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JENNY “Looking forward to seeing you enjoy my pasta” was the message Sebastian had sent to me and having dinner with him and Stacy was a test on my self control. Every conversation, every subtle brush of I and Sebastian's fingers as we passed a dish to each other and every time we made eye contact… They all felt like they had hidden meanings behind them. And funny enough, he didn't lose that teasing look in his eyes whenever I looked at him. I could feel his gaze on me throughout dinner and I couldn't help but wonder how Stacy didn't notice any of what was going on until it was over. Then it was time for our movie night and finally, Sebastian wasn't going to be there, torturing me with his knowing stare. It was just me and Stacy in the living room and I could relax for the first time that night. “Ugh! You always pick traumatizing movies, Jenny. Are you obsessed with tragic love or what?” Stacy grumbled while placing her head on my thighs as she laid on the couch and I chuckled. “Infact, I love love. I just enjoy crying over love sometimes… as long as it isn't mine” I replied but she didn't say a word in return. Silence followed for a few more seconds and when we got to a scene where I was sure she would say something, she still didn't speak and I frowned. “Stacy? Aren't you watching the movie?” I asked her but no response. So I bent to look at her face and true to my suspicion, she'd fallen asleep and I smiled while staring at how adorable she looked. “She's asleep right?” Sebastian's voice suddenly came from behind me and I flinched in fear before looking back to glare at him while he smirked in amusement. He didn't have to do that but he was obviously still teasing me… or maybe he was flirting with me... I couldn't tell. “You scared me, Sebastian!” I whispered as I snapped at him and he walked toward me, his footsteps quiet. “Come with me, Jenny” he said and I looked down at Stacy as my heart started to race. “But, Stacy…” “She's asleep, Angel” he replied, his gaze turning intense and I lost all sense of reasoning as scenarios began to fill my head. “Sebastian… You, you're Stacy's dad” I tried to sneak my way out of the situation even though a huge part of me loved the way he was looking at me and speaking to me and I watched his demeanor falter as I uttered those words. “Angel…” he drawled, his voice filled with disappointment. Then he smiled and nodded his head. “Fine. I'll let you be but, Jenny, I can tell this is mutual… So don't punish yourself and just give in. No regrets.” He caressed my chin while he spoke so convincingly, his voice purring in my ears so seductively and once he pulled his hand away from my face, I missed his warmth and I wondered if I'd be able to have a good night's rest if I let him go. Quietly, I watched him walk away. Then I looked at Stacy who was deep asleep and checked my phone to see the time was 11pm already. I threw my head back and sighed as confusion settled in my heart and with the TV still playing in the background of my thoughts, I had no idea when I started to imagine Sebastian running his hands over my body and I gasped. This was bad. Worse than I thought, and it was obvious that I won't get a wink of sleep if I didn't give in to the urge raging through me. “Don't punish yourself and just give in. No regrets” Sebastian's words echoed in my thoughts as I took one last look at sleeping Stacy and right then, I knew my mind was made up already. With that, I took to her room and once she was in bed, I dragged in a deep breath to ready myself. Then I tucked my phone into my pocket and headed for Sebastian's room. I knew it was wrong but I couldn't fight what my body felt. I yearned for him… In fact, I wanted him more than I even wanted the guy who was my first time. And maybe it was because it felt forbidden and dangerous, but with each step I took closer to his room, my blood pulsed with excitement and goosebumps graced my skin as I reached my destination and stood before his door. “You want this Jenny. Knock on the fucking door and get what you're here for” I muttered to myself to grow courage. Then I gently knocked on the door to avoid being too loud and my heart started to beat faster when I heard footsteps. Then it was pulled open and Sebastian stood before me, shirtless once again. “Angel” he whispered and I could tell that he'd been awake too. “You told me to give in to what I feel. So here I am… No regrets” I told him and I could swear that I saw the moment his eyes twinkled before he grabbed my hand and pulled me into the room. Then he locked the door and pushed my back against the wall before he cupped my cheek and stared so deep into my eyes like he was searching for something. “You're sure you want this?” He asked and I nodded. “I'm here on my own, aren't I? So surprise me, Sebastian” I challenged and his gaze darkened. He shifted his hand to wrap it around my neck loosely and he pulled me toward him. Then he brushed his lips against mine and my toes curled. My heart threatened to burst through my ribs. “How much do you want to be surprised, Angel?” He purred, his eyes fixated on my lips and I breathed shakily as my head swarmed with choking desire. “On a scale of 5, I'll go for 10” I said and he smirked. “Oh really?” “Uhuh” I returned and he claimed my lips. “I'll give you 10, Angel… if that's what you want” He rasped against my lips before hungrily claiming them again and I sighed softly as he picked me up like I weighed nothing and moved to the bed while kissing me. There, he sat me down at the edge, and my heart pounded as we kept eye contact. I could feel the air thickening with lust and I gasped when he suddenly knelt before me without a warning. “Seb…” “Quiet, Angel. This is nothing” he whispered and I swallowed hard as I let him pull my shorts and panties down before tossing them aside, leaving me completely bare to his eyes. Then he helped me lay down on the bed and I blushed as he looked at me while he inched his hand toward my core. I gasped again when he touched me, his eyes still on mine and with that, he pushed two fingers into me and my mouth fell open. In and out, he kept the same tempo and immediately I moaned, he kissed me to muffle the sound and soon, I was climaxing hard, completely blacked out… until the high died down. Then I met his watchful eyes and he kissed me on the forehead. “That was just the beginning” he said and my heart drummed with anticipation as I watched him pull away to undress before me. Then he returned to the bed and true to his words, he did surprise me on a scale of 10. That was until Stacy knocked on the door rapidly and still laying in Sebastian's bed, I froze. What the hell were we going to do?CHAPTER 8JENNYWe stepped out of the elevator a minute later and I was still reeling in shock and anger due to the very cold words Sebastian had told me a moment ago.I was shocked with how he’d abruptly put me off, drawing a line and making sure to let me know where I stood with him. Then I was angry with myself for getting so shaken by his words because it made me feel guilty.I was meant to be excited about meeting Aiden after work, not dwelling on the words of a man who used me to satisfy himself months ago.So I snapped out of my distracting thoughts and focused on the present. I convinced myself that it was a good thing everything would be strictly professional between me and Sebastian henceforth. At least, I wouldn't be getting the wrong impression of whatever he would be doing or saying around me.With that I followed him down to a door that had the words, “only executives allowed” written boldly on it and he looked back at me.“This is the first floor where I work. Only th
CHAPTER 7JENNYI didn't want to get into Sebastian's car. I didn't want him to give me a drive. I was okay with taking the bus and if Stacy hadn't shown up, I would have made it to the bus stop in time to get on.Now, here I was, mentally losing my shit as I tried to not fidget and act unaffected by his presence. And there he was, seated in his Rolls Royce Dawn convertible, his face blank as he stared at me.“Good morning, Jenny. Get in” his voice was deep and brief, its smoothness rushing over my skin and leaving goosebumps behind in its trail. I absolutely hated myself for getting so affected by him and I wasn't even seated beside him in the car yet! So what exactly was going to happen to me once I got in?Was I going to explode? Or maybe melt into a puddle?Despite my inner turmoil, I maintained a poker face and ignored his greeting. Without uttering a word, I entered the car and Stacy, who had been standing in the doorway to my house, called for me.“Good luck, Jenny. Keep me u
CHAPTER 6JENNYI had no idea what to wear. I'd ransacked through my whole closet and yet, there was nothing I could find to look my best on my first day at work.I was anxious and excited at the same time but regardless of what the voices in my head said, I kept telling myself otherwise. That I wasn't trying to look nice because of Sebastian. From the night I told him off in the kitchen, he'd become nothing but just Stacy's dad to me and I was going to keep it that way no matter what.I had Aiden and he made me happy. He may be mad at me for turning down his proposal but I knew he was going to come around soon and we would still be together until I was ready.Though at the moment, coupled with the many thoughts racing through my head, I still hadn’t found anything to wear. I was going to miss the bus if I didn't leave the house anytime soon and that would leave a bad impression on me on my first day at work. I couldn't let that happen. Especially since my boss was a man I deteste
CHAPTER 5JENNY“Damn! I still can't believe you told Aiden no. He's such a perfect boyfriend” Stacy said as we plated our food at the little party my parents had set up in our backyard, courtesy of our graduation. “And that's exactly why I said no, Stacy. He's too perfect for me” I responded and she turned to face me.“Are you sure that's all, Jenny?” She asked and I sighed. She was always good at reading me.“I just graduated from college and I've got my whole life ahead of me. So marriage isn't the first thing on my mind at the moment, okay? Aiden can't rush me into something I'm not ready for just because he wants it. I love him but no… not enough to want to say yes to marriage with him”I explained how I felt to her without leaving any part out and she dropped her plate of food to take my hand. Then she smiled at me and nodded her head in understanding. “I get you… We've got many years ahead of us so why rush, right?” She tried to relate and I smiled.“Yeah, right” I agreed and
CHAPTER 4JENNY SIX MONTHS LATER…“Okay guys… one last picture and you're all free to go” the photographer said, and we all started to groan from exhaustion. It was finally me and Stacy's graduation, the day we'd been looking forward to for so long and I had every reason to celebrate about becoming a graduate but I couldn't.Because thanks to Sebastian, all I felt were my nerves messing with me and no one even knew he was the reason why I was so fidgety. It had been six months since that night we shared and the morning after that night was the last time I'd seen him until now. ~~Stacy can't know about what we did and between us, it won't be happening again, Jenny. I hope you understand~~That was the message he'd sent to me that morning after leaving for work and even though my heart was broken, I couldn't let it show because Stacy would want to know who hurt me and make them pay.I never sent a reply to Sebastian and I swore to myself to never let anything happen between me and h
CHAPTER 3JENNY I shared a look with Sebastian as Jenny kept on knocking and without a word, I knew what to do.Quickly, I grabbed every single piece of my clothes and with his blanket wrapped around my body, I rushed for the other end of the room.“Dad? I need to speak to you” Stacy called from the other side and I didn't even realize I was holding my breath as I watched him dress up.“Coming Stacy. Be patient” he replied, his voice calm and stable while I on the other hand breathed heavily like I'd just ran a race and he sent me a look before he reached for the door and opened it.“What took you so long?” Stacy's voice rang from the door while I hid and Sebastian shrugged.“I was sleeping, Stacy. You don't expect a sleepy person to open the door that fast” he returned and she sighed.“I can't find Jenny and I've been calling her nonstop but she won't pick up. Any idea where she is?” she asked him and I started to look around the room for my phone while my heart hammered hard.How c
CHAPTER 1JENNYMy walk to Stacy's place was a short and quick one but it was scorching hot and I needed a cold drink already. We always had a weekend girls hangout and this time, she was the host.Sighing in relief, I climbed her front porch and as usual, I pushed the door open without knocking an







