’s POVI had never understood people who took long breaks on social media, the so-called ‘social media detox.' I never understood it when they claimed they wanted nothing of the internet but still needed information from others about things going on the damn net.It was why I could never understand Raina when she had moved to a seemingly quiet state and decided to go off-grid.But I do now. I understood better than anyone the need to leave everything and just be by myself.It was necessary, after I found out the internet was too toxic for me, that after every scroll, I was hyperventilating and having panic attacks.I couldn’t let something I bought with my money—actually it was a gift—ruin me, so I smashed the phone to the floor, gaining a little satisfaction when I saw it shattered to pieces.And now, I was in peace, blissfully unaware of whatever the fuck was going on. The world could be burning and I would be in my living room, swaying to the rhythm of my favorite artist.Yes.I
My breath caught in my throat, the reality that we might not be together circling in my mind. I hated to admit it, but I was scared. Scared that if I gave her the room she did need, she would never find her way back to me; scared she may decide she didn’t need me anymore. Scared that I would spend
“Are you sure?” I asked Davy as we were cuddled on the sofa, watching a sitcom I had no interest in. It was one of those boring ones they shove down your own throat when they should have canceled it.But who was I to judge?“Yes,” he nodded, glancing at me. “She would love to.” He reassured me, yet
I curled into a ball, sobbing quietly, my pain almost too heavy to bear. My throat felt like it was closing up, and my tongue suddenly too dry. I gnawed at my lower lip, tears spilling from my eyes.The words he had spoken echoed in my mind like a broken record. It was as if a TV had been placed in
Davy’s POVAnna had been unstable for days now, and that was putting it slightly. I knew who I had gotten married to, and Anna was in no sense a ‘calm’ woman. But now? She was entirely different.She reminded me of a cornered snake, striking with every strength she had, venom in each bite.Every me







