CHAPTER XXXVIII

Sunny

"Don't you know it feels cumbersome if someone you are close to gets mad at you?" I asked him. "Don't you know that feeling? I cannot stand it. I do not want everyone to get mad at me. I am uncomfortable." I added.

Who will feel okay when someone you are close to gets mad? No one, right? I can't think that we could not talk anymore or that they would not like to see me. That is so scary, and I do not want that to happen. No way!

"I can't stop looking at your name because you might chat with me, but you never did. You ignored me for almost two days. I feel bad thinking I offended you by saying that word. And, oh, I never said that in the first place. Only Shiela did. I only nodded and said something, but I never said that word that night." I told him. "Maybe I did, but that was before. When you are still new." I admit it.

Well, to tell him honestly. He was like that, a robot, when we first met or when he came to our school. He does not talk, and he does not communicate with ev