로그인AMELIA ‘Declan’ SILVER
He’s the one! If there was ever a moment my lungs forgot how to work, it was that second… sitting in Damien’s car, realizing I wasn’t staring at some random student but at him. Lennox Hale… The same Lennox I almost got forced to marry. The same Lennox whose father had laughed while talking about “taming” his future Luna… me. And here he was, feet away, breathing the same air, completely unaware that the “strange boy” sitting beside him was the girl he had nearly claimed like property. I felt my pulse drum loudly in my throat. For a second, I wondered if wolves could hear heartbeats the way vampires were rumored to. If he could, then I was done for, because mine sounded like thunder trapped inside a metal drum. He looked at me briefly again, eyes sharp and unreadable. His scent… cedar and storm… hit me harder this time. I forced my face to stay neutral. Declan, not Amelia. A boy, not a girl. Calm. Breathe. Damien cleared his throat and grinned. “So, uh, Declan, you good?” “I don't look like I am?,” I asked. “You look like you just saw the Alpha King naked,” he teased. I blinked rapidly. “I’m fine. Just… a long trip.” I forced my voice deeper, rougher. Lennox raised a brow. “Is that so? You looked like you recognized me for a second.” “No. Not at all,” I lied so fast even I almost believed myself. He didn’t look convinced, but he didn’t push. Instead, he turned his eyes to the road once again. The silence stretched awkwardly for a moment until Damien… bless his dramatic soul… gasped out loud like he had discovered gold. “You know what?” he said, snapping his fingers. “Maybe he really did see the Alpha King naked. I mean, I would probably panic too. That’s like… sacred.” Lennox didn’t even blink. “You’re an idiot, Damien.” “And yet you keep me around,” Damien replied cheerfully. The corner of Lennox’s lips twitched… barely… but the amusement was there. Damien leaned his head back toward me. “So, new guy. How did you find out about Lunaris Academy? Internet? Rumor? Some weird prophecy in a dream?” I swallowed. “My cousin talked about it. Said it trains the strongest wolves. Future leaders. I… thought it would be good to learn here.” “‘Good’?” Damien repeated. “Boy, you’re aiming low. People bleed, cry, break, and crawl through this place hoping to survive. But hey, good is a start.” Lennox spoke again, voice calm but firm. “Why Lunaris though? There are other academies for heirs.” I shrugged casually… at least I hoped it looked casual. “I want to be strong enough to protect my people. That’s all.” “Simple,” Damien nodded, as if I had said the secret to life. But Lennox kept watching me. It wasn’t suspicion, yet, but interest. His eyes kept flicking over my posture, the way I held my shoulders, even my jaw like he was mentally dissecting me. Did he see through the disguise? No. He couldn’t. Declan and I practiced for days. Posture, voice, walking, breathing patterns… everything. Still, being stared at by him felt like being inspected by a predator deciding whether to hunt or tolerate. “So Declan,” he said slowly, “which pack?” IronCl… No. I nearly said it. “Stone Ridge,” I answered smoothly. “Northern border.” His brows lifted a bit. “Stone Ridge? Lone Alpha, right?” I nodded firmly. “Yes.” “Interesting. Never pegged him as someone who’d send an heir here. Heard he keeps his wolves close.” “Maybe he likes surprises.” Damien choked on laughter. “Oh he will love you. You talk like you swallowed sarcasm for breakfast.” Lennox didn’t laugh, but his eyes lightened slightly like he was trying not to show amusement. “You’re bold.” “Thank you.” “That wasn’t a compliment,” he replied flatly. “I still accept it,” I answered. Damien slapped his thigh. “Oh Moon, this one’s either suicidal or blessed by the spirits.” Lennox’s gaze sharpened. “You’ll learn soon enough that Lunaris Academy isn’t a playground. There are rules.” Damien whispered loudly, “Rules Lennox breaks for fun, by the way.” Lennox ignored him. “There are unbreakable ones. For your own survival, don’t test them.” I leaned back and forced a calm breath. “Like what?” He held up one finger. “One—never shift outside designated grounds. They monitor scent trails and energy signatures. You shift unauthorized, you get punished.” Damien leaned toward me and stage whispered, “He shifted in the hallway once.” Lennox shot him a side-eye. “That rumor is exaggerated.” “You broke two lockers and a fire exit.” Lennox gave him a look that said stop talking, but Damien only grinned proudly. I raised a brow. “Why did you do that?” Lennox shrugged. “Someone provoked me.” Damien nodded like this was poetic. “Yeah. He said Lennox can't keep a mate.” My heartbeat stopped. My throat tightened. So this was how he handled humiliation. Violence. Hearing it… stung. I forced my face still. “People say stupid things.” “Some deserve consequences,” Lennox replied, voice cold. Did I deserve consequences too? Was that what he believed? The thought churned my stomach. Lennox held up a second finger. “Two… never challenge or disrespect a ranked wolf unless you’re prepared to bleed. Badly.” Damien pointed helpfully at Lennox. “He challenged four in his first week.” Lennox didn’t deny it. “They were weak. The academy filters out the unworthy. This place is not for weaklings.” His arrogance rolled off him like heat. Normally I hated arrogance, but something about the way he wore it… quiet, assured, practiced… made it feel like he earned it. He lifted a third finger. “Three… no romantic involvement inside the academy walls.” Damien gasped. “Oh no. You did not just say that rule like you don’t break it.” Lennox glared. “I don’t.” Damien blinked slowly. “Lennox, you literally got betrothed while enrolled here.” “That was arranged…and I didn't like her” “Yes,” Damien clapped, “but you still *kissed her behind the training ground twice a week…” “Damien,” Lennox snapped. Damien froze. “Sorry. Did I say twice? Totally once. Maybe.” Lennox’s jaw tensed. I stared out the window instead of at him. It hurt to hear about it. Even if it was fake. Even if he didn’t know it was me. He exhaled slowly. “Never mention her again.” Damien's smile faded. “Lennox…” “Drop it.” The tension wrapped around my chest like iron. Lennox turned to me. “Point is, no romance. It distracts. It weakens.” He didn’t know he was speaking to the girl who escaped marrying him. Fate had a cruel sense of humor. “Good to know,” I murmured. Another silence stretched until Damien broke it again. “Okay, next question. Declan, what are your expectations for this place? Like… are you hoping to graduate alive or are you aiming higher, like not dying in the first week?” “I plan to survive,” I muttered. “And learn.” “Boring,” he groaned. Timid Declan. Quiet Declan. That was the plan. No attention. No trouble. No history. But Lennox tilted his head again, studying me. “You don’t talk like someone who plans to be invisible.” “I never said I planned to be invisible.” “Yet you look like you’re trying to disappear into the seat.” I shifted. “I like observing.” “You like hiding,” he corrected. “There’s a difference.” A shiver ran through me. Not fear… annoyance. Or something else. Something that felt like being seen. “I don't hide,” I said quietly. “Oh?” he asked, voice low, unreadable. “We’ll see.” Damien clapped suddenly. “Anyway! Survival tips. Number one: don’t get in fights unless you can win. Number two… don’t eat the eggs on Wednesdays. They smell like sadness.” I blinked at him. “Sadness?” “You’ll see.” Lennox sighed like babysitting Damien was his life’s punishment. “Ignore him.” Damien gasped. “Rude.” Then he turned back to me. “Just remember, if you ever feel like crying, I have tissues. Lavender scented. I protect emotional dignity.” I smiled despite myself. “Thanks. I’ll keep that in mind.” Lennox’s voice cut in again, controlled and steady. “You said you want to protect your people. Then learn fast. Lunaris isn’t forgiving. The weak get crushed. And no one here cares who you are outside those gates.” I nodded. “Fine by me.” He held my gaze for a moment longer than necessary. Studying me again. Why did it feel like my skin burned under his attention? The car slowed. “We’re here,” Damien announced. “Home of pain, glory, and terrible cafeteria bread.” Damien parked. I grabbed my bag and opened the door. “Declan,” Lennox called quietly. I paused and looked back. He didn’t smile. Didn’t soften. But his voice carried something… warning? Challenge? I couldn’t tell. “Whatever you’re hiding… don’t let it break you here.” My heart jumped. “I’m not hiding anything.” He leaned back lazily, eyes burning with a knowing edge. “Everyone here is hiding something.” I swallowed. “Welcome to Lunaris,” he said simply. I stepped out, the door closing behind me. The building rose in front of me like judgement. My disguise felt suddenly heavy. My fate felt too close. I squared my shoulders. Declan was here now. Amelia had to disappear.RONAN DARIUS I knew something was wrong the moment afternoon slid into evening and she still hadn’t shown up. We had agreed to study together. Nothing dramatic. Nothing romantic. Just two people with too many assignments and not enough patience. She had rolled her eyes earlier that morning and said, “Fine. After dinner. But only for an hour.” And I had said, “Two hours.” She snorted. “An hour and fifteen. Final.” We shook on it. So when the clock hit the agreed time and there was no sign of her, I waited. Ten minutes. Fifteen. Twenty. I told myself she was running late. Maybe the teacher held her back. Maybe she slept off. But by the forty-minute mark, my chest already knew the truth. Something was wrong. I grabbed my jacket and headed straight to the dorms. The corridor smelled like soap, wet floors, and boys pretending to
AMELIA DECLAN “Ronan,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady, “how long have you known?” He looked confused for half a second. Then he exhaled slowly, like he had been waiting for this exact question. “About… you?” he asked softly. “Yes. About me.” My throat tightened. “How long have you known I’m not Declan?” He didn’t dodge the question. “Since the first day I set my eyes on you,” he said. It felt like someone punched the air out of my lungs. I stared at him. “From the first day?” He nodded. “I wasn’t one hundred percent sure at first. But I knew something was wrong. The way you walked. The way you spoke. The way you avoided being touched. And your scent…” He stopped, rubbing the back of his neck. “I recognized it, even masked.” I swallowed hard. “Then why pretend like you didn’t know?” He hesitated. “I needed proof,” he sa
AMELIA DECLAN He knows! Things escalated during one meal in the dining hall, and I would remember that day for the rest of my life. The hall was loud, as usual. Too loud. Metal trays clanked. Voices overlapped. Laughter burst out in sharp, careless waves. I sat at the long table with my shoulders slightly hunched, hood pulled lower than necessary, doing what I always did… trying to disappear while pretending I belonged. I was still Declan to them. Still the quiet male wolf who didn’t talk much, didn’t flirt, didn’t challenge anyone…although I'm beginning to question that part of me…, and definitely didn’t draw attention. Okay, take that part out. I was halfway through my food when Damien appeared. Damien always appeared, never arrived. One second he wasn’t there, and the next he was leaning against the table like he owned the place, smile lazy, eyes sha
AMELIA DECLAN That day started like every other day. Carefully. Too carefully. I waited until the corridor outside our room went quiet. No footsteps. No voices. No shadows slipping under the door. I listened longer than necessary, counting my breaths, counting the seconds, making sure Theodore wasn’t lingering and that Ronan had already gone for morning drills. Only then did I lock the door. Only then did I peel off my shirt. Removing my binders was never easy. My ribs always ached afterward, like I had been squeezed too tight for too long. Sometimes I wondered how much longer my body would tolerate this lie. I reached behind my back, fingers shaking slightly, and loosened the straps. That was when it happened. The feeling. Sharp, hot and burning, like eyes on my skin. I froze. My heart slammed so hard I thought i
AMELIA DECLAN They brought him… The rumors started quietly. They always did. A whisper here. A pause in conversation when someone walked past. A sudden silence that felt too deliberate to be coincidence. At first, I ignored it. Lunaris Academy thrived on rumors the way wolves thrived on blood and moonlight. Someone was always secretly mated. Someone was always hiding power. Someone was always someone important’s lost child. So when I heard the first whisper… the Alpha King’s son is here… I didn’t panic. Not immediately. It started spreading fast after that. “He’s here. I swear it.” “No way. Why would he attend Lunaris like a normal wolf?” “Maybe he’s undercover.” “Maybe he’s hiding.” And then, somehow, the whispers started circling me. It began with questions. Too many q
DAMIEN I didn’t notice it all at once. That was the strange part. If someone had asked me when exactly I started suspecting Declan, I wouldn’t have had a clear answer. It wasn’t one big moment; it was a collection of small things. Tiny inconsistencies that didn’t matter on their own… but together, they started to itch. And once something itched in my head, I couldn’t let it go. Declan was quiet. That wasn’t unusual in Lunaris. Plenty of students kept to themselves. But Declan’s quiet wasn’t the normal kind. It wasn’t shy or timid. It was careful, like every movement had been rehearsed. He avoided people. Not rudely. Politely. Too politely. He never joined casual conversations. Never lingered in common areas longer than necessary. Never stayed after class to joke around like the others. And then there was the shifting. Or rather… the lack of it. In Lunar







