LOGIN~Lora~
“Mrs. Brown, can you hear me?” A faint voice stirred me from the darkness. I blinked rapidly as everything became clear. “Thank God you're awake”, the nurse said, smiling warmly, relief washed over her. “What happened?” I asked hoarsely, my body feeling strangely light...numb. “You collapsed on stage, ma’am.” On stage? My mind flared.. Michael... Ivy... blood... The betrayal was vivid in my mind, too vivid to be a dream. “Are you… are you sure?” My voice trembled. None of it aligned with what my mind remembered. She nodded. “Yes, ma'am. Thankfully, you finished your speech before you fainted.” “Wait... when exactly did I collapse?” “During your speech at the award winning show, today.” She gently checked my pulse, her touch grounding me. Today? No, that wasn’t right. I remembered having an argument with Michael, my palm across his cheek, and being pushed... “I didn’t... bleed?” I asked, confused. She gave a soft laugh. “No, ma’am. Just fatigue. You’re perfectly fine now.” She handed me my phone. “Your husband’s been trying to reach you.” My husband? The man who.. I pinched my arm sharply, the sting was real. I wasn't daydreaming. Shaking slightly, I powered on my phone. The date glared at me: 22nd of June, 2023. No. Something's not right.. I was sure it should be the 22nd of September, 2024. “What day is it?” I asked, my voice trembling. “June 22nd, ma’am,” she confirmed. Not September. Not a year later. “Are you feeling disoriented? Maybe I should check your vitals again,” she said, stepping closer. “No, I'm fine, I lied, forcing a smile. Can I get discharged today?” “Yes, but please try to get some rest.” She frowned slightly. I nodded, and after much examination, she left to prepare the discharge papers. Immediately the door closed shut, cold air ran through my spine. Was everything I remembered... just a dream? I looked at my phone screen again. My wedding picture with Michael, which shouldn’t be, is still set as my screensaver. My phone rang, jolting me back to reality. “Hello?” I said, pressing it to my ear. “Oh my, thank goodness! Lora. You gave me a scare.” The voice sighed with relief. “James, is it really you?” I asked to confirm it was my assistant. “Come on, are you still not back to yourself? You know what I'll be down there in an hour; Let me just wrap things up here.” “Things? Where are you?” I inquired, confused. “At the club concert. We need to arrange for some of our people to come in.” “Yeah, I remember. There’s an after-party for all the celebrities and winners.” “Don’t worry, I exempted your name,” he said, fast. “No, wait. I’ll attend. Get me a dress, and I’ll meet you at your place.” “What? Are you sure?” he asked, his voice high pitched than normal. “Yes, I’ll see you.” “Oh great, 7pm it is.” He said, surprised but excited, the call ended. I would be surprised too, if someone had told me I'd say yes to hanging out with actual people. In a fucking loud place. But whatever this was….a dream, nightmare, second chance…I wasn’t staying in this bed. I'll take back my life before I wake up from any of it. Three hours later, I stood in front of a glass skyscraper. Although it was dark, the disco lights, chandeliers, and flickering cameras illuminated everything brightly. "Are you sure about this, Lora?" James asked as I handed him my phone. "Yes," I replied, smirking. “And please put it on Do Not Disturb." He looked stunned, but just acted. I adjusted my red designer slit dress, which revealed my perfect cleavage and curves. The sudden murmurs around me confirmed I had turned heads. James extended his arm to hold mine, and together we entered the party. All eyes were on us….well, mostly on me. I tried to exude confidence, but could feel the sweat forming on my palms. "Wow, glad you could make it, Mrs. Brown. Please turn for the camera. Strike a pose!" The swarm of paparazzi was overwhelming, yet for the first time, I loved the attention, all the cameras focused on me. A few minutes later, my legs throbbed from standing in heels, but the adrenaline kept me upright. I managed to sit at one of the tables in a bar, glancing around, trying to get the feel of everything. “Someone’s looking all sexy tonight.” I heard a familiar voice and knew exactly who it was. "George, good to see you again!" I exclaimed as I extended my arms to hug him, surprising him in the process. George Maculay, a business tycoon and one of my admirers. He had been upset when I chose Michael over him and often nagged about it. And now his eyes sparkled, and I couldn't help but return it with a broad smile. "I thought you said you couldn't make it, even had to spam your secretary with emails, which I’m sure you ignored," he started. Should I call him shameless? He never stopped wooing me, flowers, gift cards, parcels, which I always turn down. But maybe now, I might as well accept them all. "I'm sorry. You know I've been busy with designs, dresses... what's not," I replied. "I get it…always too busy for me. Where's your husband by the way?" he asked, and my smile flattered instantly, replaced by anger and…maybe disgust. "Oh, he's busy," I said, sipping my blueberry cocktail. "You know you don't go anywhere or do anything without him," he cleared his throat. "I'm surprised you came today, wearing this..." He roamed his gaze all over me. Did I feel guilty for loving the way he looked at me right now? Not even a little. "C'mon, George, enough of the Michael talk. Let's enjoy the party," I said as I ordered whiskey for our table. "Okay, that's fine, gorgeous, if you insist," he grinned. James had wandered off into the crowd. The party was lively, and the DJ was playing great music. But I stood still like a damn statue. Yeah, don't judge, not much of a dancer anymore. I turned my gaze back to him and couldn’t help but notice how dark and well-trimmed his hair was and how his eyes sparkled in the light. Not to mention his smile; it was cute and seductive in a way. I cleared my throat, staring at his lips. It begged for attention. Was I moving too fast? Who cares.. My gaze linger on him, and he noticed, for a brief moment, I couldn’t hear the noise around us. Sly, charming George, he got the signal. He leaned forward, his warm palm against my cheek. I tilted my head, meeting him and did the unthinkable. My lips brushed against his…gentle and soft, he deepened it, a mixture of mint and whiskey. I swallowed, as his tongue fondled with mine. I wanted more. But then, the moment was ruined by the stupid bartender. "Here’s your drink, ma’am," he said as he served us whiskey. A sense of guilt washed over me, but I shoved it down my throat. "Uhm, so.." He leaned in “You're different tonight” “Am I?...or maybe difficult for you to handle?” I tilted my head. “No, no. You know I've been dying for this,” he grinned. I smiled, enjoying the moment. But then the air shifted, as though someone was watching us.~Lora~My chest heaved as I looked down at him, the rain finally beginning to patter against the windshield in slow, heavy drops. The dark sky cast deep shadows inside the car, making the intensity in Alex’s eyes look almost overwhelming."Alex, we're on the side of the road," I whispered, my fingers knotting into his hair… less to push him away and more to anchor myself. My breath hitched as his hands slid higher, gathering the fabric of my dress. "And we’re supposed to be going to see Mitchell. What if someone sees us?""The windows are tinted, baby," he murmured, his voice a low, gravelly rasp against my skin that sent a shiver straight down my spine. "And right now, I don't care about anything else."He didn't give me another chance to protest. Leaning down, he pressed a slow, deliberate kiss to the sensitive skin just above my knee, making my breath catch in my throat. I let out a soft gasp, my head falling back against the lowered headrest as the storm outside fully broke. T
~Lora~Sometimes, having someone you can tell everything to, makes things feel a little easier. They might not be able to fix your problems or tell you exactly what to do, but sometimes, you don't need a solution. And, you just need someone who will sit there and listen, someone you can pour everything out to without worrying about being judged or misunderstood.That's how telling James, and now Alex, has made me feel.For the first time in a long while, I didn't feel like I had to carry everything alone. I had been able to tell James about my revenge divorce plan, about everything that happened with Christian, and even about the mess involving Gareth and Ivy. Now Alex knew about it too, and somehow, saying all those things out loud made them feel a little less heavy inside my head.For now, I was willing to place my trust in him. I wanted to believe that this time, things would be different. That this life would not end the way the last one did.I let the car window down and close
~Lora~It had been so long since I'd seen Alex this happy that the sight almost hurt. There had been a time when his happiness used to come so easily, when I could make him smile without even trying. Then everything between us had become complicated, and somewhere along the way, I'd stopped seeing that version of him which I thought I broke.Now he was looking at me like he'd finally gotten something he'd been waiting years to have.And the worst part was that I was happy too.“I love you,” I blurted out.The words escaped before I could stop them. I immediately looked away. “I mean…”“I know.”I looked back at him.He was already reaching for me. “I know you do,” he said quietly, his fingers brushing against my cheek. “And I know you've always had.”There was no teasing or smug smile in his voice this time.Just certainty.“I’m happy I didn't give up,” he added.Something inside me softened at those words.I was glad he'd said them.More than I wanted to admit, but the happiness did
~Lora~The distant chirping of birds and the soft rush of cold morning air slowly pulled me out of sleep.I blinked several times, trying to clear the hazy blur from my eyes as I stretched beneath the warmth of the duvet. For a few seconds, I had no idea where I was.Then I turned my head.My heart skipped.Alex was lying beside me, already awake, watching me with an expression that made something twist deep inside my chest.“You’re finally awake,” he murmured.Before I could say anything, he reached for me and pulled me closer, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead as if waking up beside me was the most natural thing in the world.And then, just like that, flashes of last night began rushing through my mind.My breath caught.I pulled away from him and looked down at myself beneath the white duvet. The realization hit me all at once, leaving me frozen for a moment.I was completely naked. My eyes slowly moved back to him, taking in the fact that he was in the same state.“Alex...” My v
~Alex~The kiss turned wild, breathless, and mean.Her fingers hooked on the thin strap of her dress, yanking it down until the fabric pooled at her waist.She wasn't wearing a bra.The cool night air hit her bare skin, making her nipples harden instantly, but the heat radiating off her body was unreal.I cupped her breast, burying my hand into her soft skin, and squeezed hard.Lora gasped into my mouth, her back arching off my lap as she pressed herself closer to me."Mhmm…Alex..." she whimpered against my lips.I dragged my mouth down her throat, leaving sharp bites on her collarbone and the curve of her chest, marking every inch of her I could reach.She squirmed, her hands digging into my shoulders, making messy, desperate noises into the quiet car.Her hands fumbled down to my waist, her fingers clawing at the buckle of my belt.Right in the middle of the dark haze of desire, a cold thought hit me.I grabbed both of her wrists, holding her still."If I'm really going to do this..
~Alex~Have you ever fallen into deep water? You know how to swim, but there's this heavy urge to just stop fighting and sink.That’s what loving Lora feels like.I can't get her out of my head, and I don't want to. I want this desire to consume me until my last breath, because being without her kills me more than anything else.Does she still feel something for me? I don't know.I don't even care.That’s why I’ll never stop following her. It’s a dangerous habit, but I couldn't stop if I tried.And tonight, it’s the only reason I found her.If I had been two minutes later... I couldn't live with myself."Can you hear me?" I called out, pulling her weak body tight against my chest until there was no space left between us.Her warm hands dragged up my face. "Please… take me," she whispered, her voice thick and slurred.Anger flared in my chest.Was she really ready to give herself to just anyone like this?But I shut the thought down immediately. She wasn't in her right mind. She was d
~Lora~If I hadn’t turned on the bedroom light tonight, I wouldn’t have discovered my husband’s betrayal… or lost everything.Why did it have to be tonight?On our matrimonial bed.I reached for him, unsure of what I truly wanted to do, but my body moved before my mind could catch up."Get off me,
~Lora~"Why do you still have this?" I jabbed his chest with my index finger.He tensed, his jaw tightening. "Why? Does it bother you that I didn't erase it?""I told you to get rid of the tattoo, Alex. What do you want people to think when you finally meet someone?"“Sssh,” he murmured, leaning in
~Lora~I didn't realise Nicolas had reached for my wrist, just a brush of fingers.But Alex snapped, his fist connected with Nicolas’s jaw before I even understood what was happening.He lifted me like I weighed nothing, arms steady in a way that annoyed the hell out of me My breath hitched as my
~Lora~I made my way to the VVIP lounge, trying to clear my thoughts of everything, especially the feeling that someone was watching me.I took another shot of the whiskey, its warmth against my throat distracted me.Now I regret handing my phone to James, because he was nowhere on sight. And I wan







