LOGIN"Stick your talks up your ass… Shade!", Ann snapped angrily and tried to break free from my grip. Yeah, right, like that’s happening.
"So, they already told you…", I smirk knowingly and switch on the light in the room with the remote. "What can I say, I’m pretty popular!", then a thought hits me, carrying a flicker of hope. "Did you know you were coming to me for a private?" But that stupid hope that she gave herself to me because she knew it was me shattered into dust when Anya laughed bitchily, making my teeth grind again. "I knew some Shade was a well-known fucker and manwhore. I just wanted to have a good time. But that it would turn out to be my modest, decent acquaintance, a daddy of three kids, I had no clue", my little bird sang sarcastically, but I saw the rage dancing deep in her eyes. I saw… "Fucking hell, Ann!", I barked at the amused bitch, grabbing her by the chin and staring into those black eyes. "Are you high?!!!" "Go fuck yourself!", the bitch spat angrily, all the fake amusement gone, replaced with raw aggression. I thought I couldn’t get any angrier. I was wrong. Her blown pupils, even in the light, said everything. "I’ll smash this fucking dump to the ground!", I shouted, throwing her onto the couch and pulling up my pants, actually planning to wipe this place off the map. So that’s why the girls don’t mind all this shit! They’re being pumped full of drugs and sent out to work! A plan instantly forms in my head on how to shut this den down, remembering a few people who could make it happen—when suddenly Ann shocks me. "No! Don’t you dare!", the brunette grabs me, stopping me. Shock. She’s looking at me with anger, but fear too. "They don’t know. This stuff is actually forbidden here. It’s just my screw-up, and the girls could get fired for nothing! And a lot of them really need this job…" Ah, there it is. The little whore hasn’t completely lost her common sense. And apparently, she still has a conscience. "Listen carefully, Ann," I look at the furious brunette and take off my shirt. "Right now you put this on, and we go to your dressing room, where you change and grab your things," I hiss quietly. "Then we get into a taxi and go to my place… to sober you up. And God help you if you try anything. It won’t end with just firings. I’ll throw everyone in jail and tear this place apart brick by brick! Someone gave you that shit! And believe me, I’ll find out who!" Ann stared at me silently, a heavy, hateful look. And there was nothing left in that gaze of the Ann I thought I knew. No… what was looking at me was a predator. A panther ready to rip me apart the moment the chance appears. She stared without blinking, like she was calculating her next move. Snatching the shirt from my hands, glaring daggers at me, the brunette angrily pulled it on, covering her perfect naked body. We left the room and headed quickly toward the staff area, ignoring the surprised looks from the personnel we passed. We walked into the dressing room together, causing a few girls to squeal and hurriedly cover their naked bodies. Funny. On stage they shake their tits freely, and here suddenly modesty. "Anya, are you okay?", one of the blondes asked cautiously, though her eyes clearly lingered on my bare torso. "Yeah, Ksyusha! Everything’s great! Thanks for recommending this… client!" Ann snapped, throwing her things into her bag and burning me with her gaze. Then she grabbed her stuff and slipped behind a screen to change. "Anya’s workday is already over today," I calmly explained to the stunned girl, winking at her and earning a slight blush. "And actually, she’s very sick, so no one knows when she’ll be back. Maybe she’ll have to quit this little hobby altogether." Two furious looks flew at me like throwing stars. If looks could kill, I’d be dead already. Squinting, Ann twisted her face, promising me hell. Let her try. I’ve handled worse. After muttering a quick goodbye to her friend, we left the room. She threw my shirt right into my face, so at least I looked decent again. "Who the fuck do you think you are, bossing me around like that?!" she hissed like a wild cat the moment we got into the nearest taxi. "I’ll go to work whenever I damn well want!" "You won’t be going to that job," I replied calmly, and Anya turned into a full-blown fury with no brakes. Enraged, the brunette unlocked the door and tried to jump out while the car was moving! The speed wasn’t high, we were just pulling out, but still! "What the hell are you doing, idiot?!" I barked, grabbing her by the waist and dragging her back in, slamming the door shut. "Have you lost your mind?!" "I don’t want to be anywhere near you, asshole!" she hit where it hurt. "Why are you clinging to me like a tick?! Ran out of single moms for Shade?! Go build your perfect relationships with someone else! Or your kids don’t want to play along anymore?" she fluttered her lashes sarcastically, writhing like a wild cat. "Where the hell did you even find them… so identical?" "They’re my brother’s kids," I try to calm her down and just pin her under me with my body weight. But the bitch is trying to scratch my face with her long sharp claws! I had to grab her hands and twist them. "And where’s your Kirill? Not scared to leave your son alone at home while you’re whoring around?" "None of your business! He’s my brother. Get off me, you bastard!" the girl kept fighting. "Go seduce your next one! You already got what you wanted!" "You’re very wrong," I smirk, looking at my furious little cat. So wild, fierce, angry… and beautiful, with a whole cemetery of skeletons in her closet. But I realize I still love her anyway. Even if she were the most fallen woman in hell, I’d still love her. I’ve seen her good sides. Even if she was playing a role, just like I was, there’s a lot of good in her. I know it. I feel it. What the hell happened to my girl that she wrapped herself in this ugly armor? Something definitely happened. I’ve seen that hidden pain in her eyes more than once. I’ll fix it. Because I’m not letting her go again. And now there’s no point hiding who I really am. "I need you. So in a way, you’re fucked and don’t have a choice anymore," Ann looks at me in confusion, still burning me with hatred. I couldn’t resist and kissed her soft full lips, making her freeze in shock. "But first… we’re sobering you up!"Five More Years Later:“Get your little asshole ass over here!” Masha yelled at her brother, who skillfully dodged her between the trees. “Your ass hasn’t had a proper beating from me in way too damn long! Looks like they spoiled the hell out of you here without me!”Laughing at full volume and shrieking on ultrasonic frequencies, the boy quickly found protection in the form of his older brother Lukas and hid behind his legs.“Masha, stop bullying Dima,” the guy picked up the dark-haired little boy into his arms.“Who the hell is bullying him?!” the blonde threw her hands up indignantly. “He can run anyone into the ground till their ass sweats through their pants all by himself...”“Maaasha,” Anya looked at the girl reproachfully while laying snacks out on the table in the middle of the green garden, while I flipped meat on the grill. “We beat everything, but your mouth? Absolutely hopeless!”“Why would I beat it?” our beauty snorted. “I still need it...”“Yeah, to kiss Vovka with!” L
Our special day.All the guests are already seated, and I’m standing at the altar waiting for my beloved.I never thought it was possible to love someone this much. To the point where that person becomes your air, your entire meaning in life.Only after meeting Anya did I truly understand what Kirill feels for Vicky, what Makar feels for Dasha... what my father felt for Mom, and for Valentina too.It’s something unreal.Then the music starts. Everyone falls silent and holds their breath when my bride appears.The sight of Anya twists my whole soul with feelings for her. Adrenaline, dopamine, and whatever-the-fuck-else floods my body because I feel like I’m about to burst from the inside. Happiness presses against my eyes and tears start forming on their own.God, she’s beautiful.The best. Bright, kind... and at the same time she holds me by the balls so skillfully in her strong little hands that there’s no escaping anymore.Not that I want to.Everything about her is perfect for me.
Nazar Yartsev:A gloomy day in a gloomy place. A light drizzle began to fall, painting the gravestones in darker shades. The wet earth stuck unpleasantly to our shoes, but the little boy didn’t care. He stood there staring at the smiling photo of someone dear to him, sincerely grieving the loss.“Lukas, let’s go already,” Masha said softly, taking the boy by the shoulder with understanding. “It’s about to pour. Mom’s in a better place now. She’s not suffering anymore there. And there’s no booze there either,” the blonde added quietly and sadly, running into my reproachful glare.Natalya died six months after we took guardianship of her children. I hired a caretaker to help the woman, to look after that disaster of a mother. But the problem remained the same. Natalya herself didn’t want help, and during the hours when the caretaker wasn’t there, she kept drinking thanks to her “kind” neighbor. Her mind never cleared, not even once, during all that time. Then one day, the caretaker simp
“No. She’s fine,” the woman reassures us quickly. “I need to talk to you both. Come back up to the ward. They’ll let you through.”Within minutes, we’re already outside Masha’s room, and we’re invited inside.Only the little girl and Elena are there. The woman watches me carefully as I walk over to Masha, take her hand, and ask worriedly how she’s feeling.“Masha, you and I already talked, and you spoke very positively about Nazar and Ann. I think they finally want to ask you something,” the woman says with a slight smile, giving us an encouraging look, and we realize the moment has come.“Masha, please tell us,” Nazar says to the confused little girl, and it’s obvious he’s nervous as hell. I take his hand because I’m shaking like a leaf myself. This is so much more nerve-racking than it seemed in my head. “We know you already have guardians, but… would you want us to become your official guardians instead? Me and Anya.”Masha stares at us wide-eyed like she can’t believe what she jus
Anya Shumilskaya:“What are you doing here, Dad?” Nazar asks Mr. Yartsev, who’s leaning against his son’s car, watching us closely with his arms crossed.“I thought we were family and helped each other in hard times,” his father scoffs, looking at us with cold steel-gray eyes. “I know everything.”“Well of course you do. Somebody already ran their mouth,” my boyfriend sighs heavily and leans against the car too, caging me between his arms.“Nazar, now isn’t the time to argue,” the man replies calmly to his son’s irritation. “Tell me how the girl is and what the doctors are saying.”Grinding his teeth, Nazar reluctantly gives in and tells his father everything that’s been happening. About the kids and Masha’s condition, and about their half-assed guardians. Oleg listens carefully without interrupting once, only staring thoughtfully at his son.“And you seriously want to take two homeless kids into your care?” Apparently, that’s the only thing that truly unsettled the elder Yartsev out
Ann didn't even get to finish when the ward door burst open and some screaming woman came charging in with a man."Oh, Mashenka! Our dear girl, we found you!" the lunatic shrieked at the top of her lungs.Masha woke up, confused, staring around."We were so worried! We searched everywhere for you!"Well, there it was.The greedy bitch had finally shown up."What's going on? Aunt Vita?" Masha looked fearfully at her aunt and the man. "Where's Luka?" she asked Anya in panic.My beloved calmed her, quietly whispering that he was somewhere safe, with us."My dear girl! Why did you run away from home like that? See where it got you?"The woman tried to approach the bed, but I stepped in front of her, blocking the way and glaring at the actress."Then why didn't you come immediately after being told your precious relative was in the hospital?" I growled at the mangy goat.Her companion immediately opened his mouth."And what makes you so damn smart? There wasn't any transportation running!"
Nazar Yartsev:The moment my runaway slipped off the stage after finishing her number, I snapped like a dog off the leash. The blonde whore who had been dragging me somewhere to fuck by the hand got instantly dumped from my attention, zero interest left.“So, you liked the beauty?” Alex asked smugl
Suddenly, I feel Shade step up behind me, close. And again that intoxicating scent, my personal drug. Something inside me trembles, my whole body reacting as I remember those green eyes.A hot hand touches my stomach, and heat floods between my legs. Then a second hand joins, sliding upward to my b
After changing into another stage outfit, I head toward the required room, but for some reason I freeze at the entrance, unable to make myself open the door leading to the mini stage with the pole. Some strange worrying crashes over me, goosebumps racing across my skin. Maybe it’s just post-adrenal
Putting a very clear full stop to anything between me and Nazar, I didn’t think it would hit me this damn hard. After the brunet drove me “home,” I kind of slipped into a haze and don’t even remember how I called a taxi and ended up in my real apartment. Heavy, depressing thoughts rushed through m







