Chapter seven

finding my life~

I drove down the empty dark streets of Miguel's neighborhood, my eyes scanning everything. I lifted my cell and dialed Miguel. A faint Hello replied. I pulled the cell back and looked at it oddly.

"Who is this and where is Miguel," I growled sourly. I heard some hushed mumbling and then Miguel.

"What do you want Sebastian, I'm kind of busy with um, a friend," he said in irritation. 

"We need to talk, now or many people will die," I growled angrily.

"Chill the fuck out Sebastian, you're assuming way to much. I'm just hanging with my best friend and talking about you,  my feelings and stuff," he admitted reluctantly. My heart fluttered a bit and I grinned slightly. 

"He's the one that called me the night you were attacked, isn't he?" Miguel told me yeah and that his name was Alejandro. They had gone to school together and he was a really caring guy. I listened as he explained his relationship with the other boy and I relaxed significantly. I could see that I was no longer wispy.

"Why didn't you text me back," I asked and he huffed.

"My cell phone charger was left at your house and I have to wait for my sister to get me one, I was going to call you tomorrow when I was at home, I'm using Alejandro's charger at the moment," he replied. I sighed and apologized for the way I had acted.

"You mean stupidly," he said and laughed. I heard a gasp and low mumbling again.

"Jorge was murdered a little while ago, you got something to do with it, " Miguel asked me. I coughed off to the side of the phone's receiver and said nope, popping the p. 

"Sure Sebastian, why don't you come over, I want you to meet my bestie," he laughed and gave me the address and I put it into the car's GPS. 

"See ya in a bit," I told him, ending the call. I followed the directions and ended up in front of a yellow double wide trailer. I could see the screen door open and light pouring out behind the outline of Miguel. I smiled wide and rushed out of my car.

"Did you miss me that much, Sebastian," he asked me emotionally. I grabbed him and wrapped my arms around him tightly and said yes. He chuckled and patted my back. We pulled apart and looked at each other. Both our eyes were glowing at seeing each other which was strange. My heart was racing in my chest when Miguel kissed me swiftly. I could have drowned in his lips and not cared in the least. Miguel moved to peck my cheek and said to come on as he pulled my hand into the home. I see a petite young man with long, thick Auburn hair standing and heading towards us.

"Hello Sebastian, it's fantastic to finally meet the man that's stolen my best friend's heart, I'm Alejandro," he said with a warm smile and raised hand. I shook his soft hand and raised a brow seeing the foundation on the guy's smooth face. He noticed and rubbed his cheek with a blush. 

"I practice wearing makeup for drag, there's a queen inside me just waiting to burst forth, it's my secret and now only us three know," Alejandro covered his mouth and blinked his long eyelashes rapidly. I think about Amber and elbowed Miguel.

"I think he should meet Rich," I mumbled and Miguel nodded ecstatically. I learned that Alejandro was nineteen and graduated last year. He lives alone since his parents kicked him out for being gay, shameful. He pays for everything by working as a waiter at Famous Sam's and his inheritance from his grandmother.

"This was her home before she passed, I was staying with her and helped her until she passed on," Alejandro mumbled softly. I nodded and told him about my friend Amber. He seemed completely enthralled and I knew Amber would be thrilled with the young man becoming his protege. I was smiling at both of them, my heart thumping like crazy in my chest. I looked at my soulmate's light eyes and an epiphany hit. 

"I love you Miguel," I mumbled softly and felt a lightness within myself. Miguel eyed me curiously and smiled. He wrapped his arm around my waist and tilted his head towards me.

"What was that," he asked roughly with deep emotion. Alejandro giggled, you heard him. Miguel eyed him and put his finger to his lips then turned back to me. I swallowed uncomfortably, not believing I said it outloud. It felt amazing though and it felt wrong to deny it. 

"I love you," I stated more boldly and Miguel's smile lit up the room.

"I love you too, Sebastian," he said and hugged me tightly. He pecked my cheek and told me to take him home. I chuckled and nodded my head.

"I'll bring Amber over when she's off work," I told Alejandro and he nodded and smiled telling me thanks. Miguel pulled me along as he gathered the sparse belongings he had brought there and turned to me.

"I'm ready, baby," he said and my cheeks burned red. I wasn't comfortable with pet names and he caressed my cheek.

"Better get used to my pet names lover because I plan on giving you several," he teased and I sighed uncomfortably.

"We will discuss it in private," I said quietly and he smiled back as we headed towards the door.

"It was nice meeting you, Sebastian," Alejandro said simply and I told him the same as Miguel shut the door behind us.

I got into the driver's seat and Miguel in the passenger side. I started driving home when I felt tugging at my zipper. I side eyed my soulmate.

"What are you doing young man," I questioned and he smiled, lowering the zipper all the way down. He began fishing out my length from my boxers and I readjusted myself in the seat. I gasped as his warm mouth covered my sensitive skin. His long mane of hair covered my lap. I smirked as I continued to drive. I was breathing heavily as Miguel continued to stroke my hard member expertly. My hips bucked upward as I moaned.

"What if I get into an accident," I mumbled softly, pushing his head back down my length. I could feel him laughing against my erection. I see we finally reached my driveway and I pulled off to the side. I leaned my seat back and closed my eyes.

"I'm going to cum at any moment," I gasped and felt him suck harder. I bucked upward, releasing torrents of my essence down his throat and he swallowed it all.

"Fuck Miguel, I love you so damn much," I sighed patting his head that remained on my lap as he cleaned me up with his tongue. Miguel lifted his head and looked up at me with his vibrant eyes.

"I believe in this instance lust would be more appropriate than love, but I'll gladly take either from you," he smirked and wiped his mouth off with the back of his hand. I pulled him up and kissed him firmly, tasting myself within his mouth. I thought briefly about letting him mount me. I think he should be the first to completely dominate my backside. He was my soulmate after all. I figured I would only agree if he brought it up. I was grinning at myself when Miguel pinched my side rousing me from my thoughts.

"Drive to the house dear, I don't want to walk up this steep drive," he said with a cocky smirk. 

"What were you thinking about, you were making odd faces," he added. I chuckled and shook my head as I continued driving up the incline.

"Nothing important, I'll tell you if and when the subject comes up," I replied and watched subtle disappointment flash across his face.

"It's nothing bad Miguel, it's actually very um, well submissive of me," I choked out and saw Miguel's brow raise and his eyes widen.

"Would you really let me top?" I watched him look at me with his bright eyes and grinned as I nodded.

"Sure, as long as you stop if it gets too uncomfortable for me. I mean we are soulmates and should be able to share everything with each other," I mumbled softly and he smiled back.

"I'd be very gentle with you, well until you got into it then I'd pound the fuck out of ya, we should go and get some items to clean your asshole so I can tongue fuck you while we are at it," he chuckled and I scowled at him for his language.

"You make it all sound so nasty Miguel," I mumbled sourly and Miguel rolled his eyes at me.

"Maybe, but you love me anyway," he said firmly and climbed out of the car. I shrugged because he was absolutely correct. I watched him heading into the house when I caught movement on my left. I turn and see the damn fate sisters. 

"Hello death, I see you have finally allowed love into your black heart," Morgan purred in her hypnotic voice.

"We even know that it's true love," Elise said simply. I furrowed my brow and glanced at the two sisters.

"Why are you here," I asked curiously, unaware that Miguel had come back. The fates noticed him and scowled fiercely at my sexy soulmate.

"You're not even supposed to be alive and how dare you love death. No one is supposed to love him, least of all life. You've upset the fates and created your own destiny, not cool," they both snapped. Miguel eyed them and then me with his brow raised, confusion was evident on his face.

"As you know Sebastian your position isn't a permanent one, like life's been replaced so shall death. You don't have much longer on this plane of existence, you've outlasted much longer than any other that's ever been assigned," Morgan hissed. Miguel grabbed my hand and pulled me to his side.

"You can't take him, he is mine," he stated forcefully. I grinned slightly and looked over at him. 

"Don't mess with the fates, they don't care about your feelings," I mumbled softly and he frowned.

"If you wouldn't have crossed your boundaries Sebastian we would have left you alone a while longer, but you know you can't be killing whomever you dislike," Elise scolded. I chewed on my lip and Miguel elbowed me.

"You said you didn't do anything to Jorge." I looked at Miguel and shrugged.

"I was angry at what he did to you and didn't want him to do it again, so I took care of it," I mumbled bluntly and the two fates laughed at me. 

"Look sister, the mighty death in love, is more frightening than him in death mode," Morgan chuckled. I rolled my eyes and scowled at the pair.

"How long do I have, can you at least give me that," I asked rudely. The two sisters looked at each other and turned to me.

"Not long, I'd get your affairs in order Sebastian," Elise said simply and then they both disappeared. I lifted my hand to my eyes to rub them and only realized at that moment I'd been crying. Tears were falling freely down my cheeks. Miguel was standing there in complete silence. He looked upset but was remaining very still. 

"This is complete bullshit, we are soulmates I feel it, you can't die and leave me all alone, my soul would wither away without you," he stated forcefully and pulled me into his loving embrace. I looked up at him and realized that he was getting taller than I and was broader too. I started weeping again, imagining the feeling of losing my soulmate.