Mag-log inAnna’s POV
The mechanical rustling of the curtains startled me, and I was already jumping out of bed. A horrible lesson, as the space was too small to contain me—definitely not a bed—and if not for quick reflexes, I would have become fused with the ground. I blinked, struggling to open my eyes, and when I did, I stared with unfocused eyes until everything began to fall into place bit by bit. I was in the living room, had fallen asleep on the sofa, wearing the clothes I had worn earlier, and right now my skin crawled at the thoughts of sleeping with outside clothes. Refusing to look at the wall clock, I could already guess the time because from the programmed opening of the curtain, it should be 6:45am and somehow it was the next morning, and my fiancé was still missing. My finger drummed on my thighs, my breathing getting erratic as I took in the living room. The ceiling was an elegant square with a Coltrane suspension lamp hanging on it, giving the room a soft touch, but it was the suffocating white color that spilled into every room that irked me. I had no idea why Davy was eager to bring the hospital wherever he was. But it was easy to ignore it when I stared at the artwork that hung above the fireplace. But I hadn’t gone so far in my admiration when the rev of a car interrupted me and the familiar burn of anger began to fill me again. I sat, waiting until I heard his footsteps and the door creaked open as he entered. “You are late.” I announced, refusing to look at him, staring instead at the work I had poured my blood, sweat, and tears into because one glimpse and I would be weak in the knees and unable to carry the anger through. “I am sorry, Red,” Davy sighed, dropping his bag on the sofa. I directed my gaze to the horrible bag he had had since med school; the color was practically fading, and the seam was worn out, but he had sworn it still had more life in it. However, right now, my anger was kindled on him and, by extension, the bag, and I shot a laser beam at it, wishing it would burn to ashes. “There was an emergency in the hospital.” He whispered, his tone pleading, “You know I would have wanted to, but I was swarmed.” “Fuck the emergency!” Was what I would have said, but I don’t curse. No prim or proper lady would say that out loud. I mean, it was allowed in my mind but not outside. So I tried again “What was so important that made you miss it? I waited for hours!” I yelled, now letting my eyes meet his. And at least he had the courtesy to feel remorse. With dilated eyes either from tiredness or plea—I chose to take the latter—it was so easy to lose focus, and for that I was supposed to be mad at myself. But would you blame me? At 29, Davy was in his prime. The thick hair on his head was now in an undercut, a style I had convinced him to get, and we later on destroyed the bed after he came back from the salon. He was easy on the eyes, with light blue eyes that flowed with so much love, and then the damn glasses. It was easy to fall in love with him, and if his features were not sufficient, his character made up for it. And I, as with the other 99 ladies, had been charmed. In two strides, he reached me, his arms wrapping around the small of my waist, and he pulled me to himself. Helpless to do anything, I let myself be pulled, my body tingling with happiness as I felt him on me. “I. Am. Sorry. Red.” He apologized, punctuating every sentence with kisses, and I was unable to resist it. I broke into a giggling fit, now struggling to be free from him. “Fine.” I sighed, “Now kiss me properly.” I puckered my lips, and he had no hesitation when he joined our lips together, kissing me the way I wanted it. The kiss started innocent, but it was quick to cross that point when Davy shoved his tongue in my mouth. Greedy hands grabbed my breasts, squeezing them, and he was already undoing the zip. “N-no, not here.” I said between moans as he lowered me to the sofa. “The housekeepahhhh!” The words were muddled into a moan as his mouth found my nipples, devouring the sensitive nub, and I was gone. All thoughts of the housekeeper walking in on us were gone, replaced with a fiery need to be with my fiancé in any way possible, and he must have read my mind because he took only a minute to lower his pants and underwear, and my dress was pushed up, and he took me just the way I needed him. It was fast and urgent, his cock slamming into me. It was his own cruel way of apologizing, and I took it. I had no choice but to do so, not when the pleasure was fast building inside me. I wrapped my legs tighter around him, clenching my inner muscles on him, his mouth moving hungrily against mine, and I threw my head as I moaned. Davy was hitting my sensitive spot so good, the tip of his cock stabbing it until it finally exploded, and I did too, screaming out his name, oblivious of him also exploding. I came down from the high, my chest rising and falling as I tried to catch my breath, and Davy maneuvered us so he was lying on the sofa and I was resting on him. My head came naturally to his chest, the firm beat of his heart intriguing me, and I raised my head to look at him. “I love you.” “Love you too.” “You have to personalize it,” I grumbled, and I felt lips on my forehead. “I love you, Anna Walton.” I rolled my eyes, yet I couldn’t help the smile that was forming. “It is not yet official. And that is why we have to go for dress shopping today.” Davy stiffened under me, and the same tight feeling crept into my chest, the one I had woken up with, but I shook my head, refusing to accept it. “No.”Aaron had made it his life mission to torture me. It was the only logical reason to say he kept showing himself in my face or even his deeds.Like how I got flowers after every event I completed, and on the days I had none, they would still magically appear in front of my door, sometimes still fresh with morning dew.I was convinced Jamie was helping him because there was no way Aaron could magically know my schedule, but Jamie had kept his lips sealed, so there was nothing I could do about it.However, the flowers always came with the same note.‘I am sorry.’But recently, there had been a change. Now, they carried his scent.Aaron must have realized I never hesitated to throw them away because this time, every bouquet smelled unmistakably like him.And no matter how hard I tried, I could never stop myself from reaching out, sniffing the rich muck, mixed with the soft and slightly spicy scent of the roses. Eventually, I stopped throwing them away altogether. Instead, I found myself b
I watched as he made his exit, slowly reaching for his shirt, deliberately as if to prolong our time together. He took even more time, turning away from me, slowly moving towards the door.His steps were unhurried, as if he were waiting for me to stop him, but right now, the only joy I could feel would be if he were out of my presence and I waited.I watched, waited as he took his time, but I made no comment about it. There was no need to waste any drop of saliva for him anymore; it was over.It was over.The words echoed in my mind as the door slammed shut behind me, loud enough to make me flinch.However, now I was left alone in this silence, one nearly suffocating, but I did my best to breathe through it.Slowly, in and out. In and out.‘This was for the best.’ I whispered to myself, yet why does it feel like anything but that? Why does my heart ache so, a gaping hole left from where he has gone?I thought I didn’t feel anything for him. This was supposed to be physical. It had bee
I woke up disoriented. Actually, disoriented couldn’t really explain everything that was happening to me, but it was all my limited vocabulary could bring up.First, the room was in pure darkness, doing so to calm the raging storm in my head. Apparently, I was in a bed, even tucked in under the sheets. However, I managed to push myself to a sitting position.Reaching towards the nightstand, I found a little remote that sat there, and I pressed a button, and the curtain slowly parted.“Shit,” I cursed slowly as the ray of sun attacked my eyesight, and I shrank from it like a vampire would.My stomach rumbled, as if trying to churn out whatever it had last night, but I swallowed hard, pushing it down. Instead, I shuffled towards the edge of the bed, placing my feet gingerly on the ground, and I stood.A violent wave of vertigo hit me hard, the world spinning so fast, and I immediately sat back, taking deep breaths to stabilize myself. I waited for some minutes, inhaling and exhaling, un
I inhaled deeply, gathering enough air in my lungs, but even I knew it was already useless. His scent had filled my nose, clouding my brain and probably my sense of judgement.Yet, one look at him, and it was easy for the anger to rush back in. It flowed like an endless stream, almost like an active volcano, bubbling to a point of combustion, and it took everything in me not to bolt out there or even do something stupid, like slapping him.At this point, it was justified.My fingers twitched beside me, folding and unfolding, and I had half the mind to ignore him, but he was standing literally face-to-face with me; I couldn’t do that without being considered outrightly rude.So I took another deep breath, slapping a smile on my face.“Aaron.” I called in a voice so detached the echo reaching me sounded nothing like me. He thought so too because he jerked back, his brows immediately pulling tightly in a frown. However, the frown was swept away, giving way to a face more remorseful, or
The storm had settled finally. Martin was prosecuted and fined. He had demanded to see me to apologize and make things right, but I refused to grant his wish. Sometimes, the out of sight, out of mind rule that was placed seemed necessary now, and I was unaware of what I was capable of doing seeing him in such close range. However, one thing was sure: he wasn’t going home with all his body parts complete. So, I chose to remain on the sideline, reluctant to step back into my world. I didn't realize how suffocating and toxic it was until I was forced away from it. And now, the more I stayed in this peace and quiet, the more my reluctance grew. My schedule was practically clear for another two weeks, so there was no rush. Especially now that I didn’t have a phone and spent most of my days with Raina and Nana. But things had to start changing. “Raina?” I called gently from outside her room, waiting to hear her, but the silence that came was baffling. It wasn’t time for her beauty nap,
And the storm did subside, although it took way longer than it should.Jamie had been furious about my decision to suddenly leave the face of the earth, his exact words, and so were the numerous emails he had sent until I finally shut the MacBook.But he couldn’t fault me; I would be useless to them there, so it was better this way.It was nice though, staying in the house with Raina and Nana, and this time, they tried to do everything to ensure I was well and ready for whatever.For one, Raina didn’t try to bore me with fasting, nor did she bother me with eating veggies, an action I was thankful for. Nana had also decided to treat me to her rare special meals.I was resting in my room, catching up to the series of America's Next Top Model, when a soft knock was heard.“Kim, are you asleep?” Raina’s soft voice passed through the openings of the door, reaching me, and I immediately straightened.“No. Come in.” I waited as she twisted the knob, wondering what could have brought her ins
“I could literally kiss you right now.” I yelled to the other person on the phone, smiling. Of course it was my brother that could be my lifesaver, and he didn’t know how important his call was.“Stop trying to change the question, Annie. Are you fucking Kim?”“Ewwww.” I frowned, sitting gingerly o
My eyes narrowed at the setup waiting just at my door, my lips curving in a frown almost instantly. A gigantic rose bouquet took my focus, and I was already reaching for it, unable to resist.I was a simple girl—okay, not exactly simple, but there was nothing I loved more than roses. I loved gettin
“Anna,” he sighed like he had found breath, but my brows furrowed as I tried to make sense of it, and then I remembered how he had left me alone on my honeymoon, and anger engulfed me.“Why are you here?” I asked, surprised at how calm my voice was despite the fact I was shaking with rage. “Yeah,
Let me introduce myself again.I am Anna Sinclair Walton. Daughter of infamous Mr. and Mrs. Lawrence, sister of Aaron. The wife of Dr. Hale Davy Walton, and I was currently alone on my honeymoon with only my fingers to help me in need.For the first few minutes after Davy left, I kept staring at th







