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Facing my Demons

作者: Iggy enem
last update 公開日: 2026-08-10 22:24:05

Bella P.O.V

“I just can't do it anymore, Dr. Anis. I can't close my eyes without feeling it.”

I shifted in the leather chair as fingers twisting together. My therapist looked at me with that patient, clinical expression that usually calmed me but today it just felt dismissive.

“Feeling what, exactly, Bella?” he asked, scribbling something on his notepad.

“Like someone is in the room. Right there, in the corner. I can feel eyes on me the second I turn off the lamp. It's not a sound or a shado
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