Masuk"Miss Lee, do you think life is unfair?"
I stared at my patient as she paid attention to the ceiling of my office, her eyes glazed over. I was admitted into the orphanage after that night. None of my parent's relatives wanted me, but I didn't care. I worked my ass off to get a future for myself without needing their help, however few years into college, while majoring in psychology, I got into a hit-and-run accident. As I laid on the hospital bed, lamenting my dreaded life, the doctor came to me with the news that I might have to resort to a walking stick for half of my lifetime. It's been twenty years since I last saw my sister, the police couldn't get any leads in their investigation. It was pathetic, so I did believe that life was unfair, but as a therapist, I couldn't tell that to my patient. "Would you like to share your thoughts on it, Sarah?" I replied with a smile. "Miss Lee." My patient spoke carefully as she looked at me, her wrinkled eyes flagging down to my left leg every now and then. "Are you alright?" Sarah was an elderly caregiver in a small clinic downtown. She was a widow with two middle-aged children who worked and lived very far away. Occasionally, she would drop by with the excuse of needing a therapy session. She believed that by being with me, I wouldn't feel lonely but we both knew that she was the one who needed that closure. It was something I couldn't relate to. No matter how much I wanted, I wasn't alone. Also, I mean, who didn't know about the Brawns incident years ago? It spread like wildfire in the state, and yet the perpetuators couldn't be captured. I managed a smile. "You shouldn't worry yourself about my wellbeing, Sarah. Can't you see that I'm fine?" Sarah took a long, diminishing look at me before she clicked her tongue slowly. "I see a beautiful, worried lady with sad, green eyes and auburn hair that looks like it needs to pay a quick visit to the salon, wrapped like a casket around a crying, little child who tries to put up a front on the outside." She slowly reached out a wrinkled hand to mine, and I allow it. "It'll be alright, Miss Lee. There's always an appearance of warm sunshine after the tempest." However, the storm returns every single time, as though it never left. I nodded and withdrew my hand gently. "Thank you, Sarah. You must be done talking." She opened her mouth to speak, only to close it quickly. Then, she straightened to her feet, gave me a warm smile and flung her bag over her shoulder. "I'll come back after I close from work." I returned the smile as I escorted her out. "I don't think you should bother. You're old, you don't need to keep moving around and listening to your legs. If you put that energy into resting, your days could be lengthened some more." She let out a hearty laugh. "You sound like you're tired of my company, Miss Lee." "I'm only worried about you." …. When I returned from seeing Sarah off, I met a familiar short brunette wearing a creamy sundress and kicking at the porch. She looked sullen. "What are you doing here, Adelle?" I approached her with narrowed eyes. "Did you fail the entrance examination?" A pair of happy brown eyes locked on mine before a joyful squeal pierced my eardrums and suddenly, I was captured into a tight embrace. "Cous!!" "I'm so confused, why do you sound so happy to see me like you didn't come to my workplace yourself?" She quickly disengaged, all the while beaming into my face. "I did it! I finally did it!!!" My eyes widened as they searched hers. Could it be that after three attempts to get accepted into one of the major universities in the state, Adelle Samuelson, the daughter of my maternal uncle, the one who calls herself my personal assistant, had finally succeeded in securing admission? I ushered her in and closed the doors, laughing at her little jumps. She seemed super excited. "Which university did you...?" "I finished the giant hamburger!" I paused, took a slow turn around and gave her a confused look. "Ham... hamburger?" She nodded innocently. "Hm!" Then, she led me to the couch and began to prepare tea. "My classmates had a bet with the other class about finishing a twenty foot hamburger, so I'd been practicing." I didn't understand. Was this the kind of things kids did these days? "How.." I massaged my temples, "how does this correlate with... oh good Lord." "Oh, the winner gets a full scholarship to Devin College." I grew even more confused. "What? Put me in on the full gist. Now." I added, accepting the cup of tea she handed over to me. "Well, that's the full gist. The college thought of an interesting way to give out scholarship with admissions, one that would benefit aspiring candidates, and they chose fun. Teens love fun." She pointed out with a matter-of-fact tone. "I see that. But, no matter how much you look at it, it doesn't make sense. Why would they do something like that?" Adelle shrugged as she snatched a biscuit off the plate on the center table. "Maybe they are in need of students." My hands were quick to hit her across the head with the booklet on the table, to which I was rewarded with a shocked sneer on her face. "Does that make sense to you?" "Cous, why does everything have to make sense to you? We live in an illogical world, wouldn't you be wasting your assets on things that don't need it? Besides, why does it matter? I'm finally going to college." "Of course it matters, it might lead to a situation where your life could end up in danger, tch!" She went quiet for a while, and I too. I averted her gaze, finding the simple design of the table interesting instead. "I'm not Chrysielle, cous, you shouldn't see me as her or treat me like you would've done with her." I looked up at her with a slow shake of my head. "Adelle, I wasn't..." Her voice rose suddenly as she got to her feet and started stretching. "Also, shouldn't you be happy for me? I just got admitted, geez cous." As far as I wanted to, I was skeptical. Why would the top college of the state be in need of students when they had thousands already and possessed conducive faculties to contain them all? As far as I was concerned, they'd never done this before. The Vice chancellor of five years was still serving his stay and there haven't been any new update from the college. A lot of the students who attended were my patients so I was always briefed on the latest. Or could someone else entirely be pulling the strings? "Ah, ah.." A contorted look appeared on Adelle's face as she waved a hand infront of me. "Don't think, stop that. Just let it go. It's not going be a bomb in disguise, whatever you're suspecting." She added, eyeing me over. "You shouldn't go all detective mode and start monitoring the school as if you're one." She paused and stared at me with a firm, decisive gaze. "Cous, what did I say?" Then she scoffed and threw her hands up. "Why aren't you listening?" I frown at her with a tilt of my head. "What's wrong with having to look a little before you leap?" "See, see that... that is what I'm talking about. You're not some undercover genius, stop that or you might really poke your nose in something that you might regret for the rest of your life." She let out an exasperated sigh and ended it with a cry. "Dramatic much." I murmured, pulling out my phone from my jean pocket. "I'm ordering pizza." "I want Chinese takeout!" "Get out." "You should give her a break." A voice said from behind me, careful but low. I didn't need to know who it belonged to but it made me wonder how long they'd been watching. Kiean shook his head. "She's just at the right amount of mental damage." He stopped in front of me, placed his fingers to my chin and tipped it up. "Little bird, if your parents had succeeded, we wouldn't have been able to carry out the plan." Then he flicked at my skin as if he'd touched something filthy. "You and your sister were wise to run and hide, it gave us more time to square them up the second they arrived. Since your parents were gone, we decided to take your sister instead, meaning she would live and work in the organisation for the rest of her life. And you, we didn't care so much for a six year old, but we were going to come back after you'd matured. However, Oracle seemed to have other plans in mind. We suspected that they were responsible for the hit and run accident that cost yo
Although, I appeared calm and unfazed, inside I was going insane with fear. "Huh?" I heard Kael's voice as he got closer. "What the hell are you talking about, Keys?" Don't look. Don't look. Don't look. The words kept replaying within me like an annoying dirge, warning me of danger but my body moved on it's own, and before long I was staring up at the man beside me. He was tall, so tall that my head could only dare to reach his shoulders, shoulders that were as broad as a high school's teaching board, if you would give it a physical outline. His clothes were casual but I could see sets of muscle packs bulging underneath the fabric, especially the area around the arm. And then I thought, 'why would you need to let clothes breathe when you have this guy' ? Jet-black silky hair framed a vogue-made-headlines hit face and thick arched eyebrows with hunter shaped lids which held the scariest pair of eyes I've ever seen. And they were glaring down at me. I was doom
"Did you say you were going to Devin College?" I blinked, thoughts bundling up in my head before I was pulled out of my reverie and my vision settled on Sarah more clearly. "Yes." I glanced at the wall clock. 13:00. I needed to be at the college before half past one. Sarah would be my last patient for today. If only, she'll just.... "You feel it's strange too, right Miss Lee?" I tapped a pen unto a book in my hand in rhythm. "What is, Sarah?" "The news I've been hearing from that school." She looked sideways as if another person was there in the office with us, before leaning in slightly. "It's unsettling." I knew that already, but I wanted to indulge her, considering she might know something that I didn't. Sarah always does. "And what's that?" She suddenly placed a hand on her chest and shook her head slowly. "Oh, I cannot say. It's been ruled out as an Omerta, as I've heard. And you know, the walls have ears. I do NOT want to get in troub
That evening, after Adelle had gone home in annoyance and frustration, I closed up my work place and decided to pay a visit to Devin College. She was mad because I didn't accept her invitation to go home with her, and by home, she meant my Uncle's house. When I ended up in the orphanage, I always wondered why my Uncle didn't take up the papers for me instead. He could've taken me into his care instead of sending me off to a place where I wasn't sure of my survival. Somehow, his act had confirmed this little notion I had within me at the time, that I really had no one to rely on. After that night, all the other relatives severed ties with me, except my mother's brother, a thug-like, burly brunet who'd served in the army once. He was the only one who had come out to represent them. While sitting there in the police station and staring up at the ceiling, red in the eyes with dried flakes gracing the corners, Uncle Samuelson had walked over to me and had placed a heavy,
"Miss Lee, do you think life is unfair?" I stared at my patient as she paid attention to the ceiling of my office, her eyes glazed over. I was admitted into the orphanage after that night. None of my parent's relatives wanted me, but I didn't care. I worked my ass off to get a future for myself without needing their help, however few years into college, while majoring in psychology, I got into a hit-and-run accident. As I laid on the hospital bed, lamenting my dreaded life, the doctor came to me with the news that I might have to resort to a walking stick for half of my lifetime. It's been twenty years since I last saw my sister, the police couldn't get any leads in their investigation. It was pathetic, so I did believe that life was unfair, but as a therapist, I couldn't tell that to my patient. "Would you like to share your thoughts on it, Sarah?" I replied with a smile. "Miss Lee." My patient spoke carefully as she looked at me, her wrinkled
"Search the place, find them! They couldn't have gotten far." The sound of running feet on the plank overhead bellowed in our hearts like a drunkard violently ramming unto the door of a house that wasn't his. We tried as much as possible to silence our heavy breathing so the burglars won't notice us but it was a tight space and my sister was asthmatic. I knew she was this close to flaring up. In spite of that, she held me close to her and glanced at me constantly to make sure I was okay. I wasn't. Our parents had just been blown to smithereens in the head by a shotgun, few minutes after they had opened the door to a group of people who needed their attention. They had called it business but I saw nothing that told of it in the glistening etches of the bloodied mushy organ which belonged in their skulls but was now painting the floors like an incomplete art drenched in wine. I can still remember the deafening sound I heard before turning around, only to become







