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As soon as Alec left, I dropped myself onto the bed. I had kissed two guys on the same day and needed to think about the direction my life was taking. Alec's kiss had been awesome and it proved he was definitely better than Ross in everything.

Kissing two guys on the same day was not the kind of thing I would normally do. It was not me. I did like the direction my life was taking because I knew it would end in regrets. I had to start controlling myself more before I ended up in hot soup.

Why did I kiss Alec Warton?

Ross had annoyed me a lot and had tried to force me into something I wasn't ready for, at least not with him. Maybe it was my fault that I led him on. But even after telling him I wasn't ready he insisted and so I'd left his room and wasn't going back.

I had told Alec that I was going back to Ross after finding a party in my room just because I wanted to hear what Carina would say. How could Ross even sleep with a slut like her? There were so many girls in the world that he