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Twenty Nine
~Avery~
For some reason, Alex had invited me to his party with the claim that he did not want me to be alone since Ashley and Tyler were invited but I did not completely believe it, he had never been nice to me, so, this act of kindness was suspicious and I did not feel at ease at all.
I just prayed that he would not humiliate in front of his guys, ever since the party started, I had been avoiding him, I made sure that I was far away from him, Ashley was busy with her dirty business, Tyler tried to keep me company but some random girl pulled him into a dance, that only happened because I assured him that I would be fine on my own.
I was currently seated by the side of the pool, admiring how peaceful the waters were, if only my life could be like that, I would be really grateful.
The only good thing about the situation was that Alison was not around since it was an all wolf party, so, I had a bit of my
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Desired By My Mate Thirty
~Alexander~I could not even enjoy myself at my own party because I was worried about her, she was nowhere to be found and if anything happened to her, my beta and best friend would blame it on me, it was not as if I actually cared about her, I would not want people to see me as the Alpha who neglected his mate even at the point of death.I did not have much to do, I would just have to keep up with her until she leaves, if possible, I would have formed an alliance with her brother but he was such a difficult human being to work with.I left the bar and went in search of her, I found her seated calmly by the side of the pool, probably deep into her thoughts, my wolf had not been going easy on me since day one, he has been pricking my conscience and always tried to disconnect our link whenever I wanted to talk to him, I could not understand what he saw in her, I knew that my taste in women was very high and she was not so bad but still,
Desired By My Mate Thirty One
~Avery~Waiting for the second coming of Jesus Christ was much better than waiting for Alpha Alexander Ethan to make an apology for his wrong deeds, sometimes, I wondered if he had a conscience or was his wolf as bad as he was?They could have the same personality, I was sure that one of them might be different but it did not really matter anymore, I have had enough of his bullshit, I did not like to watch my reflection crying every single of my life, if I was ever going to be strong then I should make sure that nobody had power over my emotions….He was my mate but not officially since none of us had accepted each other, I do not even see that happening anytime in the future.He did not even have to worry much because I might be out of his life very soon.My heart beat increased rapidly as I waited for my father to meet me in the living room, when I received the message that he had sent for me, I knew exac
Desired By My Mate Thirty Two
~Avery~There was only one thing on my mind and that was the rejection speech that I was going to say to Alex, I have been trying to ignore my wolf’s opinion against it, she needed to understand that it was for our good, his wolf might like her but the person in question did not.She had even threaten that if I decided to go ahead with it, she would never left me shift into my wolf form but I knew that it was all a lie, she was the only one who genuinely loved me so I did not have to bother much about it.I still had no idea where I was going to run to, I was not ready to be a rogue yet, my father might or might not find me, I was going to die of starvation or shot by another hunter or bullied by my fellow rogues, a lot of things could wrong but I tried not to panic, my mother and the goddess would definitely be by my side, they know how much I have suffered in the hands of my pack and mate, nobody had the right to
Desired By My Mate Thirty Three
~Alexander~I had been waiting, so long for her to vent all her anger and hurt on me, I wanted her to hate me badly so she would willingly leave my life for good but then, I could not understand why I had a moment of weakness when I saw her crying, I was not supposed to feel a thing for her, not sympathy or remorse or even love.It was possible that my wolf took over, it has been so difficult trying to cage him so he would not make me do things that would haunt me for years, he was pushing me to love her, to care for her but I would not.Finally, she had realized that I was not good for her, she would reject me and my father would not have to hate me because it was not my fault, she was the one who had a problem with me as her mate.‘’You are such a wicked being, how on Earth can you not feel compassion for her?’’ My wolf questioned me, angrily.‘’I could ask you the same, what
Desired By My Mate Thirty Four
~Avery~I was not shocked when the Lycan had ordered his son to train me, my father was trying so hard for me to become stronger, I had to choose between accepting him as my mate or being sent to the war front to die since I would be of no use to Alpha Grey.He did not seem happy at all about the development and I could not blame him, I was really a burden to him and I hated it, the only way to make my mate happy was to leave him and I had that in mind.My heart fluttered when I remembered what transpired in the car, I yearned for his lips to lock with mine again, I wanted to feel his touch badly…He made it difficult for me to reject him and for a split second, I could swear that he was remorseful about it, what exactly did he want?There was an awkward silence that filled the air as we got into the car, I was a bit scared of talking to him because he might flare up.I cleared my throat as I summoned coura
Desired By My Mate Thirty Five
~Avery~Every bit of his touch sent sensation to run through my body, I had wanted him so badly and the mate bond never made it easy for me, his fingers rubbed my clit as I moaned into his mouth as we kissed, we were not supposed to do this, he did not like or love me.I squeezed his shirt as he thrusted his fingers into my wet pussy, I loved how it felt in me, I wanted the real deal, he sucked on my lower lips so hard that I could not take it anymore, he pulled away from the kiss and stared deep into my eyes with his piercing green eyes as he fingered the fuck out of me, I squirted as he continued.He brought his fingers out of it and my juices were all over it, he licked it clean and I bit my lips in frustration, he was teasing me and I did not like it.I arched my back as his tongue swirled around my nipple causing it to be hard, his mouth enveloped it and bit it gently.‘&rsqu
Desired By My Mate Thirty Six
~Avery~I was not supposed to be here, a part of me had a weird feeling about it as if something would go wrong but then, I chose to push it aside, after the incident in the car, Alex literally ghosted me and I was not surprised about it, at least, I had my peace for like two weeks, I currently had a countdown for him to move into his pack house with Alison.Ashley and Tyler had been training me and I was picking up quite well, I did not want to annoy Xander by reporting to his father so I had to keep lying about him training me.I took another shot of alcohol and the burn hit my throat almost immediately, I turned back to see her straddling him as they kissed, my heart broke at the sight of such, I fought the urge not to cry, I just wanted all of this to end.I should have listened to Ashley when she warned me against going, I was the only one here, even Tyler did not attend her birthday party, maybe, I had high hopes of meeting someone so he could distr
Desired By My Mate Thirty Seven
~Alexander~I knew that I was done for when I imagined that I was making out with Avery meanwhile it was Alison, I did not like what was happening to me, the goddess wanted to make sure that no matter how hard I tried to be with someone else, my heart would always yearn for her, the mate bond made it difficult to stay without her scent, I wanted to touch her badly.I thought avoiding her would make me feel better but it only got worse because I had to spend time with Alison and it was complete torture, she was fucking annoying and my little feelings that I had for her died completely when I found out that it was only werewolf or hybrid or vampire or dragons that had mates, witches, fairies, mermaids and the rest creatures were given the chance to choose.This whole time, I had been stuck with her due to my ignorance, I did not want to ruin her special day for her, so, I just had to wait for it to be over while looking for a reason to dump her, so, it would seem
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